Part 14 (1/2)

”I didn't come over here to talk about that. I mean a lot of people will think this bunch is just being reasonable. Including people on the Board.”

”Make them happy. Fire me. March in Adam and Eve.”

Nina brought them coffee. Paul thanked her and tried to catch her eye, to see where she stood on this. No go.

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”Yeah sure,” he said. ”I couldn't do that if I wanted to. And I don't want to. The Union would be after my a.s.s. We 'd have it all over the province, could even be a strike issue, we have to think of the kids.”

You'd think that might get to Lewis-thinking of the kids.

But he was off on his own trip as usual.

”March in Adam and Eve. With or without the fig leaves.”

”All I want to ask is a little speech indicating that this is a different interpretation and some people believe one thing and some people believe the other. Get the Genesis story down to fifteen or twenty minutes. Read it out loud. Only do it with respect. You know what it's all about, don't you? People feeling disregarded. People just don't like to feel they're being disregarded.”

Lewis sat silent long enough to create a hope-in Paul, and maybe in Nina, who could tell?-but it turned out that this long pause was just a device to let the perceived iniquity of the suggestion sink in.

”What about it?” Paul said cautiously.

”I will read the whole book of Genesis aloud if you like, and then I will announce that it is a hodgepodge of tribal self-aggrandizement and theological notions mainly borrowed from other, better cultures-”

”Myths,” said Nina. ”A myth after all is not an untruth, it is just- Paul didn't see much point in paying attention to her. Lewis wasn't.

Lewis wrote a letter to the paper. The first part of it was temperate and scholarly, describing the s.h.i.+ft of continents and the opening and closing of seas, and the inauspicious beginnings of life. Ancient microbes, oceans without fish and skies without birds. Flouris.h.i.+ng and destruction, the reign of the amphibians, reptiles, dinosaurs; the s.h.i.+fting of climates, the first grubby little - 135*

mammals. Trial and error, primates late and unpromising on the scene, the humanoids getting up on their hind legs and figuring out fire, sharpening stones, marking their territory, and finally, in a recent rush, building boats and pyramids and bombs, creating languages and G.o.ds and sacrificing and murdering each other.

Fighting over whether their G.o.d was named Jehovah or Krishna (here the language was heating up) or whether it was okay to eat pork, getting down on their knees and howling out their prayers to some Old Codger in the sky who took a big interest in who won wars and football games. Finally, amazingly, working a few things out and getting a start on knowing about themselves and the universe they found themselves in, then deciding they'd be better off throwing all that hard-won knowledge out, bring back the Old Codger and force everybody down on their knees again, to be taught and believe the old twaddle, why not bring back the Flat Earth while they were at it?

Yours truly, Lewis Spiers.

The editor of the paper was an out-of-towner and a recent graduate of a School of Journalism. He was happy with the uproar and continued to print the responses (”G.o.d Is Not Mocked,” over the signatures of every member of the Bible Chapel congregation, ”Writer Cheapens Argument,” from the tolerant but saddened United Church minister who was offended by twaddle, and the Old Codger) until the publisher of the newspaper chain let it be known that this kind of ruckus was old-fas.h.i.+oned and out of place and discouraged advertisers. Put a lid on it, he said.

Lewis wrote another letter, this one of resignation. It was accepted with regret, Paul Gibbings stated-this too in the paper-the reason being ill health.

That was true, though it was not a reason Lewis himself would have preferred to make public. For several weeks he had felt a weakness in his legs. At the very time when it was important for him to stand up before his cla.s.s, and march back and forth in front of it, he had felt himself trembling, longing to - 136*

sit down. He never gave in, but sometimes he had to catch hold of the back of his chair, as if for emphasis. And now and then he realized that he could not tell where his feet were. If there had been carpet, he might have tripped over the least wrinkle, and even in the cla.s.sroom, where there was no carpet, a piece of fallen chalk, a pencil, would have meant disaster.

He was furious about this ailment, thinking it psychosomatic.

He had never suffered from nerves in front of a cla.s.s, or in front of any group. When he was given the true diagnosis, in the neurologist's office, what he felt first-so he told Nina-was a ridiculous relief.

