Chapter 254 (1/2)
When he looked at me, he never had such a cold look in his eyes.
Now that the words have been spoken, there is no need to use all kinds of nice words to cover up my real purpose. I turn my head difficultly and stare at his cold and desperate eyes. The sadness and anger in his eyes make me at a loss. I can't help reaching out to hold his hand.
When I touched the cold of his fingertips, he threw me away and said indifferently, ”don't seduce me with your posture.”
”Lian Cheng, calm down. I came out of my study and didn't say a word about what we were talking about. Why? I'm afraid to hurt you. I didn't figure out how to start talking to you about it. Yes, if I had told you what I thought earlier, you would not have made these difficult choices. In your eyes, it's like I've done everything on purpose, tested you enough, and then said I won't play this game. In fact, the reason why I make a decision so late is that I am also struggling and hesitating, and I don't know how to choose the best. ” I don't want him to be like this, and I don't want him to misunderstand me. I want to make it clear to him.
He Zelin is more sensitive and faster than him.
I went to see him today. I didn't want to make this decision at all. I just wanted to test his real idea and see what I could do best. I wanted to minimize the harm to each other. However, I don't know why, the result of my conversation with he Zelin is that I made a decision on this matter today, and signed an agreement as if it were indelible evidence!
”I'm calm!” He sneered, ”you've nullified my arrangements and efforts over the past two years. I'm calm?”
He said so much that every sentence was angry. Even if it's angry, I feel that my heart is full of wounds. But I know that he felt worse.
After he said these words, I didn't know how to talk to him, and I didn't want to let go. However, I really don't want him to become a laughing stock because of me. He was so angry that he let out his words, saying that someone was sneering at him. How can I make up my mind to leave without any room for maneuver?
But I hesitated, I didn't want to, I didn't give up.
He Zelin was right. I didn't have the courage of my mother. I swayed left and right every step I took. Now I really want to have my parents around, they can make the best choice for me.
”Liancheng, what do you want to do?” I asked him, putting my mind aside.
At the moment when I saw him so sad and desperate, the strength of my heart suddenly disappeared. As long as he was not so sad and desperate, anything would do. Even if I regret it in the future, even if he blames me in the future, I will admit it. That's it, okay? I've done a few days of psychological construction, but it's not worth a look from him.
”I'll tell you, I've made a date for my engagement, and it's the same day as Liu Tian's engagement. You have to go, as a bride“ He coldly dropped the sentence, turned and walked out.
I look at his back, panic into a ball.
I know I can't give up on he Liancheng, but I didn't expect that I didn't have the bottom line to this extent in the face of him. Isn't such a furious quarrel what I want? After the quarrel, one beat and two scattered! But how can I feel so sad in my heart?
I chase out, he has opened the door, and then forced to take, the room quiet down.
He Liancheng didn't come back for a week in a row. I called him countless times, but he didn't answer any of them. I don't know what he is thinking or doing. I can only feel anxious and broad-minded. With my aunt's puzzled and concerned eyes, I smile and say it's OK.
If he hates me because he is very angry, it will be a good ending. At least I will bear it together and let him have no psychological burden. In this relationship, I'm the one who's ungrateful. If he can think like that, it's best!
A week later, on Monday afternoon, I called he Zelin and asked about he Liancheng's situation in the past week. He said in an uninformed tone: ”he is preparing for the wedding, very urgent but complete. I always thought you two decided to get married and not worry about the future. You haven't seen him this week? ” He finally asked.
He's actually preparing for the wedding?! To prepare for the wedding without telling me, this should have been a big surprise for women, but it made my heart beat!
It only shows one thing that he did. He was very angry! He was furious!
With his personality, I believe he can do a divorce ceremony three days after marriage. But what can I say? I call him not to answer, I go to his company can't see him, what can I do?!
Just after he Zelin's phone was hung up, my mobile phone suddenly rang and Peng Jiade got through. He said in a smiling voice: ”Leyi, he Liancheng's wedding dress. I'll send someone to send it to you this afternoon to try it on. Remember to wait at home.”
”Where is he?” I asked.
”Just ten minutes away, please go home and wait. When he is satisfied, I will send it to you. To tell you the truth, the last time I gave you all the goods I pressed on the bottom of the box, he Liancheng really bothered... ”Peng Jiade didn't know what happened between us. He thought the wedding must be happy for both sides.”Did he tell you where he was going next?” I interrupted him and didn't listen to him about the process of customizing the wedding dress.