Part 23 (2/2)
been his most precious hour with her.
She was, in that hour, so completely his.
The radio beside the bed was on, as was the television at the foot of
it. He'd chased away the silence of his rooms with voices. When he
touched her, she was all the music he needed.
So he savored. He undressed her slowly, watching her, absorbing her.
The shudder of traffic outside the window-later he would remember it in
bases and trebles. The small, yielding sounds she made were pitched low
in countermelody. He could even hear the whispering song of his hands
gliding over her skin.
There was sunlight pouring through the window, and the big, soft bed
yielding under them.
Her body was already changing, subtly, with the life growing in it. He
spread his hand over her rounded stomach, amazed, dazzled, humbled.
Reverently he lowered his lips to her flesh.
It was foolish, he thought, but he felt like a soldier returning from
war, covered with scars and medals. Perhaps not so foolish. The arena
in which he'd fought and won wasn't one he could take her to. She would
always wait for him. It was in her eyes, in her arms as they tenderly
enfolded him. That promise and patience was on her lips as they opened
for his. Her pa.s.sion was always steadier than his, less selfish,
balancing his edgier and more dangerous urges. With her he felt more of
a man, less of a symbol in a world that seemed so hungry for symbols.
When he slipped inside of her, he spoke at last, saying her name on a
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