Part 9 (1/2)
”Can she stay here?”
”Of course. There's a large guest wing on the side of the great room opposite my family rooms. You and yours can live there in comfort and privacy until we get your house built.”
”Thank you.”
”You'll need more than two humans.”
”I don't like the others that I've been using. I needed them, but I don't want to keep them.”
He nodded. ”It goes that way sometimes. I'll introduce you to others. I know adult children of our symbionts who have been waiting and hoping to join an Ina child. Some of them can't wait to join us; others can't wait to leave us. But before you meet them, you'll have to spend the next week going once more to each of the ones you don't want. You'll have to talk to them, tell them to forget you, and become just a romantic dream to them. Otherwise, chances are they'll look for you. They don't need you, but they'll want you. They might waste their lives looking for you.”
”All right.”
We began to walk again. He said, ”I'm taking you to see your youngest brother, Stefan, because you were close to him. You spent the first twenty-five years of your life with him at your mothers' community. The two of you were always phoning each other after Stefan moved here. While you're with him, though, don't mention Hugh Tang.”
”All right.”
”Did you kill Hugh because you'd gone mad with hunger? Did you eat him?”
”... yes.”
”I thought so. He was Stefan's symbiont. He had met you several times, and Stefan chose him to be part of the search party because he knew Hugh would recognize you. I'll tell your brother what happened later.”
We entered one of the smaller houses through the back door. In the kitchen, we found three women working. One was stirring and seasoning something in a pot on the stove, one was searching through a huge, double-doored refrigerator, and one was mixing things in a large bowl.
”Esther, Celia, Daryl,” Iosif said, gesturing toward each of them as he said their names so that I would know who was who. Two of them, Esther and Celia, had skin as dark as mine, and I looked at them with interest. They were the first black people I remembered meeting. And yet the genes for my dark skin had to have come from someone like these women. The women turned to look at us, saw me, and Esther whispered my name.
”Shori! Oh my goodness.”
But they were all strangers to me. Iosif told them what had happened to me, while I examined each face. I could see that they knew me, but I didn't know them. I felt tired all of a sudden, hopeless. I followed Iosif into the living room where he introduced me to my youngest brother, Stefan, and to more of his human symbionts-two men and two women. The symbionts left us as soon as they'd greeted me and heard about my memory loss. I did not know them, didn't know the house, didn't know anything.
Then I did know one small thing-something I deduced rather than remembered. I could see that Stefan was darker than Iosif, darker than Wright. He was a light brown to my darker brown, and that meant ...
”You're an experiment, too,” I said to him when we'd talked for a while.
”Of course I am,” he said. ”I should have been you, so to speak. We have the same black human mother.”
I smiled, comforted that I had been right to believe that one of my mothers had been a black human. ”Did I know her?”
”You were her favorite. Whenever I did something wrong, she'd shake her head and say I wasn't really what she had in mind anyway.” He smiled sadly, remembering. ”She said I was too much like Iosif.”
”And someone murdered her,” I said. ”Someone murdered them all.”
”Someone did.”
”Why? Why would anyone do that?”
He shook his head. ”If we knew why, we might already have found out who. I don't understand how this person was able to kill everyone-except you. Our Ina mothers were powerful. They should have been ... much harder to kill.”
”Could it have happened because humans thought we were vampires?” I asked. ”I mean, if they thought we were killing people, they might have-”
”No,” Stefan and Iosif said together. Then Iosif said, ”We live in rural areas. People around us know one another. They know us-or they think they do. No one had died mysteriously in my mates' home territory except my mates themselves and their community.”
”I don't mean that we have been killing people,” I said. ”I mean ... what if someone saw one of us feeding and ... drew the wrong conclusions?”
Iosif and Stefan looked at one another. Finally Iosif said, ”I don't believe that could have happened. Your mothers and sisters were even more careful than we are.”
”I don't believe humans could have done it,” Stefan said.
”I was burned and shot,” I said. ”Anyone can use fire and guns.”
Iosif shook his head. ”I questioned several of the people who live near your mothers' community. There was nothing wrong, no trouble, no suspicions, no grudges.”
”When I went to the ruin today,” I said, ”someone had been there. He was human, young, unarmed, and he'd walked all around the ruin. Did you notice?”
”Yes. He prowls. He lives in your general area but down toward the town of Gold Bar. He's sixteen, and I suspect he prowls without his parents' knowledge.” He shook his head. ”We combed the area very thoroughly. He was one of the people we checked. He didn't know anything. No one knows anything.”
I sighed. ”They don't and I don't.” I looked from one lean, sharp face to the other, realizing that they had drawn away from me a little, and now they looked oddly uncomfortable. They fidgeted and glanced at one another now and then.
I said, ”Tell me about my family, my mothers. How many mothers did I have anyway? Were they all sisters except for the human one? How many sisters did I have?”
”Our mothers were three sisters,” Stefan said, ”and one human woman who donated DNA. Also, there were two eldermothers-our mothers' surviving mothers. The two eldermothers were the ones who made it possible for us-you in particular-to be born with better-than-usual protection from the sun and more daytime alertness.”
”They integrated the human DNA with our own somehow?”
”They did, yes. They were both over 350 years old, and biology fascinated them. Once their children were mated, they studied with humans from several universities and with other Ina who were working on the problem. They understood more about the uses of viruses in genetic engineering than anyone I've ever heard of, and they understood it well before humans did. They were fantastic people to work with and talk to.” He paused, shaking his head. ”I still can't believe that they're dead-that someone would murder them that way.”
”Could their work be the reason they were murdered?” I asked. ”Did anyone object to it or try to stop it?”
Stefan looked at Iosif and Iosif shook his head. ”I don't believe so. Shori, our people have been trying to do this for generations. If you could remember, you'd know what a celebrity you are. People traveled from South America, Europe, Asia, and Africa to see you and to understand what our mothers had done.”
”There are Ina in Africa, and they haven't done this?”
”Not yet.”
”Was anyone visiting just before the fire?”
”Don't know,” Iosif said. ”I hadn't spoken to your mothers for a week and a half. When I phoned them in the early morning and told them I wanted to visit the next night, they said they would be expecting me. They said if I came, I had to stay a few days.” He smiled, apparently taking pleasure in his memories, then his expression sagged into sadness. ”They told me to bring at least five symbionts. I took them at their word. The next night, I gathered five of my people and drove down there. Vasile had wanted to use the helicopter for something so I took one of the bigger cars. When I got there, I found smoke and ashes and death.” He paused, staring out into nothing. ”Once I'd seen it and understood it, I called home to get Stefan and Radu to come down with some of their symbionts to help clean things up, to hunt for survivors, and to keep our secrets secret.”
So that was how Hugh Tang had wound up at the cave looking for me. ”What have you learned since then?” I asked.
He turned away from me, paced a few steps away, then the same few back. ”Nothing!” The word was a harsh whisper. ”Not one G.o.dd.a.m.ned thing.”
I sighed. Suddenly, I'd had enough. ”I think I need to go home,” I said. ”Let's go get Wright, and you can take us back to the ruin.”
”You are home.” He stood in front of me and looked down at me with an expression I couldn't read, except that it wasn't an altogether friendly expression. ”You must think of this place as your home.”
”I will,” I said. ”I'll be glad to come back here and learn more about my life, my family. But I'm tired now. I feel ... I need to go back to things that feel familiar.”