Part 28 (1/2)

She moved her hand as if she expected Mr. Longcluse to take it and his leave, for it was high time her visitor should ”order his wings and be off the west,” in which quarter, as we know, lay Mr. Longcluse's habitation. He had stepped in, however, and the door closed softly before the light evening breeze that swung it gently. She was standing under the wild canopy of roses, and he under the sterner arch of grooved and fluted stone that overhung the doorway.

CHAPTER XXVII.

WINGED WORDS.

”I was afraid I had vexed your brother somehow,” said Mr. Longcluse--”I thought he seemed to meet me a little formally. I should be so sorry if I had annoyed him by any accident!”

He paused, and Miss Arden said, half laughing--”Oh, don't you know, Mr.

Longcluse, that people are out of spirits sometimes, and now and then a little offended with all the world? It is nothing, of course.”

”What a fib!” whispered conscience in the young lady's pretty ear, while she smiled and blushed.

Again she raised her hand a little, expecting Mr. Longcluse's farewell.

But she looked a great deal too beautiful for a farewell. Mr. Longcluse could not deny himself a minute more, and he said, ”It is a year, Miss Arden, since I first saw you.”

”Is it really? I daresay.”

”Yes, at Lady May Penrose's. Yes, I remember it distinctly--so distinctly that I shall never forget any circ.u.mstance connected with it.

It is exactly a year and four days. You smile, Miss Arden, because for you the event can have had no interest; for me it is different--how different I will not say.”

Miss Arden coloured and then grew pale. She was very much embarra.s.sed.

She was about to say a word to end the interview, and go. Perhaps Mr.

Longcluse was, as he said, impulsive--too precipitate and impetuous. He raised his hand entreatingly,--

”Oh, Miss Arden, pray, only a word!--I must speak it. Ever since then--ever since that hour--I have been the slave of a single thought; I have wors.h.i.+pped before one beautiful image, with an impious adoration, for there is nothing--no sacrifice, no crime--I would shrink from for your sake. You can make of me what you will; all I possess, all my future, every thought and feeling and dream--all are yours. No, no; don't interrupt the few half desperate words I have to speak, they may move you to pity. Never before, in a life of terrible vicissitude, of much suffering, of many dangers, have I seen the human being who could move me as you have done. I did not believe my seared heart capable of pa.s.sion. And I stand now aghast at what I have spoken. I stand at the brink of a worse death, by the word that trembles on your lips, than the cannon's mouth could give me. I see I have spoken rashly--I see it in your face--oh, Heaven! I see what you would say.”

His hands were clasped in desperate supplication, as he continued; and the fitful breeze shook the roses above them, and the fading leaves fell softly in a shower about his feet.

”No, don't speak--your silence is sacred. I sha'n't misinterpret--I conjure you, don't answer! Forget that I have spoken. Oh! let it, in mercy, be all forgotten, and let us meet again as if there never had been this moment of madness, and in pity--as you look for mercy--forget it and forgive it!”

He waited for no answer: he was gone: the door closed as it was before.

Another breath of wind ruffled the roses, and a few more sere leaves fell where he had just been standing. She drew a long breath, like one awaking from a vision. She was trembling slightly. Never before had she seen such agony in a human face! All had happened so suddenly. It was an effort to believe it real. It seemed as if she could see nothing while he spoke, but that intense, pale face. She heard nothing but his deep and thrilling words. Now it seemed as if flowers, and trees, and wall, and roses, all emerged suddenly again from mist, and as if all the birds had resumed their singing after a silence.

”Forget it--forgive it! Let it, as you look for mercy, be all forgotten.

Let us meet again as if it never was.” This strange pet.i.tion still rang in the ears of the astonished girl.

She was still too much flurried by the shock of this wild and sudden outbreak of pa.s.sion, and appeal to mercy, quite to see her true course in the odd combination that had arisen. She was a little angry, and a little flattered. There was a confusion of resentment and compa.s.sion.

What business had this Mr. Longcluse to treat her to those heroics! What right had he to presume that he would be listened to? How dared he ask her to treat all that had happened as if it had never been? How dared he seek to found on this unwarrantable liberty relations of mystery between them? How dared he fancy that she would consent to play at this game of deception with him?

Mingled with these angry thoughts, however, were the recollections of his homage, his tone of melancholy deference ever since she had known him, and his admiration.

Underlying all his trifling talk, there had always been toward her a respect which flattered her, which could not have been exceeded had she been an empress in her own right. No, if he had said more than he had any right to suppose would be listened to, the extravagance was due to no want of respect for her, but to the vehemence of pa.s.sion.

He was driving now into town, at a great pace. His cogitations were still more perturbed. Had he, by one frantic precipitation, murdered his best hopes?