Part 37 (2/2)
'Twould be a queer kind of a shay that was lookin' for'ard to goin' to pieces while 'twas travelin' along. Mis' Denny's niece that reads in public read me that piece once. I thought 'twas about the cutest that ever was.”
Ellen Bayliss had laid her sewing on her knee, and now she looked up in an impulsive haste, the color in her cheeks and a quick moving note in her voice.
”It isn't growing old that's the trouble. It's talking about it. Why, the night after that meeting of the Circle--” She stopped here, and her eyes, widening and growing darker in a way they had, gave her face almost a look of terror.
”What is it, Ellen?” asked Martha Waterman kindly. ”You tell it right out.”
”Why,” said Ellen, ”this is all 'twas. That night at supper, my Nellie kept staring at me across the table. 'What is 't, Nellie?' I says, at last. Then she colored up and says, not as if she wanted to, but as if she couldn't help it, 'I hope I shall look like you sometime, aunt Ellen.' You see how 'twas. She meant, when she was old. She never in her life had thought anything about me being old, and they'd put it into her head.”
A pained look settled upon her face, and before she took up her sewing again she glanced from one to another as if to ask them if they really understood. There was a little warm murmur of a.s.sent. Ellen was beloved, and there was, besides, a concurrent strain of sympathy through the a.s.sembly who had known all her past. They remembered how Colonel Hadley had ”gone with her” awhile when she was teaching school at District Number Four, and how Ellen had faded out, the summer he was married to Kate Leighton, of the Leightons on the hill. Now his nephew, Clyde, was going with Ellen's niece in a way that vividly mirrored the old time, and they had heard that the colonel, when he came for one of his brief visits in the summer, had somehow put a check to love's beginning. At least, Clyde had seen Nellie only once after his uncle went away, and had speedily closed the old house and followed him.
”There, Ellen,” said Lydia Vesey, from a rare softness. ”I guess n.o.body'd ever say 't you was growin' old. They'd only think you was sort o' palin' out, that's all, same 's a white dress is different from a pink one.”
”Well, now, I'll say my say, an' done with it,” remarked Caddie Musgrave, with her accustomed violence. ”I'm ready to grow old when my time comes, an' if I get there by the road some have took before me, I guess I sha'n't be put under the sod by any vote o' town-meetin'. As I look back, seems to me 'most all them that's gone before us has had their uses to the last. Think o' gramma Jakes! Why, she hadn't chick nor child of her own left to bless her, an' see how she was looked up to, an' how every little tot in town thought he's made if he could be sent to gramma Jakes's to do an arrant, an' she give him a pep'mint or a cooky. 'Twa'n't the pep'mint though. 'Twas because she was a real sweet nice old lady, that's what 'twas.”
”Yes, I remember gramma Jakes,” said Anna Dutton, from the corner. She was a round, pink, near-sighted little person, who had tried to cure herself of stammering by speaking very slowly, and now scarcely talked at all because she had found how unwilling her more robust and loquacious neighbors were to give her the right of way in her hindering course. ”Seems if I could see her now standin' there on her front porch, her little handkercher round her neck--”
Caddie broke in upon this reminiscence, according to a custom so established that Anna Dutton only kept her mouth open for an instant, as if the opportunity for speech might return to her, and then quite calmly settled back with an air of pleased attention.
”They're afraid o' gettin' old an' they're afraid o' gettin' fleshy,”
Caddie announced. ”Well, there's no crime in gettin' old, now is there?
An' if there is, you can't put a stop to 't in any court o' law. An' as for bein' fleshy, if you be you be, an' you might as well turn to an'
have your clo'es made bigger an' say no more.”
Mrs. Pray presented her mite with her accustomed severity of gloom, as if she had selected the words most carefully and wished to have it understood that they were the choicest she had to offer.
”I was fryin' doughnuts, a week ago Sat.u.r.day, an' Mis' Denny come along with that lady friend o' hers that's down here over Sunday. I offered 'em each a warm doughnut, an' they was possessed to take it. They'd been walkin' quite a spell, an' they'd called for a drink o' water. They said 'twas the time in the forenoon when they drinked. But they looked at the doughnuts good an' hard, an' they says: 'No. It's fattenin',' says they.
'It's fattenin'.'”
”Yes,” said Caddie, with a scornful cadence, ”I'll warrant they did.
That's what they said about two things out o' three, soon 's the hands moved round to meal-time. 'It's fattenin'!' Oh, I'm sick an' tired to death of it! I ain't goin' to be dead till I be dead, thinkin' about it all the time, not if I can keep my thoughts inside o' me an' my tongue in my head. So there!”
”Well, now,” said Martha Waterman, with the mildness calculated to smooth a troubled situation, ”hadn't we better be gettin' round to thinkin' what we'll do to earn us a mite more money for the fund? Seems if, now they've done so well by us, we'd ought to up an' show what we can do--a harvest festival, mebbe, or a sociable for all, an' charge for tickets.”
One woman had not spoken. She was a thin, dark-eyed creature, with a gypsy face and a quant.i.ty of gray hair wound about on the top of her head. This was Isabel Martin, who was allowed her erratic way because she took it, and because, it had always been said, ”You never could tell what Isabel would do next, only she never meant the least o' harm.” She had come softly in while the others were talking, and drawn Ellen's work out of her hand, with a swift, pretty smile at her. ”Rest your eyes,”
she had whispered her, and sat by, taking quick, deft st.i.tches, while Ellen, unconscious until then of being tired, had dropped her lids and leaned her head against the casing, with a faint smile of pleasant restfulness. Now Isabel put the work back into Ellen's hand with an accurate haste, and looked up at the group about her.
”I'll tell you what to do,” she said. Her voice thrilled with urging and suggestive mischief. It was a compelling voice, and they turned at once.
”If there ain't Isabel,” said Martha Waterman. ”I didn't see you come in.”
”Le' 's give a fancy dress party of our own,” said Isabel.
”Dress ourselves up to the nines, an' put on paint an' powder, an' send off to the stores to hire clo'es an' wigs?” inquired Caddie. ”No, sir, none o' that for me. I've seen what it comes to, money an' labor, too.
I've just been through it, lookin' on, an' I wouldn't do it not if the church never see a brush o' paint nor a s.h.i.+ngle, an' we had to play on a jew's-harp 'stead of a melodeon. No!”
Ann Bartlett gave a little murmur here.
”I never heard of anybody's bringin' a jew's-harp into the meetin'-house,” she said, as a kind of official protest. ”I guess we could get us some kind of a melodeon, 'fore we done such a thing as that.”
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