Part 23 (1/2)

Incredulity joined astonishment in the girl's face.

Spade said: ”Miles hadn't many brains, but, Christ! he had too many years' experience as a detective to be caught like that by the man he was shadowing. Up a blind alley with his gun tucked away on his hip and his overcoat b.u.t.toned? Not a chance. He was as dumb as any man ought to be, but he wasn't quite that dumb. The only two ways out of the alley could be watched from the edge of Bush Street over the tunnel. You'd told us Thursby was a bad actor. He couldn't have tricked Miles into the alley like that, and he couldn't have driven him in. He was dumb, but not dumb enough for that.”

He ran his tongue over the inside of his lips and smiled affectionately at the girl. He said: ”But he'd've gone up there with you, angel, if he was sure n.o.body else was up there. You were his client, so he would have had no reason for not dropping the shadow on your say-so, and if you caught up with him and asked him to go up there he'd've gone. He was just dumb enough for that. He'd've looked you up and down and licked his lips and gone grinning from ear to ear-and then you could've stood as close to him as you liked in the dark and put a hole through him with the gun you had got from Thursby that evening.”

Brigid O'Shaughnessy shrank back from him until the edge of the table stopped her. She looked at him with terrified eyes and cried: ”Don't-don't talk to me like that, Sam! You know I didn't! You know-”

”Stop it.” He looked at the watch on his wrist. ”The police will be blowing in any minute now and we're sitting on dynamite. Talk!”

She put the back of a hand on her forehead. ”Oh, why do you accuse me of such a terrible-?”

”Will you stop it?” he demanded in a low impatient voice. ”This isn't the spot for the schoolgirl-act. Listen to me. The pair of us are sitting under the gallows.” He took hold of her wrists and made her stand up straight in front of him. ”Talk!”

”I-I- How did you know he-he licked his lips and looked-?”

Spade laughed harshly. ”I knew Miles. But never mind that. Why did you shoot him?”

She twisted her wrists out of Spade's fingers and put her hands up around the back of his neck, pulling his head down until his mouth all but touched hers. Her body was flat against his from knees to chest. He put his arms around her, holding her tight to him. Her dark-lashed lids were half down over velvet eyes. Her voice was hushed, throbbing: ”I didn't mean to, at first. I didn't, really. I meant what I told you, but when I saw Floyd couldn't be frightened I-”

Spade slapped her shoulder. He said: ”That's a lie. You asked Miles and me to handle it ourselves. You wanted to be sure the shadower was somebody you knew and who knew you, so they'd go with you. You got the gun from Thursby that day-that night. You had already rented the apartment at the Coronet. You had trunks there and none at the hotel and when I looked the apartment over I found a rent-receipt dated five or six days before the time you told me you rented it.”

She swallowed with difficulty and her voice was humble. ”Yes, that's a lie, Sam. I did intend to if Floyd- I-I can't look at you and tell you this, Sam.” She pulled his head farther down until her cheek was against his cheek, her mouth by his ear, and whispered: ”I knew Floyd wouldn't be easily frightened, but I thought that if he knew somebody was shadowing him either he'd- Oh, I can't say it, Sam!” She clung to him, sobbing.

Spade said: ”You thought Floyd would tackle him and one or the other of them would go down. If Thursby was the one then you were rid of him. If Miles was, then you could see that Floyd was caught and you'd be rid of him. That it?”

”S-something like that.”

”And when you found that Thursby didn't mean to tackle him you borrowed the gun and did it yourself. Right?”

”Yes-though not exactly.”

”But exact enough. And you had that plan up your sleeve from the first. You thought Floyd would be nailed for the killing.”

”I-I thought they'd hold him at least until after Captain Jacobi had arrived with the falcon and-”

”And you didn't know then that Gutman was here hunting for you. You didn't suspect that or you wouldn't have shaken your gunman. You knew Gutman was here as soon as you heard Thursby had been shot. Then you knew you needed another protector, so you came back to me. Right?”

