Prologue (1/2)

Please, God

―――It hurts

―――It’s lonely

Even if I try to press the nurse call button, otten dark, and I don’t even knohere it is

This incredibly painful heart, these lungs that won’t breath; they tell me that I don’t have any time left

And even though this is so I’ve preparedthis end with all its power; I don’t want to die like this

I lived a life that couldn’t bring joy to a single person

I became bound to a bed before I entered school, so I don’t have a single friend

Even the nurses that treated me kindly drew the line of our relationshi+p as a professional one

I know that even ht badly of this weak life of mine that wouldn’t die all this time

I’et me

These white sheets, this pile of books, the mechanical sounds of this medical equipment; that’s all that exists in this world that surrounds me

Me impossible for me to have

I’ve never played with soht with anyone

Adoesn’t exist even in my mind

Aaah, really, what a sad life