Part 294 (1/2)

to forget about Darren, not to dwell on it, not to think of it. I

wasn't supposed to worry about what he was doing to his own life,

either. Then Drew was going to take care of it all. I was too naive to

handle my finances, my friends, my work. And I was so b.l.o.o.d.y used to

being pointed in a direction, I just went. Now I'm supposed to forget

all of that, just forget it, and let you click into place so I'm

protected again.”

”Is that why you think I'm here?”

She turned back. ”Isn't it?”

”Maybe that's part of it.” He blew out smoke, then deliberately crushed

out his cigarette. ”It's hard to be in love with someone and not want

to protect them. But let's just back up, okay? I don't want you to

forget about what happened between you and Latimer. I want you to be

able to live with it, but I hope to Christ you never forget it.”

(ti won't.”

”Neither will l.” He stood then to cross to her. Outside the rain was

whipped by the wind, battering windows. ”I'll remember everything he

did to you. And there'll be times when I'll wish he was still alive so

I could kill him myself. But I'll also remember that you pulled

yourself out of it. You took a stand, and you survived. Weak?” He

lifted a fingertip to trace the faint scar under her jawline. ”Do you

really believe I think you're weak? I saw what he did to you that day.

I'll always be able to see it. You didn't let him plow you under,

Emma.”

”No, and I won't let anyone take control of my life again.”

”I'm not your father.” He spit out the words as he gripped her