”Yes, but-oh, sweetheart!-it wasn't only that. I would have come back to you sooner or later. From the first instant I saw you I knew-”

Spade said tenderly: ”You angel! Well, if you get a good break you'll be out of San Quentin in twenty years and you can come back to me then.”

She took her cheek away from his, drawing her head far back to stare up without comprehension at him.

He was pale. He said tenderly: ”I hope to Christ they don't hang you, precious, by that sweet neck.” He slid his hands up to caress her throat.

In an instant she was out of his arms, back against the table, crouching, both hands spread over her throat. Her face was wild-eyed, haggard. Her dry mouth opened and closed. She said in a small parched voice: ”You're not-” She could get no other words out.

Spade's face was yellow-white now. His mouth smiled and there were smile-wrinkles around his glittering eyes. His voice was soft, gentle. He said: ”I'm going to send you over. The chances are you'll get off with life. That means you'll be out again in twenty years. You're an angel. I'll wait for you.” He cleared his throat. ”If they hang you I'll always remember you.”

She dropped her hands and stood erect. Her face became smooth and untroubled except for the faintest of dubious glints in her eyes. She smiled back at him, gently. ”Don't, Sam, don't say that even in fun. Oh, you frightened me for a moment! I really thought you- You know you do such wild and unpredictable things that-” She broke off. She thrust her face forward and stared deep into his eyes. Her cheeks and the flesh around her mouth s.h.i.+vered and fear came back into her eyes. ”What-? Sam!” She put her hand to her throat again and lost her erectness.

Spade laughed. His yellow-white face was damp with sweat and though he held his smile he could not hold softness in his voice. He croaked: ”Don't be silly. You're taking the fall. One of us has got to take it, after the talking those birds will do. They'd hang me sure. You're likely to get a better break. Well?”

”But-but, Sam, you can't! Not after what we've been to each other. You can't-”

”Like h.e.l.l I can't.”

She took a long trembling breath. ”You've been playing with me? Only pretending you cared-to trap me like this? You didn't-care at all? You didn't-don't-l-love me?”

”I think I do,” Spade said. ”What of it?” The muscles holding his smile in place stood out like wales. ”I'm not Thursby. I'm not Jacobi. I won't play the sap for you.”

”That is not just,” she cried. Tears came to her eyes. ”It's unfair. It's contemptible of you. You know it was not that. You can't say that.”

”Like h.e.l.l I can't,” Spade said. ”You came into my bed to stop me asking questions. You led me out yesterday for Gutman with that phoney call for help. Last night you came here with them and waited outside for me and came in with me. You were in my arms when the trap was sprung-I couldn't have gone for a gun if I'd had one on me and couldn't have made a fight of it if I had wanted to. And if they didn't take you away with them it was only because Gutman's got too much sense to trust you except for short stretches when he has to and because he thought I'd play the sap for you and-not wanting to hurt you-wouldn't be able to hurt him.”

Brigid O'Shaughnessy blinked her tears away. She took a step towards him and stood looking him in the eyes, straight and proud. ”You called me a liar,” she said. ”Now you are lying. You're lying if you say you don't know down in your heart that, in spite of anything I've done, I love you.”

Spade made a short abrupt bow. His eyes were becoming bloodshot, but there was no other change in his damp and yellowish fixedly smiling face. ”Maybe I do,” he said. ”What of it? I should trust you? You who arranged that nice little trick for-for my predecessor, Thursby? You who knocked off Miles, a man you had nothing against, in cold blood, just like swatting a fly, for the sake of double-crossing Thursby? You who double-crossed Gutman, Cairo, Thursby-one, two, three? You who've never played square with me for half an hour at a stretch since I've know you? I should trust you? No, no, darling. I wouldn't do it even if I could. Why should I?”

Her eyes were steady under his and her hushed voice was steady when she replied: ”Why should you? If you've been playing with me, if you do not love me, there is no answer to that. If you did, no answer would be needed.”

