Part 36 (2/2)
That I have not burst to atoms with pride is a miracle inexplicable.
I have been told that my progress at the piano is fair. But I am very certain I shall do no more with vocal and instrumental music than to play and sing acceptably for such kind and uncritical friends as do not demand much of an amateur. Without any unusual gifts, with a rather sensitive ear, and with a very slightly cultivated and perfectly childish voice--please do not expect anything from me to please you.
In French I am already becoming fluent. You see, except for certain lessons in it, I have scarcely heard a word of English since I came here; the Princess will not use it to me nor permit its use by me. And therefore, my ear being a musical one and rather accurate, I find--now that I look back upon my abysmal ignorance--a very decided progress.
Also let me admit to you--and I have already done so, I see--that, since I have been here, I have had daily lessons in English with a cultivated English woman; and in consequence I have been learning to enlarge a very meagre vocabulary, and have begun to appreciate possibilities in my own language of which I never dreamed.
About my personal appearance--as long as you ask me--I think perhaps that, were I less thin, I might be rather pretty. Dress makes such a vast difference in a plain girl. Also, intelligent care of one's person improves mediocrity. Of course everybody says such gracious things to a girl over here that it would not do to accept any pretty compliment very literally. But I really believe that you might think me rather nice to look at.
As for the future, the truth is that I feel much encouraged. I made some drawings in wash and in pen and ink--just ideas of mine. And Monsieur Bonvard, who is editor of _The Grey Cat_--a very clever weekly--has accepted them and has paid me twenty-five francs each for them! I was so astonished that I could not believe it. One has been reproduced in last week's paper. I have cut it out and pasted it in my sc.r.a.pbook.
I think, take it all in all, that seeing my first ill.u.s.trations printed has given me greater joy than I shall ever again experience on earth.
My daily intercourse with the Princess Mistchenka continues to comfort me, inspire me, and fill me with determination so to educate myself that when the time comes I shall be ready and able to support myself with pen and pencil.
And now I must bring my letter to its end. The prospect of seeing you very soon is agreeable beyond words. You have been very kind to me. I do not forget it.
Yours very sincerely, Ruhannah Carew.
The enclosure was a note from the Princess Mistchenka:
Dear Jim:
If in the past it has been my good fortune to add anything to yours, may I now invoke in you the memory of our very frank and delightful friends.h.i.+p?
When you first returned to America from Paris I found it possible to do for you a few favours in the way of making you known to certain editors. It was, I a.s.sure you, merely because I liked you and believed in your work, not because I ever expected to ask from you any favour in return.
Now, Fate has thrown an odd combination from her dice-box; and Destiny has veiled herself so impenetrably that n.o.body can read that awful visage to guess what thoughts possess her.
You, in America, have heard of the murder of the Austrian Archduke, of course. But--have you, in America, any idea what the consequences of that murder may lead to?
Enough of that. Now for the favour I ask.
Will you go _at once_ to Brookhollow, go to Ruhannah's house, open it, take from it a chest made of olive wood and bound with some metal which looks like silver, lock the box, take it to New York, place it in a safe deposit vault until you can sail for Paris on the first steamer that leaves New York?
Will you do this--get the box I have described and bring it to me yourself on the first steamer that sails?
And, Jim, keep your eye on the box. Don't trust anybody near it. Rue says that, as she recollects, the box is about the size and shape of a suitcase and that it has a canvas and leather cover with a handle which b.u.t.tons over it.
Therefore, you can carry it yourself exactly as though it were your suitcase, keep it with you in the train and on s.h.i.+pboard.
Will you do this, Jim? It is much to ask of you. I break in upon your work and cause you great inconvenience and trouble and expense.
But--will you do it for me?
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