Part 86 (2/2)

Newt had decided it must be one of Mr. Gus's many jokes, making out that the Captain was his pa.

”I like to keep Woodrow feeling that he's caused a peck of trouble,” Augustus said. ”I don't want him to get sa.s.sy. But I wouldn't have missed coming up here. I can't think of nothing better than riding a fine horse into a new country. It's exactly what I was meant for, and Woodrow too.”

”Do you think we'll see Indians?” Newt asked.

”You bet,” Augustus said. ”We might all get killed this afternoon, for all I know. That's the wild for you-it's got its dangers, which is part of the beauty. 'Course the Indians have had this land forever. To them it's precious because it's old. To us it's exciting because it's new.”

Newt noticed that Mr. Gus had a keen look in his eye. His white hair was long, almost to his shoulders. There seemed to be no one who could enjoy himself like Mr. Gus.

”Now there's women, of course,” Augustus said. ”I do cotton to them. But I ain't found the one yet who could hold me back from a chance like this. Women are persistent creatures, and will try to nail you down. But if you just dance on off, you'll usually find them close to the spot where you left them-most of 'em.”

”Do you really know who my pa is?” Newt asked. Mr. Gus was being so friendly, he felt he could ask.

”Oh, Woodrow Call is your pa, son,” Augustus said, as if it were a matter of casual knowledge.

For the first time Newt felt it might be true, although extremely puzzling. ”Well, he never mentioned it,” he pointed out. Just being told such news didn't settle much. In fact it just made new problems, for if the Captain was his father, then why hadn't he mentioned it?

”It's a subtle problem,” Augustus said.

Newt didn't find that a helpful answer, mainly because he didn't know what subtle meant. ”Looks like he'd mention it,” he said softly. He didn't want to criticize the Captain, especially not to Mr. Gus, the only man who did did criticize the Captain. criticize the Captain.

”It wouldn't be his way, to mention it,” Augustus said. ”Woodrow don't mention nothing he can keep from mentioning. You couldn't call him a mentioner.”

Newt found it very puzzling. If the Captain was his father, then he must have known his mother, but he had never mentioned that either. He could remember times when he had daydreamed that the Captain was his father and would take him on long trips.

Now, in a way, the daydream had come true. The Captain had taken him on a long trip. But instead of feeling proud and happy, he felt let down and confused. If it was true, why had everybody been such a long time mentioning it? Deets had never mentioned it. Pea Eye had never mentioned it. Worst of all, his mother had never mentioned it. He had been young when she died, but not too young to remember something so important. He could still remember some of the songs she had sung to him-he could have remembered who his father was. It didn't make sense, and he rode beside Mr. Gus for several miles, puzzling about it silently.

”Did you ask me along just to tell me?” Newt asked finally.

”Yep,” Augustus admitted.

Newt knew he ought to thank him, but he didn't feel in the mood to thank anybody. The information just seemed to make his whole life more puzzling. It spoiled every good thing he had felt, for most of his life-not only about his mother, but about the Captain, and about the Hat Creek outfit as a whole.

”I know it's tardy news,” Augustus said. ”Since Woodrow ain't a mentioner, I thought I'd tell you. You never know what might happen.”

”I wish I'd known sooner,” Newt said-it was the one thing he was sure of.

”Yes, I expect you do,” Augustus said. ”I ought to have discussed it sooner, but it was really Woodrow's place to tell you and I kept hoping he'd do it, though I knew he wouldn't.”

”Is it that he don't like me?” Newt asked. He felt a longing to be back in Texas. The news, coming when it did, had spoiled Montana.

”No,” Augustus said. ”What you have to understand is that Woodrow Call is a peculiar man. He likes to think that things are a certain way. He likes to think everybody does their duty, especially him. He likes to think people live for duty-I don't know what started him thinking that way. He ain't dumb. He knows perfectly well people don't live for duty. But he won't admit it about anybody if he can help it, and he especially won't admit it about himself.”

Newt saw that Mr. Gus was laboring to explain it to him, but it was no good. So far as he could tell, the Captain did did live for duty. What did that have to do with the Captain being his father? live for duty. What did that have to do with the Captain being his father?

”Woodrow don't like to admit that he's like the rest of us,” Augustus said, seeing the boy's perplexity.

”He ain't,” Newt said. That was obvious. The Captain never behaved like other people.

”He ain't, that's true,” Augustus said. ”But he had a chance to be once. He turned his back on it, and now he ain't about to admit that he made the wrong choice. He'd as soon kill himself. He's got to keep trying to be the way he thinks he is, and he's got to make out that he was always that way-it's why he ain't owned up to being your pa.”

Soon they turned and headed back toward the herd.

