Chapter 815 (2/2)
Yun Qing's face was very ugly: ”do you mean that Han Yuchen also became Queen in your dream? Since she is the queen, why don't she support you? ” Han Yuchen as the queen, as long as a little Buddha, the dream of Yuxi will not be so miserable.
Yuxi's words were very quiet: ”I am such a sister who can't stand on the stage. She hates not to have it. Where can she still shine on the Buddha. But I can't blame her. I can't stand on my own and it's normal for me to be ignored. ” Yuchen was raised by the old lady. Like the old lady, the most important thing is profit and loss. Of course, Han Jianming, raised by the old lady, is almost the same. It's just Han Jianming, more human.
Yunqing doesn't know how to say it. In Yuxi's dream, except for the Qiu family, none of the Han family has a kind and pure person: ”if you can't go back to the capital, what do you do?” In troubled times, it's hard for a weak homeless woman to survive.
The next thing was Yuxi's deepest pain: ”after half a month's hard work, I was hit like this again. My body had reached its limit, and I had a high fever that night. However, it rained again that night, and the thatch shed where I lived was not so tall was leaking everywhere. The next day, when the people in the refugee camp saw the comatose man, I thought he was dead, so they prepared to burn me to prevent the body from being left for a long time to cause pestilence. I woke up and cried that I was still alive. Don't burn me. But these people ignored my cry and burned me with other bodies. ”
When Yunqing heard this, his whole body froze. ”They burned you to death with fire?” Even if I haven't experienced it, I know how painful it is to be burned alive.
Yuxi said with a sound, ”I beg them to bury me. Unfortunately, no one paid attention. The fire burned every inch of my skin. It hurt so much that I curled up in a ball... ”
When Yunqing heard Yuxi's detailed description, he felt something was wrong. He immediately interrupted Yuxi's words, holding Yuxi's face in his hands, and said, ”Yuxi, don't think about it. It's just a nightmare, not a real one.”
Yuxi's tears came down and said, ”I know it's a dream, but I will never forget the pain. And all these years, I always dream that I have been burned to death by fire, and I have to experience that pain again every time. ” As long as it is stimulated, it will dream of being burned.
Hearing this, Yunqing shuddered. Burned alive, I don't want to have another experience. And Yuxi often experiences that kind of pain, not crazy to keep normal, also because of her tenacity: ”there is no way to solve this problem?”
Yu Xi whispered: ”I in my dream, before being burned, made a poisonous oath to repay Jiang Hongjin twice as much as the pain he suffered in me, and then I will defeat him.”
When Yunqing heard this, he didn't want to say, ”why don't you just kill him? Maybe if he died, you will never have this nightmare again. ” If it was him, even a dream, he would kill Jiang Hongjin. He won't even wait so long. He will try to kill Jiang Hongjin. In this way, we can really eliminate the future troubles.
Yuxi lowered his head and said, ”after all, the dream is not a reality. In reality, he didn't kill me, so I couldn't give him a hand. But when I had this nightmare again, I couldn't bear it anymore, so I asked Yang Duoming to teach him a lesson. It's also revenge for the one I suffered in my dream. I can't believe it. I feel all kinds of things in my dream, and I still remember them clearly. It's like it wasn't a dream, it was a real experience. ” After a pause, Yuxi said, ”but because of this dream, I dare not be weak again. When smallpox was ready, I asked my eldest aunt to send me a literate woman. After me, I followed the woman and she read. ”
Yunqing is shocked: ”can't you read in your dream?” It's not that the girls of big families are all carefully cultivated! How can I not read.
Yuxi's mood has calmed down and said: ”in my dream, because of my poor aptitude, I am not qualified to follow Mr. Song to read and write with her. It's also because of the experience in my dream that I want to learn more and learn something about myself. So even if Mr. Song hates me, I will stick to it. ”
Yunqing knows a lot about Yuxi's growing up. In fact, Yunqing also had doubts before, that is, Yuxi is so easy to learn, so good to learn is not normal. And Yuxi's words today have solved his doubts.