Part 1 (1/2)

The One Moss-Rose.

by P. B. Power.

[Ill.u.s.tration: L]EONARD DOBBIN had a humble cottage upon Squire Courtenay's estate; but although the cottage was humble, it was always kept neat and clean, and was a pattern of everything that a poor man's dwelling should be. The white-washed walls, the smoothly raked gravel walk, and the sanded floor, were so many evidences that Leonard was a careful and a thrifty man; and while some of his poorer neighbours laughed, and asked where was the use of being so precise, they could not help respecting Dobbin, nevertheless.

The great, and, indeed, almost the _only_ pleasure upon which the labourer allowed himself to spend any time, was the little flower garden in front of the house. The garden was Dobbin's pride; and the pride of the garden was a moss-rose tree, which was the peculiar treasure of the labourer's little crippled son, who watched it from the window, and whenever he was well enough, crept out to water it, and pick off any stray snail which had ventured to climb up its rich brown leaves. No mother ever watched her little infant with more eager eyes than Jacob Dobbin did his favourite rose; and no doubt he thought all the more of it because he had so few pleasures in life. Jacob Dobbin had no fine toys, he could not take any long walks, nor could he play at cricket, or any such games, therefore his rose tree was all the more precious; in fact, in his estimation there was nothing to compare with it in the world.

There was a great difference between poor Jacob's lot and that of Squire Courtenay's son. James Courtenay had plenty of toys; he had also a pony, and a servant to attend him whenever he rode out; when the summer came, he used often to go out sailing with the squire in his yacht; and there was scarce anything on which he set his heart which he was not able to get.

With all these pleasures, James Courtenay was not, however, so happy a youth as poor Jacob Dobbin. Jacob, though crippled, was contented--his few pleasures were thoroughly enjoyed, and ”a contented mind is a continual feast;” whereas James was spoiled by the abundance of good things at his command; he was like the full man that loatheth the honeycomb; and he often caused no little trouble to his friends, and, indeed, to himself also, by the evil tempers he displayed.

Many a time did James Courtenay's old nurse, who was a G.o.d-fearing woman, point out to him that the world was not made for him alone; that there were many others to be considered as well as himself; and that although G.o.d had given him many things, still he was not of a bit more importance in His sight than others who had not so much. All this the young squire would never have listened to from any one else; but old Aggie had reared him, and whenever he was laid by with any illness, or was in any particular trouble, she was the one to whom he always fled.

”G.o.d sometimes teaches people very bitter lessons,” said old Aggie one day, when James Courtenay had been speaking contemptuously to one of the servants; ”and take care, Master James, lest you soon have to learn one.”

Jacob Dobbin had been for some time worse than usual, his cough was more severe, and his poor leg more painful, when his father and he held a long conversation by the side of their scanty fire.

Leonard had made the tea in the old black pot with the broken spout, and Jacob lay on his little settle, close up to the table.

”Father,” said Jacob, ”I saw the young squire ride by on his gray pony to-day, and just then my leg gave me a sore pinch, and I thought, How strange it is that there should be such a difference between folk; he's almost always galloping about, and I'm almost always in bed.”

”Poor folk,” answered Jacob's father, ”are not always so badly off as they suppose; little things make them happy, and little things often make great folk _un_happy; and let us remember, Jacob, that whatever may be our lot in life, we all have an opportunity of pleasing G.o.d, and so obtaining the great reward, which of his mercy, and for Christ's sake, he will give to all those who please him by patient continuance in well-doing. The squire cannot please G.o.d any more than you.”

”Oh,” said Jacob, ”the squire can spend more money than I can; he can give to the poor, and do no end of things that I cannot: all I can do is to lie still on my bed, and at times keep myself from almost cursing and swearing when the pain is very bad.”

”Exactly so, my son,” answered Leonard Dobbin; ”but remember that patience is of great price in the sight of G.o.d; and he is very often glorified in the sufferings of his people.”

