Part 37 (1/2)

”I didn't expect this,” Lorena said.

”No, but he got you hoping, at least,” Augustus said. ”The trouble is, Jake ain't a man to support n.o.body's hopes but his own.”

Lorena shrugged. It hadn't been Jake's fault. He hadn't asked her to turn herself over to him, although he had accepted readily enough when she did.

”I guess I'm in a fix,” she said. ”He ain't gonna take me to California.”

”Nope,” Augustus said. ”It's too bad Call's ornery about women or we could make you a cook and all the cowhands could fall in love with you. Dish is near crazy with love for you as it is.”

”That won't get him much,” Lorena said. Dish had been her last customer before Jake. He had a white body, like all the rest, and was so excited he was hardly with her any time.

”Well, he's got you to think about,” Augustus said. ”That's more important than you might think. A young man needs a woman to think about.”

”I guess he's free to think all he wants,” Lorena said. ”Why'd you stop off, Gus?”

”Hoping for a poke,” Augustus said. ”What's it gonna be this time, draw poker?”

”No, blackjack,” Lorena said. ”I'm luckier at it. What do I get if I win?”

Augustus grinned. ”I'll be your your wh.o.r.e,” he said. ”You can have a poke on demand.” wh.o.r.e,” he said. ”You can have a poke on demand.”

”Why would I want one?” Lorena asked. The notion of a man being a wh.o.r.e amused her a little, it was so unusual.

”Think about it a minute,” Augustus said. ”Suppose it all worked the other way, and men were the wh.o.r.es. You just walk into a saloon and jingle your money and buy anyone you wanted. And he'd have to take his clothes off and do what you said to.”

”I never seen one I wanted,” Lorena said. ”'Cept Jake, and that didn't last any time.”

”I know it's hard to think about,” Augustus said. ”You been the one wanted all this time. Just suppose it was the opposite and you could buy what you wanted in the way of a man.”

Lorena decided Gus was the craziest man she had ever known. He didn't look crazy, but his notions were wild.

”Suppose I was a wh.o.r.e,” he said. ”I've always figured I'd make a good one. If you win this hand I'll give you a free poke and all you'll have to figure out is how to enjoy it.”

”I wouldn't enjoy it,” Lorena said. She had never enjoyed it, and it would take more than Gus's talk to change her opinion.

”Did you never play games?” Augustus asked.

”I played spin the bottle,” Lorena said, remembering that she had played it with her brother, who had been sickly and had stayed in Alabama with her grandmother.

”Well, it's a kind of game we're talking about,” Augustus said. ”Games are played for fun. You've thought about it as a business too long. If you win the card game you ought to pretend you're a fancy lady in San Francisco who don't have nothing to do but lay around on silk sheets and have a n.i.g.g.e.r bring you b.u.t.termilk once in a while. And what my job is is to make you feel good.”

”I don't like b.u.t.termilk,” Lorena said. To her surprise, Gus suddenly stroked her cheek. It took her aback and she put her head down on her knees. Gus put his hand under her wet hair and rubbed the back of her neck.

”Yes, that's your problem,” he said. ”You don't like b.u.t.termilk, or nothing else. You're like a starving person whose stomach is shrunk up from not having any food. You're shrunk up from not wanting nothing.”

”I want to get to San Francisco,” Lorena said. ”It's cool, they say.”

”You'd be better off if you could just enjoy a poke once in a while,” Augustus said, taking one of her hands in his and smoothing her fingers. ”Life in San Francisco is still just life. If you want one thing too much it's likely to be a disappointment. The healthy way is to learn to like the everyday things, like soft beds and b.u.t.termilk-and feisty gentlemen.”

Lorena didn't answer. She shut her eyes and let Gus hold her hand. She was afraid he would try more, without paying her or even playing cards, but he didn't. It was a very still morning. Gus seemed content to hold her hand and sit quietly. She could hear the horses swis.h.i.+ng their tails.

Then Gus let her hand go and stood up and took off his s.h.i.+rt and pants. Lorena wondered what made him behave so strangely-they were supposed to play cards first. Gus had on flannel underwear that had been pink once. It was so worn the color had almost faded to white. It was full of holes and his white chest hair stuck out of some of the holes. He also took off his boots and socks.

”You had your bath, but I ain't had one,” he said, and went to the water hole and waded right in, underwear and all. The water was cold, but Gus went splas.h.i.+ng off across the pool. He ducked his head under a few times and then swam back.

”Dern, that water was so cold it shriveled my pod,” he said. He sat down on a big rock to let the heat dry him. Then, looking beyond her, he apparently saw something she couldn't see.

”Lorie, would you mind handing me my gun belt?” he asked.

”Why?” she asked.

”I see an Indian coming and I can't tell if he's friendly,” Augustus said. ”He's riding a pacing horse and that ain't a good sign.”

His old pistol was so heavy she had to use both hands to pa.s.s the gun belt to him.

”Jake rides a pacing horse,” she said.

”Yes, and he's a scamp,” Augustus said.

Lorena looked west, but she could see no one. The rolling plain was empty.

”Where is he?” she asked.

”He'll be a while yet,” Augustus said.

”How do you know he's an Indian, if he's that far?” she asked.

”Indians got their own way of riding, that's why,” Augustus said. ”This one might have killed a Mexican or at least stole one's horse.”

”How do you know?” she asked.

”He's got silver on his saddle, like Mexicans go in for,” Augustus said. ”I seen the sun flas.h.i.+ng on it.”

Lorena looked again and saw a tiny speck. ”I don't know how you can see that far, Gus,” she said.

”Call don't neither,” Augustus said. ”Makes him mad. He's better trained than me but ain't got the eyesight.”

Then he grinned at her, and put his hat on to shade his eyes. He was watching the west in a way that made her apprehensive.

”You want the rifle?” she asked.

”No, I've shot many a sa.s.sy bandit with this pistol,” he said. ”I'm glad to have my hat, though. It don't do to go into a sc.r.a.pe bareheaded.”

The rider was close enough by then that she too could see the occasional flash of sun on the saddle. A few minutes later he rode into camp. He was a big man, riding a bay stallion. Gus had been right: he was an Indian. He had long, tangled black hair and wore no hat-just a bandana tied around his head. His leather leggings were greasy and his boots old, though he wore a pair of silver spurs with big rowels. He had a large knife strapped to one leg and carried a rifle lightly across the pommel of his saddle.

He looked at them without expression-in fact, not so much at them as at their horses. Lorena wished Augustus would say something, but he sat quietly, watching the man from under the brim of his old hat. The man had a very large head, squarish and heavy.

”I'd like to water,” he said, finally. His voice was as heavy as his head.

”It's free water,” Augustus said. ”I hope you like it cold. We ain't got time to warm it for you.”