Chapter 26 (1/2)

Gomen ne, Oniisama Chapter 2 part 6

-Me- After

While we conveyed inforan to descend

Perhaps realizing that the time left that they could speak privately was almost over, he opened his mouth doubtfully

“When spring co to the battlefield in earnest”

“Eh?”

By those words, I was startled for a moment

Although the fighting on the border has intensified in the wake of that battle, it should not yet be at the state of sending our full force yet

That should be far later in the story

Even as the enein in national power between the countries

It’s another problem

“If a knight were to go onto the battlefield at the age of sixteen, wouldn’t that be a problem?”

“Training can only go so far I have learned all I can through studying What’s left is to go onto the field, whether as a knight or a ician”

“…is, that so?”

If it was just Atlas’s choice, I would have no problem with it

However, considering the age of Gil-sama, this is too early

If he were to take the option of being a ic at this ti relationshi+p with Gil-sama be impossible to build?

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The story is coinal

“I think that that thing will definitely be used on this battlefield too

…I’ll leave this place to you But, I still have things I want to say as a knight apprentice”

His stiff voice pulls hts

Not as a ht- what could it be?

I stared at his brown eyes, as he spoke while see to taste each word carefully

“I find you unpleasant Showing off your power, and oppressing the weak”

His for deep wounds in my heart

But, this is how【Origa】should be; the only difference is that he’s exposed his thoughts

It’s because of my own actions Because of the sins I’ve committed

“…is it, because of Gilford Ivaris Or…”

Is it because of the people I baked in that battle?

Whether he guessed my unspoken words, his low voice answered

“They were problems that could have been solved without sacrifice if you didn’t rush them Both Gil and that fort”

If he recognizes my actions towards Gil-sama, that ins

So, that’s why he was so hostile towards

I see

Since more than a year has passed since he returned to the last name of Ivaris, it seems he and Atlas formed a relationshi+p to some extent

Then, that he decided his future so quickly may not be a problem?

“No matter how much time passes, it’s impossible that he would become an existence worthy of the Ruzil name And, that victory, as I mentioned earlier, was partially for my own sake I used the methods I believed were best”

“And howwhat you want and calling it correct”

His sharp gaze stabbed atmy heart to beat heavily

Eyes full of righteousness, honest feelings, taking the straight path

Facing the questions and answers that shouldn’t occur for another few years, that could cause a distortion in the story, ain- this question-and-answer session with【Origa】should occur just before the destruction of the country

Impossible This should be impossible

Because, I will not aid in the attack on this country

Yet, there is no clear path that will lead to the best outcome

But the way【Origa】will answer is already determined

To answer in any other way, is impossible

“For ainst the dead? ―My choice is not wrong”

The commander is the one who should shoulder the sins of their subordinates

In order to not waste the lives that I already robbed, I must continue to reach ahead to justify my actions

In order to keepforwards

So, I will not be shaken I am a villain

I will not be the weak【a】

The emotions in my heart, I will not reveal

“…I am well aware, of how full of idealisive you, because I aht”

I look away froh

I knoell

As the villain,Understanding each other is impossible

But, what I already kneon’t change anything

My actions are obvious, even as his harsh gaze causes my heart to hurt

It

For a villain to cal to words of condemnation from a hero, such a coa】

“―But I understand the position of a ician It wasn’t just people in the fort that you destroyed… And, in hindsight, youGil”

“Eh?”

“Considering the way of the Ruzil family, if you didn’t choose to banish Gil frohly likely he would have died”

Indeed, other than the Ruzil fa on a more liberal path

Meaning that they will slowly lose the power of ic that is tied to the blood of the family

The nuicians that are born will decline quickly, and then er be the main force of this country

The family head is still bound by bloodline, but other than in the Ruzil fa to the sept can marry freely

That’s why, in any of the other clans they would have allowed someone like Gil-sama

But, Gil-sama is a seed of the head of the Ruzil family

“I… don’t think that you took your actions without any reason And, I think there were… some circumstances around Gil And, in the first place, it’s a problem between you and Gil, not me”

Hesitantly, with a low voice as if he’s talking to himself, Atlas disrupts my mind

So, I tried to help Gil-sama― because I love him¹

And, around me are circumstances― because I want to live

―What a?

Causing e so drastically

Disgusting Dis, gusting

“So, I apologize At that tis Sorry”

“I also, did ize”

I mask my face with a smile to hide my nausea

Is he speaking to【Origa】or【Me】?

My head e around in my head

Quickly, quickly, I want to finish this conversation

“And, Gil is doing ith us, so you don’t have to worry about him Because he has been co to do anything to him”

“Even if what you say is true, I am still Gil’s sister”

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