Part 30 (1/2)
It had not the ring of truth. ”Rot!” exclaimed Sam. ”Why should they want to kill me?”
Having no answer ready, she remained silent.
”You're lying now!” cried Sam. ”The truth is, you were sore because I wasn't after you like the rest. I know women!”
Bela made an angry movement.
”What's the matter wit' you?” she said defiantly. ”You t'ink you so big and clever! W'at you know about me? If you stop cursing me all the tam maybe you see w'at I am! If you act good to me I good to you!”
”Do you expect me to take off my hat and thank you for the privilege of being tied up and carried off?” demanded Sam.
She hung her head. ”I sorry for that,” she muttered sullenly.
”Huh! Sorry won't mend anything,” said Sam.
”I want be friends,” she murmured.
”If you're honest you'll get the paddles and put me ash.o.r.e.”
She shook her head. ”Not let you go till you friends wit' me.”
Sam laughed harshly. ”That's good! You'll wait a long time. Hope you've got grub enough. Friends.h.i.+p! Rubbis.h.!.+ You let me go and we'll talk.”
She stood in sullen silence. Sam abruptly picked up his blankets and turned to go.
At his move a different sound escaped her. Her hands went to her breast. ”Sam--please----”
He paused. ”What do you want?”
”Sam--I say I sorry. I say I a fool.”
He stood in uncomfortable silence.
”I say I fool,” she repeated. ”That not easy to say.”
Still he had no answer.
”Why you so hard to me?” she demanded rebelliously. ”Can't you see in my heart? There is nothing but good in there for you. I want you be good to me. I want you come wit' me so bad. So I act foolish.”
Her simplicity surprised and suddenly softened him. Alone with her, and in the all-concealing dusk, his queasy pride was not obliged to take up arms. In return he was as simple and direct as she.
”Oh! I'm sorry, too,” he said in an uncertain voice--and regretfully.
”If you're like that--if you're on the square. Something might have come of it. But you've spoiled it. You've put me on my guard against you for ever. A man has his pride. A man has to choose. He can't submit to a woman. You wouldn't want a tame man. I'm sorry!”
They stood looking at each other with an odd wistfulness.
”Go back to your own fire,” Bela said in a m.u.f.fled voice.
CHAPTER XII