Part 24 (1/2)
”There is a distinct possibility we will,” T'ron said gravely, and his face broke into a lopsided grin. ”You said we left the Weyrs ... abandoned them, in fact, and left no explanation. We went somewhere ... somewhen, that is, for we are still here now....”
They were all silent, for the same alternative occurred to them simultaneously. The Weyrs had been left vacant, but Lessa had no way of proving that the five Weyrs reappeared in her time.
”There must be a way. There must be a way,” Lessa cried distractedly. ”And there's no time to waste. No time at all!”
T'ron gave a bark of laughter. ”There's plenty of time at this end of history, my dear.”
They made her rest then, more concerned than she was that she had been ill some weeks, deliriously screaming that she was falling and could not see, could not hear, could not touch. Ramoth, too, they told her, had suffered from the appalling nothingness of a protracted stay between between, emerging above ancient Ruatha a pale yellow wraith of her former robust self.
The Lord of Ruatha Hold, Mardra's father, had been surprised out of his wits by the appearance of a staggering rider and a pallid queen on his stone verge. Naturally and luckily he had sent to his daughter at Fort Weyr for help. Lessa and Ramoth had been transported to the Weyr, and the Ruathan Lord kept silence on the matter.
When Lessa was strong enough, T'ron called a Council of Weyrleaders. Curiously, there was no opposition to going ... provided they could solve the problem of time-shock and find reference points along the way. It did not take Lessa long to comprehend why the dragonriders were so eager to attempt the journey. Most of them had been born during the present Thread incursions. They had now had close to four months of unexciting routine patrols and were bored with monotony. Training Games were pallid subst.i.tutes for the real battles they had all fought. The Holds, which once could not do dragonmen favors enough, were beginning to be indifferent. The Weyrleaders could see these incidents increasing as Thread-generated fears receded. It was a morale decay as insidious as a wasting disease in Weyr and Hold. The alternative which Lessa's appeal offered was better than a slow decline in their own time.
Of Benden, only the Weyrleader himself was privy to these meetings. Because Benden was the only Weyr in Lessa's time, it must remain ignorant, and intact, until her time. Nor could any mention be made of Lessa's presence, for that, too, was unknown in her Turn.
She insisted that they call in the Masterharper because her Records said he had been called. But when he asked her to tell him the Question Song, she smiled and demurred.
”You'll write it, or your successor will, when the Weyrs are found to be abandoned,” she told him. ”But it must be your doing, not my repeating.”
”A difficult a.s.signment to know one must write a song that four hundred Turns later gives a valuable clue.”
”Only be sure,” she cautioned him, ”that it is a Teaching tune. It must not not be forgotten, for it poses questions that I have to answer.” be forgotten, for it poses questions that I have to answer.”
As he started to chuckle, she realized she had already given him a pointer.
The discussions - how to go so far safely with no sustained sense deprivations-grew heated. There were more constructive notions, however impractical, on how to find reference points along the way. The five Weyrs had not been ahead in time, and Lessa, in her one gigantic backward leap, had not stopped for intermediate time marks.
”You did say that a between between times jump of ten years caused no hards.h.i.+p?” T'ron asked of Lessa as all the Weyrleaders and the Masterharper met to discuss this impa.s.se. times jump of ten years caused no hards.h.i.+p?” T'ron asked of Lessa as all the Weyrleaders and the Masterharper met to discuss this impa.s.se.
”None. It takes ... oh, twice as long as a between between places jump.” places jump.”
”It is the four hundred Turn leap that left you unbalanced. Hmmm. Maybe twenty or twenty-five Turn segments would be safe enough.”
That suggestion found merit until Ista's cautious leader, D'ram, spoke up.
”I don't mean to be a Hold-hider, but there is one possibility we haven't mentioned. How do we know we made the jump between between to Lessa's time? Going to Lessa's time? Going between between is a chancy business. Men go missing often. And Lessa barely made it here alive.” is a chancy business. Men go missing often. And Lessa barely made it here alive.”
”A good point, D'ram,” T'ron concurred briskly, ”but I feel there is more to prove that we do - did will - go forward. The clues, for one thing - they were aimed at Lessa. The very emergency that left five Weyrs empty sent her back to appeal for our help - ”
”Agreed, agreed,” D'ram interrupted earnestly, ”but what I mean is can you be sure we reached Lessa's time? It hadn't happened yet. Do we know it can?”
T'ron was not the only one who searched his mind for an answer to that. All of a sudden he slammed both hands, palms down, on the table.
”By the Egg, it's die slow, doing nothing, or die quick, trying. I've had a surfeit of the quiet life we dragonmen must lead after the Red Star pa.s.ses till we go between between in old age. I confess I'm almost sorry to see the Red Star dwindle farther from us in the evening sky. I say, grab the risk with both hands and shake it till it's gone. We're dragonmen, aren't we, bred to fight the Threads? Let's go hunting ... four hundred Turns ahead!” in old age. I confess I'm almost sorry to see the Red Star dwindle farther from us in the evening sky. I say, grab the risk with both hands and shake it till it's gone. We're dragonmen, aren't we, bred to fight the Threads? Let's go hunting ... four hundred Turns ahead!”
Lessa's drawn face relaxed. She had recognized the validity of D'ram's alternate possibility, and it had touched off bitter fear in her heart. To risk herself was her own responsibility, but to risk these hundreds of men and dragons, the weyrfolk who would accompany their men...?
