Chapter 620 (2/2)
Ye Fan was also calm, ”wife, if I told you that I didn't look for a woman during my time abroad, it would be a lie to you. We people need to relax and vent So... ”
Su Qingxue bit thin lips, although she could have thought that ye fan had not played less in foreign countries, but ye fan really told her, or let Su Qingxue feel bad.
With a sigh, Su Qingxue put aside the confused thoughts in her mind and said, ”you go on, that woman, how can you make such a decision?”
Ye Fan grinned and said with a smile: ”I had been depressed for a long time at that time. I spent half a month in Siberia, drinking every day. I couldn't make up my mind. I didn't know how to go in my next life
After drinking a lot of wine that day, I told the woman that my troubles She asked me if I wanted to escape something, or fear something, and spend my life there drinking
I said yes, and I asked her, if it was her, how would she choose if she had no choice at all? ”
Ye Fan said here, with a bitter smile and shaking his head, ”she laughed at me and said that I should ask a woman like her, such a serious life question...”
Su light snow also can't help but white his one eye, ”you won't tell me, you listen to her say want revenge, go to revenge? It's too hasty... ”
Ye Fan laughed and finished the rest of the beer and said, ”of course, I won't tell her anything specific. She didn't tell me exactly how to choose. She only said a few words to me. I still remember very clearly
She said, if you want to avoid those things that make you feel right, but also make you feel sad and afraid, there will always be something passing in your heart. In the end, you will be an empty shell
If you feel that your emotions are too confused and don't know how to choose, find a place with clear boundaries, release yourself, and clear your mind
This is why women in the world are looking for men, and men are looking for women. Nothing is more simple and crude than what men and women do. Most of the time, it has nothing to do with moral integrity, it just makes you return to the original appearanceYou need to make yourself aware that you still have enough passion and desire to live! ”
Ye Fan pinched the beer can on his hand, looked at Su Qingxue and said: ”from that moment on, I have learned a truth that there are not so many roads in life.
In fact, there is only one way in front of you. All you can do is to keep moving forward, or to die in the moment.
The woman in the tavern, in fact, doesn't know the truth of life. She doesn't know who I am
However, no matter how she became a lady in the tavern, she lived a more free and easy life than I did. She accepted her fate calmly, walked her way, and maintained her passion for life... ”
Ye Fan stretched out his hand and put it on Su Qingxue's shoulder, ”wife, do you think that woman is very cheap? What did she do wrong? What position do I have to look down on her? ”
Su Qingxue was stunned and silent for a while, then murmured: ”because human instinct is to live, for the desire of heart My mother, she also wants to live... ”
Ye Fan said with a smile: ”now you believe, I really don't mean to look down on it, so you don't have to mention these things to me. You are you, your mother-in-law is your mother-in-law, no matter what she has done...”
Su Qingxue frowned and said, ”don't get me wrong. Although my mother went to the nightclub to do it, she was originally a good girl. She was cheated by that Zhang Tao. She had to give in to support me.
That Zhang Tao was only my stepfather. After my mother died, it was he who sent me to the welfare home... ”