Part 57 (1/2)

”Yes, he was never a fighter,” Augustus said. ”I'm surprised he's still alive.”

”He fed us buffalo once,” Call said. ”It was only fair he should have a beef.”

They were fifty yards from the tent, so Call drew rein. He couldn't see the girl, but he took care not to come too close. Augustus said she was spooked.

”Look how blue it is toward the sunset,” Augustus said. ”I've heard about what they call the Blue Mounds. I guess those must be them.”

The prairie was rolling, and there were humplike rises to the north as far as they could see. Though the sky was still bright yellow with afterglow, the mounds ahead did have a bluish electric look, almost as if blue lightning had condensed over their tops.

In the dawn the Blue Mounds s.h.i.+mmered to the north. Augustus usually came out of the tent early so he could see the sunrise. Lorena had stopped having so many nightmares and she slept heavily, so heavily that it was hard to get her awake in the mornings. Augustus never rushed her. She had regained her appet.i.te and put on flesh, and it seemed to him her sleeping late was healthy. The gra.s.s was wet with dew, so he sat on his saddle blanket watching Dish Boggett point the cattle into the blue distances. Dish always swung the point as close to the tent as he dared, hoping for a glimpse of Lorena, but it was a hope seldom rewarded.

When Lorena awoke and came out of the tent the herd was almost out of sight, though Lippy and the wagon were not far away. Po Campo and the two pigs were walking along looking at things, a hundred yards ahead of the wagon.

Augustus made room for Lorena on the blanket and she sat down without a word, watching the strange little man walk along with the pigs. As the sun rose, the blueness to the north diminished, and it could be seen that the mounds were just low brown hills.

”It must be that wavy gra.s.s that gives it the blue look-or else it's the air,” Augustus said.

Lorena didn't say anything. She felt so sleepy that she could hardly sit up, and after a moment she leaned against Gus and shut her eyes. He put his arms around her. His arms were warm and the sun on her face was warm. Sleep had pulled at her so much lately that it seemed she was never fully awake, but it didn't matter so long as Gus was there to talk to her and sleep close beside her. If he was there she could let go and slide into sleep. He didn't mind. Often she would rest in his arms, while he held forth, talking almost to himself, for she only half heard. Only when she thought of coming to a town did she feel worried. She stayed in her sleeps as long as she could, so as not to have to worry about the towns.

Augustus stroked her hair as she lay against him. He was thinking how strange life was, that he and Lorena were sitting on a saddle blanket on the south edge of Kansas, watching Call's cattle herd disappear to the north.

One little shot during a card game in Arkansas had started things happening-things he couldn't see the end of. The shot had ended up killing more than a dentist. Sean O'Brien, Bill Spettle, and the three people who were traveling with July Johnson had lost their lives so far, and Montana nowhere in sight.

”He ought to have taken his hanging,” Augustus said out loud.

Actually, Jake couldn't fairly be blamed for any of the deaths, though he could be blamed for Lorena's troubles, which were worth a hanging by Augustus's reckoning.

”Who ought?” Lorena asked. Her eyes were open but she still rested her head against Augustus's chest.

”Jake,” he said. ”Look at all the bad that happened since he showed up.”

”He wanted to take me to town,” Lorena said. ”I wouldn't go. I didn't want no towns.

”I still don't want no towns,” she said a little later, beginning to tremble at the thought of all the men that would be in them.

Augustus held her close and didn't try to discuss it with her. Soon she stopped trembling. Two big hawks were skimming the surface of the prairie, not far away.

”Look at them birds,” Augustus said. ”I'd give a pa.s.sel if I could fly like that.”

Lorena had an uneasy thought in her mind. Gus was holding her in his arms, as he had every day and night since he had rescued her. Yet he had not approached her, had never mentioned it. She understood it was kindness-he was letting her get well. She didn't want him to approach her, never would want any man to again. And yet it troubled her. She knew what men wanted with her. It wasn't just a bedfellow. If Gus had stopped wanting her, what did that mean? Would he take her to a town someday and say goodbye?

”My goodness, Lorie, you smell fresh as dew,” he said, sniffing her hair. ”It's a miracle you can keep fresh out in these raw parts.”

