Chapter 119 (1/2)
I took the test report and walked out of the hospital. Standing on the street full of people, I suddenly feel the sun glare, I dare not open my eyes. In such a prosperous and warm world, I can't feel a trace of warmth.
Why every child of mine came to this world, never accompanied by his father, why every time he got the test sheet, he didn't smile to meet them... In other people's eyes, it was a big happy event, but it was like a thunderbolt to me.
I don't know how I got back to the company. I only recovered from sitting at my desk. Yu Miao worried and helped me get a cup of hot water and asked, ”sister Lin, are you too tired? Go back to work on the last day today. I'll lock the door and turn off the power when I get off work. ”
”It's OK. You go first. It's time for the traffic jam.” I put on a stylized smile and said to her.
”Are you... Really OK?” She asked.
”I'm fine.” I said a word gently, and then holding the cup, I felt a trace of warmth spread from the palm of my hand to my body. Finally, I accumulated enough strength and said to her, ”you go first, I'll go soon. It's new year's Eve tonight. ”
She didn't see anything unusual on my face. She went back to her seat and packed up her things and said to me, ”sister Lin, I'll go.”
As soon as I was ready to nod and signal her to go, I felt a tumult in my stomach and stood up with my hand on the table. Endure suffering quickly to the bathroom, she saw me like this, and stopped.
Too late to say hello to her, I quickly walked into the bathroom. After a bout of retching, I cleaned myself up and involuntarily touched my stomach. In this, there is a little life, she (he) in this way domineering prompted her (he) existence... I really decided not to her (he) it?
The woman in the mirror was pale, with no blood on her lips and a sense of death and despair in her eyes... I shook my head - I don't want to be like this, I can't be like this
When I got back to the office, Yu Miao was still standing in front of my desk. Hearing my voice coming in, she turned around and said, ”sister Lin, Let me help you clear the table. Let's go together. ”
”No, you go first. I'll wait a little longer.” I sat back.
Yu Miao hesitated for a moment and then said carefully, ”sister Lin, please pay more attention to your health. I'll go first.”
I nodded to her and said happy New Year!
Hearing that the door was closed, I relaxed. Looking at the empty office, I was afraid that I would collapse soon. After checking all the power switches, I called Shi LAN.
”You don't have to come to pick up Baoer. Let's go to his parents' home in Dongdan for 30 days and take Baoer to you.” Sloan's voice was full of joy.
”Well, good.” I forced myself to be at a loss.
”What's the matter with you? Isn't it very interesting? ” Sheeran was acutely aware that I was different.
”It's OK. I want to hear their voices. I suddenly miss them both.” I said.
Shi Lan said wait a moment, and then I heard Yuan Yuan's tender voice: ”Mom, aunt Lan said we'll be there in half an hour, can we go up to you?”
”Yes.” I answered with tears and a smile.
The softest part of my heart was touched by him, and I almost decided in an instant that I wanted this child for nothing else, just because he was the angel God gave me.
On the way back from the hospital, I always thought: if I can be sure that the child is he Liancheng, I will be born, because I really love him; If not, will I choose to give up
But at the moment when I heard Yuanyuan's voice just now, I decided to ask him, no matter who his father is, he is the baby in my stomach, which is my most precious possession.
Shi LAN and her husband Wang Tao arrive at the office after 40 minutes. Shi Lan's face is full of smiles, and her stomach has come out. Tong Tong and Yuan Yuan are holding hands. From a distance, it's like a happy family. The faces of the two babies are smiling.
As like as two peas, they met brother in front of the company. They saw a brother who was just the same. They saw the same twins. They bent down in excitement and friendliness and asked them, ”Wow, how cute! Who are your brothers?”
I looked at all this through the glass and stood up to open the door. The two babies were about to talk to the beautiful sister. When they heard the sound of the door, they looked up and saw me. As soon as their eyes lit up, they rushed over and called, ”Mom, mom.”
That girl may be more like children, looked at me and said: ”Wow, you are young, the baby is so big, I really don't see it.”
I laughed and asked them if the company could get off work soon, how to have a holiday during the Spring Festival and so on. While chatting, the girl's face changed and whispered, ”here comes the leader.”Then quickly turned back to the office, I looked back and saw a pedestrian coming from the elevator. He Liancheng was surrounded by several people.
As soon as Shi LAN saw him, he was so angry that he stretched out his hand to stop him and said, ”Oh, Mr. He, it's rare. You are very young. You have a bad memory. It's shameless not to admit it after eating. ”
”Alan.” Wang Tao gave her a hand and took Shi LAN to his arms to protect him.
I don't want to let he Liancheng lose face in front of his employees. I immediately opened the door and said to Shi LAN, ”you go in and have a rest. Don't talk nonsense.”