”The way I should like to glorify G.o.d,” said Jacob, ”would be by going about doing good, and letting people see me do it, so that I could glorify him before them, and not in my dull little corner here.”

”Ah, Jacob, my son,” replied old Leonard Dobbin, ”you may glorify G.o.d more than you suppose up in your little dull corner--what should you think of glorifying him before angels and evil spirits?”

”Ah, that would be glorious!” cried Jacob.

”Spirits, good and bad, are ever around us,” said old Leonard, ”and they are watching us; and how much must G.o.d be glorified before them, when they see his grace able to make a sufferer patient and gentle, and when they know that he is bearing everything for Christ's sake. When a Christian is injured, and avenges not himself; when he is evil spoken of, and answers not again; when he is provoked, yet continues long-suffering: then the spirits, good and bad, witness these things, and they must glorify the grace of G.o.d.”

That night Jacob Dobbin seemed to have quite a new light thrown upon his life. ”Perhaps,” said he to himself, as he lay upon the little settle, ”I'm afflicted in order that I may glorify G.o.d. I suppose he is glorified by his people bearing different kinds of pain; perhaps some other boy is glorifying him with a crippled hand, while I am with my poor crippled leg: but I should like to be able even to bear persecution from man for Christ's sake, like the martyrs in father's old book; as I have strength to bear such dreadful pain in my poor leg, I daresay I might bear a great deal of suffering of other kinds.”

The spring with its showers pa.s.sed away, and the beautiful summer came, and Jacob Dobbin was able to sit at his cottage door, breathing in the pure country air, and admiring what was to him the loveliest object in nature--namely, one rich, swelling bud upon his moss-rose tree. There was but one bud this year upon the tree,--the frosts and keen spring winds had nipped all the rest; and this one was now bursting into beauty; and it was doubly dear to Jacob, because it was left alone.

Jacob pa.s.sed much of his time at the cottage door, dividing his admiration between the one moss-rose and the beautiful white fleecy clouds, which used to sail in majestic grandeur over his head; and often he used to be day-dreaming for hours, about the white robes of all who suffered for their Lord.

While thus engaged one day, the young squire came running along, and his eye fell upon Jacob's rose. ”Hallo,” cried he with delight--”a moss-rose! Ha, ha!--the gardener said we had not even one blown in our garden; but here's a rare beauty!” and in a moment James Courtenay had bounded over the little garden gate, and stood beside the rose bush. In another instant his knife was out of his pocket, and his hand was approaching the tree.

”Stop, stop!” cried Jacob Dobbin; ”pray don't cut it,--'tis our only rose; I've watched it I don't know how long; and 'tisn't quite come out yet,”--and Jacob made an effort to get from his seat to the tree; but before the poor little cripple could well rise from his seat, the young squire's knife was through the stem, and with a loud laugh he jumped over the little garden fence, and was soon lost to sight.

The excitement of this scene had a lamentable effect upon poor Jacob Dobbin. When he found his one moss-rose gone, he burst into a violent fit of sobbing, and soon a quant.i.ty of blood began to pour from his mouth--he had broken a blood-vessel; and a neighbour, pa.s.sing that way a little time after, found him lying senseless upon the ground. The neighbouring doctor was sent for, and he gave it as his opinion that Jacob could never get over this attack. ”Had it been an ordinary case,”

said the doctor, ”I should not have apprehended a fatal result; but under present circ.u.mstances I fear the very worst; poor Jacob has not strength to bear up against this loss of blood.”

For many days Jacob Dobbin lay in a darkened room, and many were the thoughts of the other world which came into his mind; amongst them were some connected with the holy martyrs. ”Father,” said he to his aged parent as he sat by his side, ”I have been learning a lesson about the martyrs. I see now how unfit I was to be tried as they were; if I could not bear the loss of one moss-rose patiently for Christ's sake, how could I have borne fire and prison, and such like things?”