Chapter 107 (1/2)

”You're just because I like you.” He stuck to the tip of my nose, finished this sentence, turned and left like the wind.

I sat down on the ground, full of quiet ears, his footsteps farther and farther away, finally can not hear. I finally cried out, without fear to cry out.

I finally messed it up, I used up their patience, and then everything went back to the starting point.

I sat on the floor crying, the door was pushed open, a pair of black high heels stood in front of me, I looked up and saw the face of Sloan.

She bent down, hugged me, patted me on the back and said, ”don't be afraid, I'm still here.”

She took out a wet towel to help me dry the tears on my face and said, ”when I came up, I went across from Liu Tian and told him not to speak. I knew something was not right, so I left two Xiaobao below. My friend was waiting in the car.”

I hold back tears, a belly of unwilling and aggrieved pressure down, see yourself in the mirror, in addition to red eyes, can't see the traces of crying, just to Shi Lan said: ”let's go.”

Shi Lan's husband was waiting in the car downstairs with her babies. When she saw Shi LAN and I walking over, she showed a smile and said, ”Hello, Yue Yi.”

I also laughed and said, ”thank you for coming to pick me up.”

What else did he want to say? Shi LAN pulled his sleeve and stopped immediately.

When I sat in the back seat, two Xiaobao climbed up and hugged for a while. The car left the hospital. Tong Tong looked out of the car with some expectation and asked: ”where's uncle he?”

My heart a sour, they actually have been used to he Liancheng will appear in my side at any time.

”Where's uncle he?” Yuan Yuan also asked, ”not with mom?”

”Uncle he didn't come to work today.” I turned to look out of the car and quietly wiped a tear.

Shi LAN in the front row took a worried look at me and said, ”you go to live with us for a few days. I'm afraid you can't take care of yourself.”

”Don't worry, I'm all right.” I said it easily, as if heartless.

Shi LAN looked at me suspiciously, hesitated to send me back to my original 50 square meter house, opened the door, and a smell of dust rushed to my nose.

In the early stage of her pregnancy, she had a strong reaction. I saw her look tired. She sent them away with a smile, and then went home to clean up the house.

Yuan Yuan seemed to feel something. He stood by the sofa and drew a picture on the tea machine with his fingers. Seeing me coming back, he looked up and asked me, ”why don't you live with uncle he?”

It was so easy for me to disguise and be strong that I was almost defeated by his children's words at that moment. For the first time, I didn't answer the child's questions directly. I walked to the kitchen and gave him a background before I said: ”mom likes to come back to live.”

Yuan Yuan didn't continue to ask, but Tong Tong dismantled the platform and asked, ”is uncle he coming back?”

My feelings to the critical point, suddenly roared: ”don't mention uncle he in the future!”

Tong Tong and Yuan Yuan stopped at once, and the room was quiet again. I was distracted and busy in the kitchen, and when my mood calmed down, I went out. Only then discovered the Yuan Yuan side drops the tear, simultaneously wipes the tear to the younger brother, also whispers softly said: ”did not cry, the mother saw will be sad.”

My tears, like the dam that opened the gate, gushed out. Yuan Yuan looked up to see me, carefully asked: ”mother does not cry, Tong Tong will not ask.”

I put the two of them in my arms, suppressed the emotion of a day, found the exit, three people hugged and cried together.

Although the two children didn't understand why I was crying, they probably guessed that it was related to he Liancheng. Since then, they have never mentioned the name again. The children cried and fell asleep in my arms. I took them to the bed and covered them. I went back to the living room by myself.

Fortunately, with the two of them by my side, when I am most helpless, I think that someone needs my care, and then I can suppress my collapsing mood and quickly restore calm.

No one lived in the house for more than two months, and there were floating ashes everywhere.

I closed the bedroom door, washed a basin of water, rolled up my sleeves and started cleaning. No matter whether there is love or no man, life always goes on. Apart from the redness and swelling of eyes, tears can't bring a grain of white rice.

Busy to 1:30 at night, the house was finally clean. I turn on all the lights in the living room, kitchen and toilet to check if there are any corners that haven't been cleaned.

After I finally couldn't find any dead end, I took a bath and went back to my bedroom to lie beside the children.

Listening to their steady and soothing breathing sound, I am particularly awake, as if I had been sleeping all my life, and I didn't feel sleepy at all.I have been listening to the movement around me with my eyes closed, the sound of the car coming back downstairs, the sound of driving away after a while, the sound of the alarm clock ticking at the head of the bed