Chapter 324 (1/2)
”I went with you?” He guessed.
I sucked my nose to let the feeling of remembering the past disappear. Then I took the ticket from him, turned to the back and looked at the date, and said, ”that day, my ex husband and I lost the custody lawsuit of two children, so I was in a bad mood. At that time, the two children were still young. Although they were not very sensible, they knew that they were going to be separated from their mother. Put forward a small request to me, and dad to play a playground. At that time, I hated Chu Yi so much that I had nothing more to say with him. Lian Cheng happened to be by my side and took the children to play for most of the day. They all enjoyed themselves. For the first time, I know that Liancheng, who looks a little unreliable, is so patient with children. ”
I said slowly, everything that day resurrected in my mind, Cheng Lina's sharp mouth, Chu Yi's unreasonable, continuous timely help
”Is there anything else?” When I had finished, he asked.
What I want to say, after thinking about it, I suddenly find it hard to say. After all, it's my own best memory. Originally it belongs to me and him, but now he has forgotten it, which has become my personal secret.
”Also, it's just personal.” I whispered.
In fact, I didn't hide something from Cheng Xin, but I couldn't say something when I looked into his eyes. He let out a clear expression and said, ”I'm sorry.”
The light in the room was mild, and we felt a little speechless.
I looked at the box, ready to turn out the few photos of He Lian to show him, but he suddenly pressed my hand and said: ”I have a dream of being in a small house with you... Is this true?”
In the last hesitation, I asked tentatively. I nodded and said, ”there are so many scenes like that. I live in a small house on the East Fourth Ring Road. You... Liancheng used to come to me at that time.”
”Is there a ring?” He said.
We both went to the box at the same time. Almost at the same time, our hands grasped the dusty ring box together. At the moment when his fingers touched me, he suddenly drew back. My hand picked up the ring box, blew the dust off it, and hesitated to open it.
The diamond ring is reflected in this time. Even if I put it in the box for such a long time, I still feel painful under the light.
”Yes, that's it.” Cheng Xin said, ”I remember that.”
I looked at him and gave him a gentle smile. I handed the ring to him and said, ”Liancheng gave it back then. It seems to be the collection version at that time. I didn't wear it for a week, but it made the girls around me envious.”
He reached for it and touched it with his fingertips. All of a sudden, everything seemed to stop. I looked at him, and the familiar temperature came from my hand. He also looked back at me, with a ring in the middle.
After a long time, I suddenly took back my hand, and the ring fell to the ground with a bang. He quickly hid his head, picked up the ring, looked at it and said, ”it was it that I thought of at first, and then there were some fragments that I couldn't understand.” He stopped for a while, as if gathering up courage, and continued, ”in fact, when I first had some vague fragments, I was panicked. Those fragments are so real that I think I have experienced them. They are so lifelike... ”He closed his eyes.
After a while, when I was a little more stable, I said, ”I don't know who to ask. I know my own growth experience very well. I know I've never experienced this kind of thing. But that familiar feeling made me feel that there was another person living in my body, living in another world, just like, just like... ”He thought it over for a while and continued,” just like a parallel world, suddenly pouring some memories into my brain. I have a clear track of life, there are some uncontrollable things. Can you understand the feeling? ”
I can't understand this. I haven't experienced this.
But after listening to his words, I suddenly understood why he was so disgusted when he first met me. A person who appeared in a dream, a memory that he didn't think belonged to himself... When I think about his experience carefully, it's like a person who met a supernatural event.
”Later, with more and more contacts, I had more and more fragmentary memories. Later, Kuankuan appeared in my memory. It wasn't long before I met Kuan in your office. I almost collapsed at that time. But the body can't help but want to get close to him, this feeling of uncontrollable body almost makes me crazy. I ran away from you, from your company. Even in the end, when the project was announced and I didn't cooperate with you, I felt a little relaxed. However, this kind of relaxation was short-lived. Later, I almost couldn't control myself and wanted to scold myself. How could I take away the biggest and almost life-saving business when your company suffered that kind of blow? ” He said more and more, staring at the ring on his hands, his eyes unfocused.”By chance, I had drunk too much and found it easy to forget everything when I was drunk. I really don't remember what I thought and did when I was drunk. I only felt that when I was drunk, those memories were very relaxed and let me stay. Even in the end, I was addicted to alcohol. After a few days without drinking, I felt sick all over. You know, drinking is taboo in our business. Drinking can affect nerves and normal judgment. ” He continued, holding the ring with his fingers as hard as he could.
I vaguely feel that his state is not right, tentatively touched his arm and asked: ”no hurry, speak slowly!”
”Don't touch me!” He raised his head abruptly. His eyes were so fierce that people were afraid. They were full of red blood. He stared at me with a kind of strange eyes.
”What's the matter with you?” I was suddenly thrown by him, and I fell back. Fortunately, there was a bed behind me, and I didn't fall to the ground.
He almost woke up in this moment, looked at me in surprise, and then asked, ”what's the matter with you?”