Part 14 (2/2)
”Other than the usual ones, you mean?” Tank grinned.
”Other than those,” Chet agreed, matching Tank's smile. ”Let me handle this, Tank. You've got enough on your plate with Marley's custody suit.”
”I don't think that's going to be a problem.” Tank told his father-in-law about the home study. ”I think it went well.”
”That's good news, but I'm worried about Marley's state of mind. I'm not sure she might not try something desperate when she hears this.”
”Desperate how?”
Chet chewed his lip. ”No telling. But she keeps talking about Leigh as though she's still alive. I wish her mother were alive. Marley always listened to her. I've tried to get her to a doctor, but she won't go.”
”I picked up a little on her Leigh obsession when I talked to her.”
”I'd keep close tabs on Brooke,” Chet advised.
”I intend to do just that,” Tank said grimly.
Tank had barely said two words to her since their foray into Ned's domain four days ago. Haley's tension grew as they trekked back into the woods. Kipp wasn't willing to stay in town any longer. He must think the bears would disappear if he actually enjoyed a real bed for a few days. The chilly recesses of the forest on each side of her didn't help her disgruntled mood. She wanted civilization and a soft bed, not a sleeping bag on the hard ground.
The group formed a line that marched along the narrow trail. Tank was in the lead, followed by Kipp and Erika. Denny lagged about five feet back with Cary. Haley had talked Augusta into staying in town with Joy and working out the details of Joy's custody transfer. Haley tried to keep up, though she was almost last. Only Libby and Brooke were behind her.
A small hand crept into hers, and she looked down to see Brooke smiling up at her. Her irritation faded. ”Hey, sweetheart, are you doing okay?” Libby had pleaded to be allowed to come along for a few days of camping, and Tank had agreed as long as she and Brooke stayed in camp when the rest went to watch the bears.
Brooke nodded. ”Daddy said I could ride piggyback if I wanted. Sometimes I ride on his back and pretend he's Aslan and I'm Lucy. Riding across Narnia on Aslan's back in the spring might be just like this. Have you started the book yet?”
”No, I haven't. I need to do that.” Brooke's imagination stirred Haley's faint memories of the story. Aslan was supposed to be Jesus, wasn't he? She couldn't remember. Brooke was the most amazingly precocious child, probably because Libby spent so much time with her.
Libby jogged to catch up with them, though the narrow track was barely wide enough to walk two abreast. ”I'm ready for a break,” she panted. She wiped her forehead and left streaks of dirt across it. ”You're limping a little. Are you doing okay?”
”I'm a little tired,” Haley admitted. ”Your brother keeps a grueling pace.”
”I'll ask him to let us take a breather.” Libby grinned. ”Don't worry, I'll tell him that me and Brooke need it.” She jogged to the front of the line and spoke to Tank. He glanced back down the line of hikers, then nodded.
”We'll stop here for a break,” he said. He dropped his pack and uncapped his canteen, then took a swig of water.
”Finally!” Erika dropped her pack and nearly collapsed onto it. ”How much farther?”
Tank glanced up the trail. ”Only another hour or so. Keep your eyes peeled for wildlife. This is a particularly abundant area.”
Haley picked up Brooke, who was still clinging to her, and walked up to join the other women. Tank's face darkened when he saw his daughter in Haley's arms, but she ignored his glowering expression. She wasn't going to deliberately hurt the little girl. He needed to distract her if he didn't want Brooke getting too close.
She dropped her pack beside Erika's, then eased down onto it with Brooke still in her arms. Perspiration dampened the back of her s.h.i.+rt, and her leg ached.
”Look,” Tank whispered. He pointed to the brush to their left. A small fox lifted its sharp nose out of the vegetation. Tank reached into his pocket and withdrew a granola bar. He broke off a piece and tossed it to the fox. The animal grabbed it with his sharp little teeth and disappeared.
”Not even a thank you,” Haley said, smiling.
”Foxes are shy. It's rare to see one, but there's plenty of game for them. Look, Brooke.” Tank pointed ahead in the trail. His daughter's eyes grew wide. A group of marmots-similar to prairie dogs-rolled in playful abandon ahead of them on the trail.
