Chapter 250 (1/2)
He looked at me with the kind of gentle eyes that could drip water, and I indulged in it as soon as I wasn't careful. He folded his arms, pulled the distance between us to the nearest, a pair of eyes bit by bit, and then gently pressed his lips on my lips, whispered with a mumbling gesture: ”Leyi, I love you.”
His eyes and voice were like a catalyst. I dropped my armor and was defeated immediately.
”And you?” He looked me in the eye and repeated, ”what about you?”
I moved my mouth and made a mouth shape, but I still couldn't say those words. I just feel that at this stage, there is no need and no reason to say. His face tightened, he bit my lip heavily, and said with some grievances, ”I'm angry if I don't say it again.”
I saw him suddenly become a child. He was very warm in his heart. He held his neck, looked into his eyes and said clearly, ”I love you.”
His eyes lit up at once, and he kisses them deeply and eagerly
When I woke up the next day, I saw his smiling face and suddenly felt that everything last night was like a dream. I leaned over to kiss his eyes and asked, ”was I dreaming last night?”
”Do you want to do it again?” He asked with a smile.
I have no choice but to shake my head. If he doesn't want to say something, he will try his best to change the topic, but I have to ask about the marriage. I don't want him to fool me so carelessly.
Because I have experienced a marriage, I know that marriage is not a matter for two people. It is a matter for two families. Chu Yi and I were as good as one person at the beginning, but we were not separated in the end.
Now the man around him is he Liancheng. He is better and more considerate to me and pays more. Even in all our experiences, he has always been the active victim. He has given up, hesitated and regretted... But now he still firmly chooses me.
At the moment when he proposed to get married last night, I was not unmoved, but I couldn't go on as ignorant as before. I'm not the best mate for him.
I am not self abased, nor hypocritical, but feel that he paid so much for me, I want to do something for him. Do I really want to marry him with Yuan Yuan and Tong Tong, bearing the identity of being a wine maid? How can he raise his head in the circle?
He Zelin's words on that day were just to the end. He said that living together and marrying you are two completely different things. He also told he Liancheng clearly, do you think your marriage will not have a great impact on your business?
Since he asked such a question, the answer is self-evident, and every answer should be in the affirmative.
We are not children, not ignorant, in this emotional competition, we all know what we have met and what we will encounter in the future.
He Xiao is now he Zelin's son. If he chooses a girl who is in the right family and helps his career to get married, his advantage is too obvious. Although we don't know what the outcome of the final contest between He Xiao and he Liancheng will be in the future, according to He Xiao's character, how can he squeeze into the door of he's family with little purpose?
We have all learned from He Xiao's methods. He will certainly have the advantage in all aspects and package himself as the most perfect successor. Now he Zelin will be sixty years old, which is a long time for he Xiao. He can go to the group in five or six years after returning to China and squeeze into he's family to obtain official identity, which will widen the gap between he Liancheng and him in a shorter time.
My marriage with he Liancheng will not only bring nothing to him, but also become a burden to him.
He gave up everything to marry me, just because he loves me now. At the beginning of love, we don't have to pay attention to the equality. Whether we fall in love at first sight or give in after a long time, it will burn up quickly. But what happens when the passion fades? What will happen after the practical problems are put in front of us one by one?
Now I can feel that he Liancheng's desire for marriage between us is at the end of a bolt. He is fighting with his last strength to decide to marry me, and then he will burn his bridges and tie us together.
After that? Love is the most afraid of the disappearance of love at the same time, two are slightly tired into the marriage, then the marriage life can be imagined.
He Zelin's non-interference, on the contrary, let me recognize our situation, our gap, let me have a deep sense of retreat.
”What's the matter?” He shaved my nose and asked me. I blinked an eye to see, I was stunned this moment, he has tidied up.
”Lian Cheng, after taking the children to pick up Kuankuan today?” I smile and hide the tangles in my heart.
”Well, it's time to cultivate a relationship with my father in advance. I'll move back to live after I get married.” He Liancheng said with a gentle smile, ”hurry up. It's almost nine o'clock now. I'll get two children.””Well.” I answered.
His casual words made me feel that the idea in my heart was as hard as iron, which made my heart ache. I just said that I wanted to meet Kuankuan with him. I didn't want to cultivate feelings with he Zelin in advance, but wanted to have a good talk with him.
I hope to hear his truest opinion. After all, at my age, I still don't see things clearly enough, and I don't have elders around to ask for advice. Since he is an old friend of his father, I would like to hear his opinion on some things after he Liancheng's relationship is considered as an old friend.
He Liancheng, like a dutiful father, took the children and me to choose a Taoist Museum. At last, he chose a Taoist museum which is said to have an embassy background, paid the tuition, set the class time, and successfully completed the task assigned by the teacher last week with the clothes of the Taoist Museum.