”I was afraid I was neurotic,” he said, and they both began to laugh.

”I was afraid I was neurotic, but I only have amyotrophic lateral sclerosis.” They laughed, stumbling along the silent plush-floored corridor, and got into the elevator where they were stared at with astonishment-laughter being most uncommon in this place.

The LakeSh.o.r.e Funeral Home was an extensive new building of golden brick-so new that the field around it had not yet been transformed into lawns and shrubbery. Except for the sign, you might have thought it a medical clinic, or government office building. The name LakeSh.o.r.e did not mean that it overlooked the lake but was instead a sly incorporation of the family name of the undertaker-Bruce Sh.o.r.e. Some people thought this tasteless. When the business had been conducted in one of the large Victorian houses in town and had belonged to Bruce 's father, it had been simply the Sh.o.r.e Funeral Home. And it had in fact been a home, with plenty of room for Ed and Kitty Sh.o.r.e and their five children on the second and third floors.

n.o.body lived in this new establishment, but there was a bedroom with kitchen facilities, and a shower. This was in case Bruce Sh.o.r.e found it more convenient to stay overnight instead - 137*

of driving fifteen miles to the country place where he and his wife raised horses.

Last night had been one of those nights because of the accident north of town. A car full of teenagers had crashed into a bridge abutment. This sort of thing-a newly licensed driver or one not licensed at all, everybody wildly drunk-usually happened in the spring around graduation time, or in the excitement of the first couple of weeks at school in September.

Now was the time when you looked more for the fatalities of newcomers-nurses fresh from the Philippines last year- caught in the first altogether unfamiliar snow.

Nevertheless, on a perfectly fine night and dry road, it had been two seventeen-year-olds, both from town. And just before that, in came Lewis Spiers. Bruce had his hands full-the work he had to do on the kids, to make them presentable, took him far into the night. He had called up his father. Ed and Kitty, who still spent the summers in the house in town, had not yet left for Florida, and Ed had come in to tend to Lewis.

Bruce had gone for a run, to refresh himself. He hadn't even had breakfast and was still in his jogging outfit when he saw Mrs.

Spiers pull up in her old Honda Accord. He hurried to the waiting room to get the door open for her.

She was a tall, skinny woman, gray-haired but youthfully speedy in her movements. She didn't appear too cut up this morning, though he noticed she hadn't bothered with a coat.

”Sorry. Sorry,” he said. ”I just got back from a little exercise.

s.h.i.+rley's not in yet, I'm afraid. We sure feel bad about your loss.”

”Yes,” she said.

”Mr. Spiers taught me Grade Eleven and Twelve Science, and he was one teacher I'll never forget. Would you like to sit down?

I know you must have been prepared in a way, but it's still an experience you're never prepared for when it happens. Would you like me to go through the paperwork with you now or would you like to see your husband?”

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She said, ”All we wanted was a cremation.”

He nodded. ”Yes. Cremation to follow.”

”No. He was supposed to be cremated immediately. That's what he wanted. I thought I could pick up his ashes.”

”Well, we didn't have any instructions that way,” said Bruce firmly. ”We prepared the body for viewing. He looks very good, actually. I think you'll be pleased.”

She stood and stared at him.

”Don't you want to sit down?” he said. ”You did plan on having some sort of visitation, didn't you? Some sort of service?

There 's going to be an awful lot of people want to pay their respects to Mr. Spiers. You know, we have conducted other services here where there wasn't any religious persuasion. Just somebody to give a eulogy, instead of a preacher. Or if you don't even want it that formal, you can just have people getting up and voicing their thoughts. It's up to you whether you want the casket open or closed. But around here people usually seem to like to have it open. When you're going for cremation you don't have the same range of caskets, of course. We have caskets that look very nice, but they are only a fraction of the cost.”

Stood and stared.

The fact was that the work had been done and there had been no instructions that the work was not to be done. Work like any other work that should be paid for. Not to mention materials.

”I am just talking about what I think you'll want, when you've had time to sit down and consider it. We are here to follow your wishes-”

Maybe saying that was going too far.