Oscar crouched like a tiger and approached the animals. ”Oscar, come here,” Haley hissed softly. The dog ignored her. He raised one leg in the air, then put it down with the lightest touch possible.
”He won't hurt them,” Tank said. ”They're fast.” His grin widened as he watched Oscar approach. The little dog pounced, and the marmots scattered. Oscar tried to follow one down a hole, but his belly got stuck. Brooke giggled as he wriggled around and finally backed his way out.
Tank touched Haley's arm and pointed up. She felt as awestruck as Brooke when she saw dozens of bald eagles roosting on the tree branches above their heads. Much as she surprised herself to admit it, the wilderness had an unmatched beauty. Her artist's eye noted the rich hues of green and gold in the vegetation that seemed to sparkle in the sunlight. The trees juxtaposed against the brilliant blue sky made her bring her camera to her eyes and snap some photos. She had to have proof of so many eagles in one place.
”It kind of gets into you, doesn't it?” Tank asked. He lifted Brooke from her arms and settled her on his knee.
”For some people,” Haley admitted. ”Have you always wanted to live without creature comforts?”
”What comforts am I without? I have my daughter, a warm, snug cabin, all the food we need, clothing, books. What else is there?”
Erika was listening to their conversation. ”Don't you miss electricity and a television? And when was the last time you saw a play or a movie?”
”A book is always superior to a movie. Haley is a big fan of books too.” He pointed to the two books sticking out of the top of her pack.
Haley nodded. ”But I don't know how you stand the isolation. And aren't you ever afraid that something will happen to the ones you love?”
”Bad things happen anywhere. In the city, you have to worry about-well, you know,” he said, glancing at his daughter. ”Here, we're generally safe if we obey a few normal rules. And with Brooke and Libby around, I'm not isolated.”
Haley glanced at Libby. ”Your sister might have a different opinion. Women need the company of other women.”
Libby nodded. ”She's right. I get pretty lonely for someone to talk to about things only women like to discuss. Like hair and makeup, our feelings. When was the last time you told me how you felt about something, Tank? You men keep that all bottled up inside.”
Tank looked away.
”See,” Libby persisted. ”Even now you don't want to talk about it. Especially after Leigh.” She broke off and glanced at Brooke, who had fallen asleep in her father's arms. ”You never talked about how you felt.”
”What good would it do?” he mumbled. He pressed his lips against Brooke's curls. ”It was just something I had to deal with.” He looked at Libby. ”You've never told me you're lonely, Lib. I'll try to get you to town more often.”
”I can go anytime I want. It's not up to you to entertain me.” Libby smiled and patted her brother's hand. ”Don't stress over it.”
Haley decided to take pity on Tank and give him something else to talk about. ”How did you get into bear research? Seems a kind of obscure profession.”
His shoulders relaxed, and he leaned against a tree trunk. ”I had a run-in with a bear early on. I think I was about twelve, and we'd gone to Montana. We were camping, remember, Libby?”
His sister nodded. A thoughtful smile played around her mouth. ”You were Indiana Jones that summer, complete with the same floppy type of hat you still wear.”
Tank grinned. ”It comes in handy to swat flies. Anyway, it was the middle of the night, and I had to go to the bathroom. I sneaked out of the tent and went into the woods. There were grunts and the sounds of something big moving through the brush. I froze, sure I was going to get eaten. I could smell the stink of my own fear and figured the animal would smell me and come eat me. I didn't know if it was a cougar or a bear or what, so I started to climb a tree.”
Haley leaned forward as she listened. ”I would think that would make you not want to be around bears. It was a grizzly?”
He nodded. ”The grizzly came charging out of the trees at me, but I was already higher than it could reach. I screamed for my dad, and he came running out of the tent with his gun.” Tank fell silent, then sighed. ”He shot the bear. I climbed down out of the tree. That dead bear was the saddest thing I'd ever seen. It had once been strong and powerful, full of life. It was dead because of my fear. If I'd waited, it would have left. I would have been fine, and it would have been fine. We were in its territory.”
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