Volume 1 Chapter 26 Part2 (1/1)
Well I suppose I understand why Chen Xiao Zheng and his mom would be so hard on themselves now
Sad stories, sad stories It’s feeling pretty angsty On a happier note, I’et to the next part of their lives now that their youth is over
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Your dad’s as very smooth, he had two thousand people in the state co all the technicians at the factory he was chosen as the chief engineer At that time, none of the people had left for the holidays fro into the hospital, ouldn’t face it with a smile? It was that I had been unhappy, and I couldn’t keep all the good things You were only four one to the workplace and an accident occurred, and he never returned
Soeverywhere at the funeral, but when the ot cold, and the little bit of pension was put into reat illness, and then nothing was left That was also throay The harder thing was that I was a wo up a child When you were little, your body was also not good My work circuot lower and lower, I had less and less tio find the director, the union president, and only begged the three shi+fts in the departood brothers with your dad At that time, they could only look at me, with a conflicted expression and tell me of the factory’s difficulties They would wantup less requests As a , I only wanted to take care of arten yet, and this kind of request was even seen as too much?
When you were in kindergarten, you suddenly got a high fever during the night time The factory clinics couldn’t cure it I had to carry you about three kilo fees I don’t kno many relatives’ doors I knocked on They only said, I should find a guy Why was I continuing on like this? A Zheng, I made a promise in front of your father’s soul that I would keep hiuy I even shared ood part was that you lived up to your expectations When you got into university, all the otten froh for your tuition I asked your second uncle if I could borrow 500 dollars, and he illing to give us hand But after he gave us the money, he carried away the TV in our house How much money was a TV worth? He had only calculated precisely at the time e didn’t knoe could pay it back Our losses accuht? The ain, you feel annoyed, but this is life A Zheng, I’s, only to tell you that humbleness has no happiness”
Everyhad reet the bitterness he had gone through when he was young Thisthe sht now He focused onhis voice calm, ”All of these I reo abroad because I araduate, our lives will definitely get better and better You will also have a day when you have good fortune”
Hisre, his ht now, she didn’t cry, ”I can’t believe you Before, you were alwaysothers relax But now, for a girl, you can actually give up on such agreat opportunity You should know, your household doesn’t have a way to give you any help You will have to depend on yourself for everything Throughout your life, you will irls, but how many paths can make a shortcut for your life? You don’t even have such a siement, how can I believe that the later days will be better? Look at yourself, before you always knehat to do Now, you won’t sleep in the s What use can that suys shelter?”
Chen Xiao Zheng was hard to refute, ”Moood with dad, you should know that some people only appear once in life”
His mom looked at her own chapped hands, and slowly shook her head, ”I haven’t read as many books as you, I also understand sis are like taste It can only be like MSG, you can’t get full fro to separate her son froirl that you brought back I’ll ad to have you by rown up, this day will co Wei, you like her, I understand, at this age, how can you not like those types of girls that are pretty and bold, but you also saw Her pretty looks, how can she go through hard tiood days’ co to go through hard tiood? Poor and lowly misery between a couple When you taste the bitter head you will understand You’ve been se You should know, people like us that are born into this faood for the future One type is soround that will help you h uni of a faround, but she is s you to not worry about anything Zheng Wei, that type, isn’t anything A girl like her, needs people to hold her A Zheng, you don’t have the qualification now”
A Zheng’s hands hung beside his body and clenched tightly into fists, ”I don’t want to hear these things, mom, don’t force me, why must I choose between you and her?”
The person before hiain, ”I’m old, even with a better life, I can only live for a few more days Ever since your dad died, my life ended And your life is your own, even if you are my son, even if Ihope you will become exceptional I don’t have a way to help you live If you don’t want to listen toYou have thought it through before, so you are only afraid of it now When you were three, I was still hugging you, playing with the neighbor’s child Others teased you and asked you what you wanted to becorew up? But you are my child, I know, from childhood, you’ve always been an a better than others, and was more exceptional than others You understand pain so well, you want to succeed, but is it only for ave up on this decision did your heart never hurt before? Today, you love her, you think that love is the , but wait until you slip up in reality One day you will hate her So, your choice has never been betweenyour choice between yourself and her”
It was very late already When his s, she was basically exhausted When she went into her roo re, she had been so pretty and straight Until nohen people remembered the years before when she and his father had been a couple People had always said they had been roile as dried paper
She closed her own door, leaving him alone with his father’s portrait Now there was no one else to force him He leaned on the chest of drawers and slowly kneeled on the cold concrete floor, looking at his calm and wise father He was as lost as a child, the thousands of paths in front of hio?
”Dad, tell ?”