Part 4 (1/2)

”Fine. I thought I might feel a little weak, like I did when I donated blood, but I'm fine. I don't think you took very much.”

”I think I probably took more than I should have from you yesterday. Who did you donate blood to?”

”Friend of mine was in a car wreck. They saved him, but he lost a lot of blood.”

”He took blood from you?”

”No, nothing like that. He ... do you know what a transfusion is?”

I thought about it and then realized that I did know. ”In the hospital, blood was sent from a container directly into your friend's veins.”

”That's right, but it wasn't my blood. He and I aren't even the same blood type. I just gave to offset a little of what he had used.” He bent, picked me up, and kissed me. ”It isn't nearly as much fun as what you do.”

I had already found that I enjoyed any skin-to-skin contact with him. For a few moments, I gave myself up to that enjoyment. Then, reluctantly, I drew back. ”Someone was here today,” I said. ”A woman came to the door while I was filling the tub for a bath. I think she heard the water running. She knocked and called your name.”

”Older woman?” he asked.

”I couldn't see her.”

”My aunt, maybe. My aunt and uncle live it the big house out front.” He gestured toward the front of the cabin with the arm that wasn't holding me. Then he put me down. ”You probably saw it last night. They had company so it was all lit up.”

”Can she get in here? Does she have a key?”

”Yeah. My uncle does anyway. But they don't snoop. I think you'll be okay in here.”

I wasn't so sure, but I let it go. If the woman ever came into the cabin while Wright was at work, I would bite her. Then she would accept my being here, keep it secret, feed me, and then maybe help me find some of the answers I was looking for.

”I'm glad we're going back to the site of the fire this weekend,” I said. ”I found articles that said the place was abandoned and that vandals set it afire.”

”Good work,” he said. ”I thought you'd find something online.”

”But why would it say that?” I demanded. ”I'm sure it wasn't abandoned. In fact, I'm pretty sure I was there. It was close to the cave where I woke up and not really close to anything else.”

He thought about that, then shook his head. ”I found articles at the library that said the same thing,” he said. ”They were from two small newspapers in the area. The reporters wouldn't have any reason to lie.”

I shook my head. ”If I can find them, I can get them to tell me why they lied. But first I want to go to the ruin. I'm connected with that place somehow. I'm sure I am. And Wright, the clothing I was wearing when you found me, I got it at one of the burned houses. It had been folded and put away ... maybe in a drawer or on a shelf. When I found it, it was at the bottom of a big pile of half-charred clothing, and it had only been burned a little. Why should an abandoned house have piles of clean, folded clothing in it?”

Wright nodded. ”I'll take you back there then,” he said. ”Sat.u.r.day?”

”Friday night.” I stood on tiptoe and still could not reach him. I was annoyed for once that he was so tall, but he picked me up again and held me against him. I bit him a little at the base of his throat, drew a few drops of blood. It wasn't necessary, but we both enjoyed it. He stood still, holding me, letting me lick at the wound.

After a while, he sighed. ”Okay, Friday. Are you going to let me eat my pizza while it's hot?”

I licked once more, then pulled away from him reluctantly and slid down his body. ”Eat,” I said, and picked up the vampire book. ”I'll read and wait for you.”

The book was interesting but not that helpful. Many cultures seemed to have folklore about vampires of one kind or another. Some could hypnotize people by staring at them. Some read and controlled people's thoughts. It would be handy to be able to do things like that. Easier than biting them and waiting for the chemicals in my saliva to do their work.

Not all vampires drank blood according to the book. Some ate flesh either from the living or from the dead. Some took in a kind of spiritual essence or energy-whatever that meant. All took something from their subjects, usually not caring how they injured the subject. Many killed their subjects. Many were dead themselves, but magically reanimated by the blood, flesh, or energy they took. One feeding usually meant the taking of one life. And that made no sense, at least for those who took blood. Who could need that much blood? Why kill a person who would willingly feed you again and again if you handled them carefully? No wonder vampires in folklore were feared, hated, and hunted.

Then my thoughts drifted back to the man I had killed at the cave. I killed and fed as viciously as any fictional vampire. I ate a man without ever recognizing him as a man. I'd not yet read of a vampire doing that, but I had done it.

Did others of my kind do such things? Had I done such a thing before? Had someone found out about us and tried to kill us back at the ruin? That would seem almost ... just. But what about the other people who had been at the ruin? Had they been like Wright or like me? Had the ruin been a nest of vampires? I could still remember the scents I had found here and there around the ruin where flesh had been burned. Now I tried to sort through them, understand who was who.

After a while, I understood that some of them had been like me and some like Wright-vampires and other people living and dying together. What did that mean?

Wright got up, came to stand beside me, and took the book out of my hands. He laid it open, its pages facedown on the table. ”I think I'm strong enough to take you on now,” he said.

Perhaps he was, but I took only a few drops more of his blood while I enjoyed s.e.x with him. It seemed necessary to take small amounts of his blood often. I felt a need for it that was something beyond hunger. It was a need for his blood specifically. No one else's. I took it slowly and gave him as much pleasure as I could. In fact, I took delight in leaving him pleasurably exhausted.

I went out later when Wright was asleep and took a full meal from Theodora. She was smaller and older than Wright, and she would probably feel a little weak tomorrow, tired perhaps.

”What work do you do?” I asked her when she looked ready to drift off to sleep.

”I work for the county library,” she said. Then she laughed. ”It doesn't pay very well, but I enjoy it.” And then, as though my question had opened the door for her to talk to me, she said, ”I didn't think you were real. I thought I'd dreamed you.”

”I could be just a dream,” I said. I stroked her shoulder and licked the bite. I wondered what work was done in libraries, then knew. I had been in libraries. I had memories of rooms filled with books. Theodora worked with books and with people who used books.

”You're a vampire,” she said, breaking into my thoughts.

”Am I?” I went on licking her bite.

”Are you going to kill me?” she asked as though she didn't care what the answer might be. And there was no tension in her.

”Of course not. But you shouldn't go to work tomorrow. You might be a little weak.”

”I'll be all right. I don't like to take time off.”

”Yes, you will be all right. Stay home tomorrow.”

She said nothing for a moment. She moved restlessly against me, moved away, then came back, accepting again, at ease. ”All right. Will you come back to me again? Please come back.”

”In a week, maybe.”

”That long?”

”I want you healthy.”

She kissed me. After a moment of surprise, I kissed her back. I held her, and she seemed very comfortable in my arms.

”Be real,” she said. ”Please be real.”

”I'm real,” I told her. ”Sleep now. I'm real, and I'll come to you again. Sleep.”

She went to sleep, happily fitted against me, one arm over and around me. I lay with her a few moments, then slipped free and went home to Wright's cabin.

On Friday evening after dark, Wright drove me back along the road where he had found me. The road was almost as empty on Friday as it had been when I walked it, barefoot and soaking wet. One or two cars every now and then. At least it wasn't raining tonight.

”I picked you up near here,” Wright said.

I looked around and couldn't make out much beyond his headlights. ”Pull off the road when you can and turn your lights off,” I said.