Part 18 (1/2)
Eve swallowed hard. ”I g-guess I'm . . . coveting.”
He cupped her b.u.t.tock with one hand and ground his erection against her. The lewd gesture was so patently Reed, it made her weak in the knees. ”You can't covet what belongs to you.”
Reed was deeply pained by the admission, she could feel it. That only made his feelings more precious to her.
How was it possible for her to love Alec, yet want Reed so strongly? However her affection had grown, it needed to stop. Alec had killed Reed- again-for touching her the last time. She couldn't put any of them through that twice. It wasn't fair. It hurt people she cared about. It made her not like herself. She wasn't a cheater; she respected herself and her partners too much.
”Remember what I told you in the beginning?” His voice was low and gruff, the words breathed into her mouth. ”You're a predator now. Predators like to f.u.c.k. That's all this is.”
”Don't lie. Not about this.”
His tumult was palpable and added to hers. She felt safe with Alec; she felt far from it with Reed. The fact that fear pushed her forward instead of urging retreat scared her. What if he's right about me? What if killing things is what I'm meant to do?
No, she refused to believe that being a Mark was her destiny. She couldn't believe it, because if she did, it meant that all of her childhood dreams and hopes had to die. There would be no fairytale wedding, no possibility of a family. Everything and everyone she loved, the very aspects of her life that made her who she was, would grow old and leave her life. Who would she be then? Someone she didn't know. Someone she might not like.
”Don't count on me to put on the brakes, Eve. I'm selfish. I won't say no to a prime piece of a.s.s.”
She couldn't stop the smile that curved her lips. ”Isn't that what you're doing now?”
His mouth took on a mulish cast. ”I don't want you like this. I've seen the show, I know how it ends.”
”It was a good show.” Really good. Reed was rough, edgy, wild in a way she never expected to like, let alone crave. The fact was, the mark . . . Novium . . . whatever . . . didn't make her want him. It only lowered her inhibitions enough to free her existing attraction.
He nipped her lower lip, then licked across the spot to soothe the sting. ”Come to me again when you're not strung out with the Heat. You'll get a different answer.”
”Reed-”
”Enough.” Tilting his head, his mouth slanted across hers, taking her breath until she grew faint. His fist in her hair tightened, arching her further backward, forcing her to mold into him. Her scalp ached with the pressure, the pain intensifying until she whimpered in protest and writhed. The prodding of the gun into her lower back was the final injury that pushed her over the edge. She stomped on his foot and wrenched free, stumbling a few feet away. ”You're hurting me!” she accused. Reed wiped his mouth with the back of his hand, then adjusted the prominent bulge in his slacks with impatient movements. ”Look what you've done to me. Look what you keep doing to me, you f.u.c.king c.o.c.k tease.”
Eve blinked, shocked by the vehemence of his attack. And the justification behind it. ”I'm sorry. I-”
He cut her off with a glare. ”Cain's the one getting laid. That means he's the go-to guy for your c.r.a.p, not me. I want to f.u.c.k you, not carry your baggage.”
”Jesus,” she breathed, wincing at the resulting burn from the mark. A bucket of ice water couldn't have doused her l.u.s.t faster. ”You know I feel like-”
”-you haven't had s.e.x in three weeks? Join the club, Eve. Don't expect sympathy from me.”
A hand touched her elbow. She jerked in surprise, her head swiveling to see who joined them. Gadara's gaze moved over her, pausing on the labored lift and fall of her chest and her clenched fists.
”Ms. Hollis,” he murmured.
The tension rushed out of her like water down a drain, fleeing her body at the exact spot where the archangel touched her. Eve was suddenly chagrined and emotionally exhausted. Still aching and slick between her thighs, she nevertheless was now capable of coherent, rational thought.
”Walk it off, Abel.” Gadara's order resonated with divine command.
Reed spun on his heel and left them, the leather soles of his shoes thudding angrily upon the cement drive and sidewalk. It took everything Eve had not to chase after him. The set of his shoulders told her so much about his mood. She'd backed him into a corner, then wounded him. Her frustration turned inward.
”You should be inside with the others,” the archangel said. His irises were an iridescent gold rimmed with obsidian black. He was so beautiful it hurt to look at him. ”Our plane will arrive within the next two hours. We will need everything packed by then.”
”I don't want to leave.”
His brows arched.
”I need to be here,” she continued. ”I can't go. You might not want to admit it, but the Novium is on me.”
Gadara stood silently, eerily composed in the face of the day's events.
”There has to be something I can do here that we can both live with,” she persisted.
”It is too dangerous. I prefer your original suggestion to a.s.sist from the sidelines.”
”I don't think that's going to be possible. Not in the shape I'm in.”
”We can resume training next week. A hunt conducted under controlled conditions should suffice-”
”Next week? I can't stay like this for-”
The rhythmic thumping of an approaching ba.s.s beat halted Eve's tirade midsyllable. Her head turned toward the sound, her eyes catching sight of the pea-green van that turned the corner. It was followed by a white sedan, which in turn was followed by a red pickup truck. The procession slowed, then pulled into the driveway of the duplex directly across the street.
”Is that your investigative team?” she asked, her gaze riveted on the exiting occupants of the vehicles. They seemed far too rambunctious to be longstanding Marks. They tumbled out with whoops and excited chatter. He stepped forward, taking an almost protective position in front of her. ”No.”
”Then, who are they?”
”Good question.”
”They're fresh faced,” she noted. ”Maybe a college study group? Biology or chemistry, if all that equipment they're unloading is any indication.”
”No one is supposed to be here while we are.”
Glancing aside at Gadara, Eve registered his alertness. His sweat suit wasn't capable of softening him completely, not with his ramrod-straight posture and elegant bearing.
”Did you tell whoever's in charge that we're clearing out today?”
”Yes.” He returned her gaze. ”But the military rarely moves quickly when civilian requests are involved. We began talks for this year's training two years ago. I fail to see how they could have granted permission to a new group in so short a time.”
Eve started across the street. Every step was a relief. She needed to walk it off, too.
”Ms. Hollis.” The archangel's tone was admonis.h.i.+ng. ”What are you doing?”
”Saying hi to our new neighbors.” She looked down the road toward Anytown, which was within walking distance. Far too close for mortal comfort.
As she approached the new arrivals, Eve caught the attention of one of the girls-a somber-looking brunette with black-framed gla.s.ses and orange camisole. The girl elbowed the lanky man next to her, gesturing toward Eve with a jerk of her chin. He turned with a frown that dissolved into a smile when he saw Eve. He had unruly brown hair, a peach-fuzzy goatee, and slumberous hazel eyes that were emphasized by the olivecolored T-s.h.i.+rt he wore.
”Hey,” he drawled, sauntering down the drive to the sidewalk.
”h.e.l.lo.” She extended her hand. ”Evangeline Hollis.”
”Roger Norville.” He lifted her hand to his lips and kissed the back. ”What's a babe like you doing in a place like this?”
She was taken aback by the line, thinking it was too c.o.c.ky for such a laid-back guy. ”I'm teaching a cla.s.s on interior design.”