”It's funny,” Augustus said. ”I knew my pa. He was a gentleman. He didn't do much but raise horses and hounds and drink whiskey. He never hit me a lick in my life, nor even raised his voice to me. He drank whiskey every night and disappointed my mother, but both my sisters doted on him like he was the only man. In fact one of them's an old maid to this day because she doted on Dad.

”But he never interested me, Dad,” he went on. ”I lit out from that place when I was thirteen years old, and I ain't stopped yet. I didn't care one way or the other for Dad. I just seen that horses and hounds would get boring if you tried to make 'em a life. I 'spect I'd have wrecked every marriage in the county if I'd stayed in Tennessee. Or else have got killed in a duel.”

Newt knew Mr. Gus was trying to be kind, but he wasn't listening. Much of his life he had wondered who his father was and where he might be. He felt it would be a relief to know. But now he knew, and it wasn't a relief. There was something in it that thrilled him-he was Captain Call's son-but more that felt sad. He was glad when Mr. Gus put the horses in a lope-he didn't have to think as much. They loped along over the gra.s.sy plains toward the cattle in the far distance. The cattle looked tiny as ants.

94.

THE MEN BEGAN TO TALK of the Yellowstone River as if it were the place where the world ended-or, at least, the place where the drive would end. In their thinking it had taken on a magical quality, partly because no one really knew anything about it. Jasper Fant had somehow picked up the rumor that the Yellowstone was the size of the Mississippi, and as deep. All the way north everyone had been trying to convince Jasper that it didn't really make any difference how deep a river was, once it got deep enough to swim a horse, but Jasper felt the argument violated common sense. The deeper the river, the more dangerous-that was axiomatic to him. He had heard about something called undercurrents, which could suck you down. The deeper the river, the farther down you could be sucked, and Jasper had a profound fear of being sucked down. Particularly he didn't want to be sucked down in the Yellowstone, and had made himself a pair of rude floats from some empty lard buckets, just in case the Yellowstone really did turn out to be as deep as the Mississippi.

”I didn't come all this way just to drown in the last dern river,” Jasper said.

”It ain't the last,” Augustus said. ”Montana don't stop at the Yellowstone. The Missouri's up there somewhere, and it's a whale of a river.”

”Well, I don't aim to cross it,” Jasper said. It seemed to him he had spent half the trip imagining how it would be to be sucked down into a deep river, and he wanted it understood that he was only willing to take so many chances.

”I guess you'll cross it if the Captain wants to keep going,” Dish said. Jasper's river fears grated on everybody's nerves. n.o.body liked crossing rivers, but it didn't help to talk about the dangers constantly for three thousand miles.

”Well, Jake talked of a Milk River, and one called the Marais,” Augustus said.

”Looks like you'd be satisfied,” Jasper said. ”Ain't we traveled enough? I'd like to step into a saloon in good old Fort Worth, myself. I'd like to see my home again while my folks are still alive.”

”Why, that ain't the plan,” Augustus said. ”We're up here to start a ranch. Home and hearth don't interest us. We hired you men for life. You ought to have said goodbye to the old folks before you left.”

”What are we going to do, now that we're here?” Lippy asked. The question was on everyone's minds. Usually when a cattle drive ended the men just turned around and went back to Texas, but then most drives stopped in Kansas, which seemed close to home compared to where they were now. Many of them harbored secret doubts about their ability to navigate a successful return to Texas. Of course, they knew the direction, but they would have to make the trip in winter, and the Indians that hadn't been troublesome on the way north might want to fight as they went south.

”I like a town,” Lippy added. ”It don't have to be St. Louis, just a town. As long as it has a saloon or two I can get by. But I wasn't meant to live out in the open during the winter.”

Call knew the men were wondering, but he wasn't ready to stop. Jake had said some of the most beautiful land was far to the north, near Canada. It would be a pity to stop and make a choice before they had looked around thoroughly.

He contemplated leaving the men and going on a long look around himself, north of Yellowstone, but decided against it, mainly because of Indians. Things looked peaceful, but that didn't mean they would stay peaceful. There could easily be a bad fight, and he didn't want to be gone if one came.

Finally he decided to send Augustus. ”I hate to give you the first look, but somebody's got to look,” he said. ”Would you want to go?”

”Oh, sure,” Augustus said. ”I'd be happy to get away from all this tedious conversation. Maybe I'll trot through this Miles City community and see if anyone stocks champagne.”

”Take the look around first, if you can be bothered,” Call said. ”I doubt the main street of Miles City would make a good ranch, and I doubt you'll get any farther, once you spot a saloon. We need to find a place and get some shelters built before winter hits. Take a man with you, in case you get into trouble,” Call suggested.

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