One b.u.t.ton had come off his s.h.i.+rt, and a few tufts of the white hair on his chest were sticking out. She wanted to say something, but she was afraid to. She tried to poke the little white chest hairs back under his s.h.i.+rt.

Augustus laughed at the tidy way she did it. ”I know I'm a shameful sight,” he said. ”It's all Call's fault. He wouldn't let me bring my tailor on this trip.”

Lorena was silent, but fear was building up in her. Gus had become too important to her. It was disturbing to think that he might leave her someday. She wanted to make sure of him, but she didn't know how to do it. After all, he had already told her there was a woman in Ogallala. She began to tremble again from her sudden fear.

”What's the matter?” he asked. ”Here it is, a beautiful morning, and you're sitting here shaking.”

She was afraid to speak but began to cry.

”Lorie, we're an honest pair,” he said. ”Why don't you tell me why you're so upset?”

He seemed so friendly that it eased her mind a little. ”You can have a poke,” she said. ”If you want one. I wouldn't charge you.”

Augustus smiled. ”That's neighborly of you,” he said. ”But why should a beauty like you drop her price? You ought to raise it, for you're getting more beautiful than ever. I ain't never seen nothing wrong with paying a toll to beauty.”

”You can have one if you want one,” she said, trembling still.

”What if I want five or six?” he asked, rubbing her neck with his warm hand. It relieved her-he was still the same. She could see it in his eyes.

”The truth is you want to stay clear of such doings for a while,” Augustus said. ”That's natural. You best take your time.”

”It won't matter how much time,” she said, and began to cry again. Gus held her.

”I'm glad we didn't break camp,” he said. ”There's a rough cloud to the north. We'd be in for a drenching. I bet them cowboys is already floating.”

It suited her that it was going to rain and they would stay longer. She didn't like being too close to the cowboys. It was more restful just being with Gus. When he was there it was easier not to think of the things that had happened.

For some reason Gus was still watching the cloud, which seemed to her no worse-looking than many another cloud. But he was studying it intently.

”That's a dern funny cloud,” he said.

”I don't care if it rains,” Lorena said. ”We got the tent.”

”The funny part is, I can hear it,” Augustus said. ”I never heard a cloud make a noise like that before.”

Lorena listened. It seemed she did hear something, but it was a long way off, and faint.

”Maybe it's the wind getting up,” she said.

Augustus was listening. ”It don't sound like no wind I ever heard,” he said, standing up. The horses were looking at the cloud, too. They were acting nervous. The sound the brown cloud made had become a little louder, but was still far away and indefinable.

Suddenly Augustus realized what it was. ”Good lord,” he said. ”It's gra.s.shoppers, Lorie. I've heard they came in clouds out on the plains, and there's the proof. It's a cloud of gra.s.shoppers.”

The horses were grazing on long lead ropes. There were no trees to tie the ropes to, so he had loosened a heavy block of soil and put the lead ropes under it. Usually that was sufficient, for the horses weren't troublesome. But now they were rolling their eyes and jerking at the ropes. Augustus grabbed the ropes-he would have to hold them himself.

Lorena watched the cloud, which came down on them faster than any rain cloud. She could plainly hear the hum of millions of insects. The cloud covered the plain in front of them from the ground far up in the air. It was blotting out the ground as if a cover were being pulled over it.

”Get in the tent,” Augustus said. He was holding the terrified horses. ”Get in and pile whatever you can around the bottom to keep 'em out.”

Lorena ran in, and before Augustus could follow, gra.s.shoppers covered the canvas, every inch. Augustus had fifty on his hat, though he tried to knock them off outside the tent, and more on his clothes. He backed in, hanging to the lead ropes as the horses tried to break free.

”Pull the flaps,” he said, and Lorena did. Soon there was just the hole the two ropes fed through. It was dim and dark in the tent, as more and more gra.s.shoppers covered the canvas-insects on top of insects. The hum they made as they spread over the prairie gra.s.s was so loud Lorena had to grit her teeth. As the tent got darker, she began to cry and shake-it was just more trouble and more fear, this life.