Chapter 19 (2/2)

”Nothing....spiders and being locked in dark rooms with slutty boys.” I say sheepishly.

”Why are you really scared?” He says rolling his eyes at me.

”Logan you said yourself you are going to college in the fall. Why bother going out when you are going to leave in less than six months. ”

”A lot can happen in six months.”

”I know. But you are going to leave.”

”You know people don't leave to hurt you they just grow up.”

”Logan, don't care. I just can't, and you act like your some saint. You're a man-whore for crying out loud. You expect me to trust you with my heart.” I say as Logan makes a face.

”You are going out with Adam and he is leaving in six months too.”

”Yeah but Adam has doesn't screw everything with a hole. ”

”You know your words hurt Ambs.” Logan says with a pouting face. ” Besides going out with some guy who you don't even like is not the answer to not getting hurt.”

”I do like him.”

”Really? So when he does this...” Logan says as his lips trail along my jaw. My skin burns with the heat that can only come from Logan's lips against my skin. His lips stop right next to my lips, he lightly traces my lower lip with his tongue, and I bite my tongue to stop the moan. His fingers run along my arms leaving goose bumps on my arm. My heart is pounding and my stomach is doing flips. ”You feel it.” He says with a smirk on his face that says 'that's what I thought' I hate him. I hate him. I hate him.

”I- I hate you.” I say, but not really truly meaning it.

”Yeah, sure you do. ” He says with a smug smile.

”Shut up.” I say turning away from his face. Stupid smug jerk.

”Ambs...I am not letting you ignore me.” He says forcing me to look at him.

”Logan.”

”Please.” He says with big blue eyes. ”All I want is one chance to prove that I won't hurt you.” I stare at him for a few seconds. I look at his beautiful face. His black hair is a mess but makes him look sexy. He has a five o'clock shadow, his blue eyes are smiley, and of course, he has a smirk on his face. BUTT.

”I can't.”

”Ambs. One chance. I haven't had sex with anyone in a month for you.” Logan says with his big blue puppy dog eyes.

”I- I can't.” I say turning away from him.

”please.” He says his eyes are all sad like he already accepted being rejected.

”L-Logan.”

”No, it's okay.”

”Fine, I will .” I say grudgingly. ”Logan don't make me regret this.”

”You won't.” He says as his lips capture mine. His are soft against mine but I can feel an edge of desire as his tongue traces mine. I part my mouth and his tongue is exploring my mouth. It taste like chocolate. How does he do that? His hands start to move down my leg and next thing I know Logan is on top of me and my legs are wrapped around his waist. I run my hands down his chest and he moans into my mouth. I feel Logan's hands under my shirt and him removing my shirt so I am in only my bra and a pair of shorts. How did I get into these clothes? I pull off Logan's shirt and run my fingers against his bare chest. His muscles are just as nice as I thought they would be. I feel Logan's hands at my bra and I freeze. I know Logan may not think anything of this whole having sex thing but I do.

”L- Logan.”

”Aww...Ambs.” He says looking at me and then untangling himself from me. ”One month Ambs. One month.”

”Logan trying to get me in bed with you is not going to help you. Crap, I still have a boyfriend and I am in bed with you. I am a slut.”

”Last time I checked I wasn't trying to get in bed with you. I am in bed with you and you are not a slut. Trust me. If you where we would be doing a lot more than what we are doing now.” Logan says with a ridiculously huge grin on his face. I roll my eyes at him.

”Yeah well last time I checked you are a slut too so really your opinion is irrelevant. ”

”Words Ambs.” He says looking hurt. I know he is joking but I give him a kiss on the cheek anyway. I am a slut and a cheater and I chose the guy who will probably break my heart over Adam. The thought of Adam makes my stomach go into knots. The guilt is going to eat me up. I start climbing out of bed to take a shower when Logan's hands wrap around me again. His lips are against my ear and he whispers, ”Where do you think you're going?” He starts nibbling my ear and I moan. It just feels so damn good.

”L-Logan....I need to shower.”

”Mind if I join or watch?” He says giving me a seductive smirk.

”Logan go downstairs.” I say rolling my eyes at his grinning face.

”Fine Amby Bambi.” He says touching his finger to my nose. He starts walking away running his hand down my hip as he walks. I catch his arm and pull him back to me. My lips crush into his for a brief second before I walk into the bathroom. I see his shocked face briefly before I shut the bathroom door.

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