Chapter 269 (1/2)

I can't believe and refuse to believe it all the time. It turns into hope under the analysis of Shen mo. everything in front of me becomes vivid without any reason. It's like being suddenly painted with color dye - the world has come back to life in my eyes.

I can't wait to say goodbye to Shen mo. when I got home, the two little things felt my change for the first time. Tong Tong carefully raised his head and asked me, ”Mom, what's the matter?”

”Mom's OK. I'm sorry to let the baby worry with mom during this time.” I bent down to hold the two children in my arms and gave them a big hug.

All the things in my heart finally have hope, the real return to normal.

After a week's rest, I sent my children back to the kindergarten to go to school. Watching the two children follow the teacher, I turned around and called a car to get to he Zelin's house.

He raised his hand and rang the doorbell. After waiting two or three minutes, the door opened.

Unexpectedly, he Zelin was standing behind the door. When he saw me, he was obviously stunned. Then he turned to me and said, ”come in.”

I haven't seen him for more than a month. He's getting old. At the moment, he's like a real old man. His hair is white for the most part, and the wrinkles on his face seem to grow out suddenly. There's a lot more, which makes my nose sour.

As for he Zelin, I don't know what kind of identity to face. Generally speaking, he is he Liancheng's father and generous grandfather. How can I call him uncle? Even when I was preparing for the wedding, he asked me with a smile if it was time to change my words

But now when we meet again at this time, we are just like strangers who meet for the first time. We can only see strange estrangement in each other's eyes, I have unspeakable guilt for him.

”Are you here to see Kuankuan?” He was the first to speak.

I looked up in the room for a while, didn't see Kuankuan's shadow, and asked, ”isn't Kuan at home?”

”The child is asleep. When he wakes up, he will hold it down and show it to you.” He asked me to sit down and said to my aunt standing by, ”pour me a cup of tea.”

I took the cup from my aunt and said thank you in a low voice. Then I saw the relaxed expression on his face. We have finally returned to the position we all feel fit for, and no one has a direct relationship with us.

”Don't worry about Kuankuan. He has a good time here. If you have time, you can come to see him at any time. Our ho family will not cover up the fact that you are his own mother. When the child grows up in the future, he will decide whether to live with you or my grandfather. ” He Zelin lit a cigarette and said these words slowly in the thick smoke.

I can't refute. I have known for a long time the result of he Zelin's handling of the leniency issue. It's not that I don't want to be lenient, but that I can't take care of three children in this situation.

”Well, I just want to see Kuankuan. Does he... Miss me?” I hesitated to ask.

”When I just came back, I called for my mother every day, but the child's memory is not very good. Recently, he has rarely looked for you. He is very adapted to the present life.” He Zelin put down his cigarette, raised his hand, looked at the time and said, ”I sleep for an hour and a half at noon every day. I'm about to wake up.”

I sat next to he Zelin and quietly looked at my watch. The room was quiet. After my aunt poured the water, she went out quietly.

I never thought it would be such a peaceful scene to see he Zelin again. After I asked Kuankuan Kuan, I had nothing to say. He Zelin was not interested in speaking to me either. He pressed out the smoke, relaxed and sat on the sofa, his eyes fell on the courtyard outside the glass window.

I followed his eyes and looked out. There was a swing in the yard. In the bare yard, the swing leaning against the wisteria was very conspicuous. I've heard Lian Cheng talk about this swing, but I've never noticed that it's still on the swing since he became an adult.

The sound of footsteps sounded from behind. I looked back in a panic and saw the width in my aunt's arms.

He just woke up, his eyes were still a little confused. Seeing that I was stunned for a while, he hesitated and moved his eyes to he Zelin.

With a smile on his face, he took Kuankuan from his aunt's arms, put it on his leg, and gave him a kiss on his face, which was obviously thinner. He asked with a smile, ”Grandpa's Kuan Kuan woke up?”

I stretched out my hand to Kuankuan and said, ”Kuankuan, I'm mom. Let mom hold me.”

Kuankuan raised his head from he Zelin's arms and looked at me in a daze. I also looked at him nervously for fear of missing every tiny change in his expression.

After a few seconds, he suddenly turned his head to he Zelin's arms and didn't look at me. He Zelin took a look at me, patted Kuankuan on the back and said, ”Kuankuan, this is my mother. How long has it been since I saw her? Have you forgotten my mother?””Leniency.” I stood up and tried to lean over and hold him in my arms.

He instinctively hid behind, and my heart began to ache. It was only a long time since I saw him. The little thing really forgot me.

I know it's a child's nature, and that's exactly what his memory is. But still can't stop red eye.

”Go and play with mom for a while?” He Zelin patted Kuankuan, who was already strange to me, stood up and handed him to my arms. ”Go and play with my mother for a while.”

Kuankuan twisted the hemp rope in my arms, and his face was very reluctant. My tears could not stop flowing down, but I could not help it. His resistance in my arms made me feel heartbroken. I thought that if he was put here, he would be estranged from me forever.