Volume I Part 15 (2/2)
”You know how often--you the Roman, and I the Goth--vied with each other here in praises of the glory and fame and manners of our people.
Then you stood under the statue of aeneas, and told me of Brutus and Camillus, of Marcellus and the Scipios. And I, leaning against the s.h.i.+eld of my ancestor Amala, praised Ermanaric and Alaric and Theodoric. But you spoke more eloquently than I. And often, when the glory of your heroes threatened to outs.h.i.+ne mine, I laughed at your dead greatness, and cried, 'The living present and the glowing future belong to my people!'”
”Well, and now?”
”I speak so no more. You have won, Camilla!”
But even while he spoke thus, he looked prouder than ever.
And this expression of superiority revolted the Roman girl. Besides that, she was irritated by the unapproachable coolness with which the King, upon whose pa.s.sion for her such plans were being founded, stood before her. She did not understand this tranquillity. She had hated him because he had dared to show her his love, and now her hate revived because he was able to conceal it. With the intention to hurt his feelings she slowly said:
”So you acknowledge, King of the Goths, that your barbarians are inferior to the civilised nations?”
”Yes, Camilla,” he answered quietly; ”but only in one thing: in good luck. In the favours of Fate as well as of Nature. Look at that group of fishermen, who are hanging up their nets on the olive-trees upon the strand. How beautiful are their forms! In motion and repose, in spite of their rags, they are complete statues! Look at that girl with the amphora on her head. And there, at that old woman, who, leaning her head on her arm, lies upon the sand and gazes out dreamily over the sea. Each beggar amongst them looks like a dethroned king. How beautiful they are! At one with themselves and happy! The glory of uninterrupted happiness lies upon them, as it does upon children, or upon n.o.ble animals! This is wanting to us barbarians!”
”Is that alone wanting to you?”
”No, Fate is not gracious to us--my poor, glorious people! We have been carried away into a strange world, in which we do not flourish. We resemble the flower of the high Alps, the Edelweiss, which has been carried by the stormy wind to the hot sands of the low-levels. We cannot take root here. We fade and die.” And overcome with n.o.ble sadness, he turned away and looked over the blue waves.
But Camilla was not in the humour to reflect upon these prophetic words spoken by a king of his people.
”Why did you overstep the mountains which G.o.d set as an eternal boundary between your people and ours?” she asked. ”Say, why?”
”Do you know,” answered Athalaric, without looking at her, almost as if thinking aloud, ”do you know why the dark moth flies to the bright flame? Again and again! Warned by no pain, until it is devoured by the beautiful but dangerous element? From what motive? From a sweet madness! And it is just such a sweet madness that has enticed my fellow-Goths away from the fir and the oak to the laurel and the olive.
They will burn their wings, the foolish heroes, and will not cease to do so. Who can blame them for it? Look around you! How deeply blue the sky! How deeply blue the sea! And in it are reflected the summits of the pines and the white glitter of the marble temples! And away in the distance arise blue mountains; and out in the waters swim green islands, where the vine clings to the elm. And, above all, the soft, warm and caressing air that illumines the whole with a magic light.
What wonders of form and colour does the eye drink, and what sweetness do the delighted senses breathe! This is the magic charm which will for ever entice and undo us!”
The deep emotion of the young King did not fail to make an impression upon Camilla. The tragic force of his words affected her; but she _would_ not be moved. She defended herself against the increasing softness of her feelings. She said coldly:
”A whole nation enchanted by this magic, in spite of reason and judgment?” and she looked at him incredulously.
But she was startled; for like lightning flashed the eyes of the youth, and his long-withheld pa.s.sion broke out suddenly without restraint.
”Yes, I tell thee, maiden! a whole people can nourish a foolish pa.s.sion, a sweet destructive madness, a deadly longing, as well as--as well as a single man! Yes, Camilla, there is a power in the heart, which, stronger than reason and will, forcibly draws us with open eyes to destruction. But thou knowest it not, and mayst thou never experience it. Never! Farewell!”
He quickly turned away and entered a bowery walk of climbing vines to the right of the temple, which immediately hid him from Camilla, as well as from the windows of the palace. The girl remained standing in deep reflection. His last words echoed strangely in her ears. For a long time she looked out dreamily over the open sea, and at last returned to the palace, filled with strangely conflicting feelings, and in an altered mood.
CHAPTER XIV.
On the same day Cethegus paid a visit to the two ladies. He had come over from Rome on important business, and had just left the privy-council which had been held in the invalid King's room. His energetic features were full of repressed anger.
”To work, Camilla!” he cried. ”You are too long about it. This impertinent boy becomes more and more unmanageable. He defies me and Ca.s.siodorus, and even his mother. He is intimate with dangerous people.
With old Hildebrand and Witichis and their friends. He sends and receives letters behind our backs. He has managed that the Queen may never hold a council of the regency except in his presence. And in the council he crosses all our plans. This must cease. In one way or another.”
”I have no more hope of influencing the King,” said Camilla gravely.
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