Chapter 267 (1/2)
Maybe it has something to do with Shen Mo's career. This small kitchen is quite easy to use. All the utensils are placed in the position that you can get by raising your hand. I was washing the dishes. I felt the real touch in my hands, and then I really felt alive.
In the restaurant with less than five square meters, the light is soft. Yuan Yuan and Tong Tong sit opposite me, eating with chopsticks. Everything is like back to the past, everything in the middle is like a unrealistic dream.
Yuan Yuan noticed that I was looking at him. He looked up at me and laughed. He raised his hand and helped me put a chopstick of vegetables in front of me and said, ”Mom, have dinner.”
When I was stunned, I suddenly found that the child had grown so big. I thought time was just a nap. In fact, time has been moving forward, and everything can't be turned back. A kind of lonely despair diffuses up, submerges me slowly.
”Mom.” Yuan Yuan called me, and I recovered from the trance. Then I found myself holding chopsticks for how long.
”Nothing.” I lowered my head to hide the wet feeling in my eyes. When I raised my head again, everything was calm.
Yuan Yuan and Tong Tong have been worried with me for a long time. They have lost a lot of weight. After dinner, I bathed the two children. They lay on the cot and soon fell asleep.
The room was quiet, and the only sound was that the small alarm clock on the desk was ticking. I took a look at the time, 10:30 p.m.
I raised my hand and turned off the lamp in the room. I turned to the bedroom outside, but when the light went dark, I drowned myself in the dark.
A kind of indescribable helpless water like diffuse up, I can no longer stop their eyes sour, turned out of the room.
In the room, I felt a beast hidden in my chest, trying to rush out. I felt that the walls around me were squeezing me so hard that the last bit of oxygen in my lungs was squeezing out. Suffocation makes me nowhere to escape, almost stumbling out of the door, standing in the weeds courtyard gasping.
In the early winter air, there is a cold knife. One by one, these small knives flew into my lungs and pierced my whole body. At this moment, the pain really appeared on my body. I no longer had the strength to stand. I bent down little by little and gasped on the ground.
Where on earth is he Liancheng? I don't want to believe that he is really dead. He can't leave Kuankuan who is only one year old to die.
Pain is like a sharp blade in the chest repeatedly inserted, I finally lost the strength to sit on the ground, big drops of tears fall down, everything is far away, the only feeling is the chest pain, pain to tears, but cry no way.
The steady and rhythmic tap on the door bit by bit pulled me out of the darkness where I felt so painful that I couldn't breathe. I was stunned for a while and realized that it was the door of my own house that was being patted.
Someone outside the door was clapping and shouting, ”Leyi.”
I recognized that it was Shi Lan's voice. I wiped away the tears on my face. I went over and opened the door. Shi Lan was at the door. She had Shen Mo beside her.
”The baby is not feeling well today. I stayed in the hospital all day and came late.” She put out her hand to hold me and said, ”fortunately, Shen Mo knows where you live. I don't feel relieved to come here to have a look.”
Shen Mo stood by his own white horse six. Under the cold moonlight in early winter, his shadow was as thin as paper. When he saw me, he said with a smile: ”fortunately, I thought I could see you hiding behind the crowd, crying bitterly. I didn't expect that you were pretty good, but your eyes were red. It's not easy to see your jokes. ”
”Shen Mo, you go back first. I'll accompany Leyi tonight.” Shi LAN tried to wink at him, but Shen Mo said what he had just said.
”It's OK. I can't see it once, maybe two or three times. You are welcome to watch jokes around me often.” I smile, bitter mouth, heart pain.
I know her kindness, but I don't want to accept her to accompany me. I want to have a time to really think about he Liancheng alone.
”I'll stay with you for a few days.” Said shlan, pushing the door open.
”No, I have nothing to do with myself. Your baby is not comfortable. Let Shen Mo take you back. I really don't have to look at me as a patient or someone with a problem. I'll be fine with two kids. ” I said it with all my heart. I didn't leave any room for him.
At this time, Shen Mo said with a smile, ”I guess right. We've just come here to do more than one thing. She won't look for life or death for a man.”
”Shen Mo, don't say a word.” I can't hear it anymore.
”I'm such a person that I don't look for life or death for a man, really.” After I said that, I smile to Shi LAN, shake my head and say, ”you go back, I really don't need company.””Call me if you have something to do.” Shlan made a concession.
When Shi LAN turned to walk down the steps, Shen Mo left the car body, pulled open the door, took a piece of information from the front seat, came to me, put it in my hand and said, ”let's see. I've investigated what he Xiao has done. It's just a few days late, otherwise nothing like that will happen at the wedding.”
I took it in my hand and felt heavy. Looking at the end of Shen, I suddenly didn't know what to say.
He is not related to me, but he always appears at the right opportunity and gives me something I want but can't get. I'd like to know what he Xiao has done, but he Liancheng is no longer here. I really don't know what good it is for me to get these materials.
”It's not enough to file a case. You have a score in your heart. You can't really put him in until you find the evidence related to the traffic accident. Don't think so much. Before he Xiao's fall, you and I were still allies. ” When Shen Mo finished, he opened the door and got on the car. Shi LAN rolled down the window and waved to me.