Vol 2 Chapter 81 (2/2)

When she thought about it later, she realized when she opened the door she was too urgent, maybe she should’ve taken a few deep breaths, so she could leave lookingand unhurried However, at that time she had no other choice She could not stay there, because she was afraid that her disobedient tears would co down the next second

Within any workplace, there would always be ro Some people would be seen as bear paws (desirable, popular) and some people would be considered arsenic (to stay away fro Wei couldn’t understand, within 8 hours, after the romance between 2 people who met frequently wilted, hoere they supposed to pick up the broken pieces Or, how could there people people who could act like nothing had happened, even enjoying the auity of it But, she clearly couldn’t do it, so she had always considered office ro God was actually just playing a joke on her (Because now Chen Xiao Zheng had come to the office, haha)

Curse all the soap opera dra loss and e them that will never understand, so) days with them, someone who had shared their happiest moments in the world with theerous tied with handshakes, what had said proave fierce hot kisses, now had turned into saying, with a polite s”

A heart that had been settled (calle day, when she raised the corners of her lips (s any vulnerability (emotion), that blunt and rusty saly saay at her heart Sometimes, she wished it were a sharp blade, like his last words before he left, drawing blood (figuratively, lol), i, only that was a forhter of the Sea”, the ed into the 2 legs of a human, however [she felt] pain like from a sharp knife, not only because she forfeited her old self, butcaused, and no one said anything [about it]

Ruan Ruan co, “If you can’t choose, then only look ahead (towards the future) Don’t think about why he returned, don’t care about that You only need to knohat you want (now)”

Zheng Wei said, “What do I want? The only thing I want is peace/calm” But she loves him, so she cannot have peace

As a result, she repeatedly asked, “Why are we like this, we clearly know [he] doesn’t deserve it, but we still hold hope within our hearts”

[Even] the smart Ruan Ruan didn’t kno to reply to that

Na these lonely days, the most hopeless times, she still chose to re the pain from afterwards She constantly tried to put herself in his shoes, to understand his decision and respect it Her hate was sometimes only because she still loved him

How could she not love him, love wasn’t a dam, where if you said open, it would open, and if you said close, it closed During that period of her love, she risked herself, [until] not even a sliver of energy was left [in her] And he left abruptly, during her happiest time In the middle, there was no quarrel, no period of silent treates Letting their passionate love dissipate, like a song, once it was sung till the happiest, cheerfullest moment, it would suddenly stop

That’s right, she loved Chen Xiao Zheng She loved hiht, peoplesoh (She was already hurt once, should listen to his advice)

As a result, when she went back to the co with hi reception dinner in the past where he had been hesitant and had forgotten himself, he maintained a normal reaction around her all of the time, even his smile was distant, as if they’re past interactions weren’t serious and they were only colleagues, and everything was in the past But this was only her own speculations She secretly pitied her own unrequited love (as if she showered love on hi it was reciprocated when it actually wasn’t) Early on, he had said that there was no need for anyone to wait for the other Zhong Jian was the country’s strongest construction corporation; hi sent to Er Fen, it was only a small coincidence that was part of the inevitable Previously, she had actually thought that he had come because of her

Actually, the 3 years tih his inherent qualities of antisocialness and aloofness were still there, but in the end, he knew a littleways of the world than before Duringopinion with the violent tery at the rude comments, even Zhou Qu had to speak up to break it up In the past, the only thing to worry about with Chen Xiao Zheng’s tehed a bit, knowing fully well that he was right, not persistently insisting (trying to convince hi Desheng who had intentionally coreedy, lecherous, and particular about his friends/acquaintances These were all the character traits he despised the most, she observed hi, but his mouth (the words he said?) were still extremely polite