Blood streaked Spade's eyeb.a.l.l.s now and his long-held smile had become a frightful grimace. He cleared his throat huskily and said: ”Making speeches is no d.a.m.ned good now.” He put a hand on her shoulder. The hand shook and jerked. ”I don't care who loves who I'm not going to play the sap for you. I won't walk in Thursby's and Christ knows who else's footsteps. You killed Miles and you're going over for it. I could have helped you by letting the others go and standing off the police the best way I could. It's too late for that now. I can't help you now. And I wouldn't if I could.”

She put a hand on his hand on her shoulder. ”Don't help me then,” she whispered, ”but don't hurt me. Let me go away now.”

”No,” he said. ”I'm sunk if I haven't got you to hand over to the police when they come. That's the only thing that can keep me from going down with the others.”

”You won't do that for me?”

”I won't play the sap for you.”

”Don't say that, please.” She took his hand from her shoulder and held it to her face. ”Why must you do this to me, Sam? Surely Mr. Archer wasn't as much to you as-”

”Miles,” Spade said hoa.r.s.ely, ”was a son of a b.i.t.c.h. I found that out the first week we were in business together and I meant to kick him out as soon as the year was up. You didn't do me a d.a.m.ned bit of harm by killing him.”

”Then what?”

Spade pulled his hand out of hers. He no longer either smiled or grimaced. His wet yellow face was set hard and deeply lined. His eyes burned madly. He said: ”Listen. This isn't a d.a.m.ned bit of good. You'll never understand me, but I'll try once more and then we'll give it up. Listen. When a man's partner is killed he's supposed to do something about it. It doesn't make any difference what you thought of him. He was your partner and you're supposed to do something about it. Then it happens we were in the detective business. Well, when one of your organization gets killed it's bad business to let the killer get away with it. It's bad all around-bad for that one organization, bad for every detective everywhere. Third, I'm a detective and expecting me to run criminals down and then let them go free is like asking a dog to catch a rabbit and let it go. It can be done, all right, and sometimes it is done, but it's not the natural thing. The only way I could have let you go was by letting Gutman and Cairo and the kid go. That's-”

”You're not serious,” she said. ”You don't expect me to think that these things you're saying are sufficient reason for sending me to the-”

”Wait till I'm through and then you can talk. Fourth, no matter what I wanted to do now it would be absolutely impossible for me to let you go without having myself dragged to the gallows with the others. Next, I've no reason in G.o.d's world to think I can trust you and if I did this and got away with it you'd have something on me that you could use whenever you happened to want to. That's five of them. The sixth would be that, since I've also got something on you, I couldn't be sure you wouldn't decide to shoot a hole in me me some day. Seventh, I don't even like the idea of thinking that there might be one chance in a hundred that you'd played me for a sucker. And eighth-but that's enough. All those on one side. Maybe some of them are unimportant. I won't argue about that. But look at the number of them. Now on the other side we've got what? All we've got is the fact that maybe you love me and maybe I love you.” some day. Seventh, I don't even like the idea of thinking that there might be one chance in a hundred that you'd played me for a sucker. And eighth-but that's enough. All those on one side. Maybe some of them are unimportant. I won't argue about that. But look at the number of them. Now on the other side we've got what? All we've got is the fact that maybe you love me and maybe I love you.”

”You know,” she whispered, ”whether you do or not.”

”I don't. It's easy enough to be nuts about you.” He looked hungrily from her hair to her feet and up to her eyes again. ”But I don't know what that amounts to. Does anybody ever? But suppose I do? What of it? Maybe next month I won't. I've been through it before-when it lasted that long. Then what? Then I'll think I played the sap. And if I did it and got sent over then I'd be sure I was the sap. Well, if I send you over I'll be sorry as h.e.l.l-I'll have some rotten nights-but that'll pa.s.s. Listen.” He took her by the shoulders and bent her back, leaning over her. ”If that doesn't mean anything to you forget it and we'll make it this: I won't because all of me wants to-wants to say to h.e.l.l with the consequences and do it-and because-G.o.d d.a.m.n you-you've counted on that with me the same as you counted on that with the others.” He took his hands from her shoulders and let them fall to his sides.