T'ron's ringing words for once and all dispensed with that consideration.
”And I believe,” the Masterharper's exultant voice cut through the answering shouts of agreement, ”I have your reference points.” A smile of surprised wonder illuminated his face. ”Twenty Turns or twenty hundred, you have a guide! And T'ron said it. As the Red Star dwindles in the evening sky ...”
Later, as they plotted the orbit of the Red Star, they found how easy that solution actually was and chuckled that their ancient foe should be their guide.
Atop Fort Weyr, as on all the Weyrs, were great stones. They were so placed that at certain times of the year they marked the approach and retreat of the Red Star, as it orbited in its erratic two hundred Turn-long course around the sun. By consulting the Records which, among other morsels of information, included the Red Star's wanderings, it was not hard to plan jumps between between of twenty-five Turns for each Weyr. It had been decided that the complement of each separate Weyr would jump of twenty-five Turns for each Weyr. It had been decided that the complement of each separate Weyr would jump between between above its own base, for there would unquestionably be accidents if close to eighteen hundred laden beasts tried it at one point. above its own base, for there would unquestionably be accidents if close to eighteen hundred laden beasts tried it at one point.
Each moment now was one too long away from her own time for Lessa. She had been a month away from F'lar and missed him more than she had thought possible. Also, she was worried that Ramoth would mate away from Mnementh. There were, to be sure, bronze dragons and bronze riders eager to do that service, but Lessa had no interest in them.
T'ron and Mardra occupied her with the many details in organizing the exodus, so that no clues, past the tapestry and the Question Song that would be composed at a later date, remained in the Weyrs.
It was with a relief close to tears that Lessa urged Ramoth upward in the night sky to take her place near T'ron and Mardra above the Fort Weyr Star Stone. At five other Weyrs great wings were ranged in formation, ready to depart their own times.
As each Weyrleader's dragon reported to Lessa that all were ready, reference points determined by the Red Star's travels in mind, it was this traveler from the future who gave the command to jump between between.
The blackest night must end in dawn, The sun dispel the dreamer's fear: When shall my soul's bleak, hopeless pain Find solace in its darkening Weyr?
THEY HAD made eleven jumps between between, the Weyrleaders' bronzes speaking to Lessa as they rested briefly between between each jump. Of the eighteen hundred-odd travelers, only four failed to come ahead, and they had been older beasts. All five sections agreed to pause for a quick meal and hot each jump. Of the eighteen hundred-odd travelers, only four failed to come ahead, and they had been older beasts. All five sections agreed to pause for a quick meal and hot klah klah before the final jump, which would be but twelve Turns. before the final jump, which would be but twelve Turns.
”It is easier,” T'ron commented as Mardra served the klah klah, ”to go twenty-five Turns than twelve.” He glanced up at the Red Dawn Star, their winking and faithful guide. ”It does not alter its position as much. I count on you, Lessa, to give us additional references.”
”I want to get us back to Ruatha before F'lar discovers I have gone.” She s.h.i.+vered as she looked up at the Red Star and sipped hastily at the hot klah klah. ”I've seen the Star just like that, once ... no, twice ... before at Ruatha.” She stared at T'ron, her throat constricting as she remembered that morning: the time she had decided that the Red Star was a menace to her, three days after which Fax and F'lar had appeared at Ruatha Hold. Fax had died on F'lar's dagger, and she had gone to Benden Weyr. She felt suddenly dizzy, weak, strangely unsettled. She had not felt this way as they paused between between other jumps. other jumps.
”Are you all right, Lessa?” Mardra asked with concern. ”You're so white. You're shaking.” She put her arm around Lessa, glancing, concerned, at her Weyrmate.
”Twelve Turns ago I was at Ruatha,” Lessa murmured, grasping Mardra's hand for support. ”I was at Ruatha twice. Let's go on quickly. I'm too many in this morning. I must get back. I must get back to F'lar. He'll be so angry.”
The note of hysteria in her voice alarmed both Mardra and T'ron. Hastily the latter gave orders for the fires to be extinguished, for the Weyrfolk to mount and prepare for the final jump ahead.
Her mind in chaos, Lessa transmitted the references to the other Weyrleaders' dragons: Ruatha in the evening light, the Great Tower, the inner Court, the land at springtime...
A fleck of red in a cold night sky, A drop of blood to guide them by, Turn away. Turn away. Turn, be gone, A Red Star beckons the travelers on.
BETWEEN THEM, Lytol and Robinton forced F'lar to eat, deliberately plying him with wine. At the back of his mind F'lar knew he would have to keep going, but the effort was immense, the spirit gone from him. It was no comfort that they still had Pridith and Kylara to continue dragonkind, yet he delayed sending someone back for F'nor, unable to face the reality of that admission: that in sending for Pridith and Kylara, he had acknowledged the fact that Lessa and Ramoth would not return.
Lessa, Lessa, his mind cried endlessly, d.a.m.ning her one moment for her reckless, thoughtless daring, loving her the next for attempting such an incredible feat.
”I said, F'lar, you need sleep now more than wine.” Robinton's voice penetrated his preoccupation.
F'lar looked at him, frowning in perplexity. He realized that he was trying to lift the wine jug that Robinton was holding firmly down.
”What did you say?”
”Come. I'll bear you company to Benden. Indeed, nothing could persuade me to leave your side. You have aged years, man, in the course of hours.”