Part 92 (1/2)
”But, ah! that faint hope also was destined to die! The dates, compared, stood thus:
”The decree of divorce was p.r.o.nounced February 13th, 18--.
”The marriage between yourself and Lady Augusta McDugald was solemnized April 1st, 18--.
”My boy was born April 15th, 18--.
”Yes, you divorced the guiltless mother two months, and married another woman two weeks, before the birth of your innocent boy.
”You cruelly and unjustly disowned, disinherited, and even delegalized, and degraded your son before he was born! So that your son was not born in wedlock, could not bear your name, or inherit your t.i.tle! And this misfortune came upon him by no fault of his, or of his most unhappy mother's but by the jealousy, vengeance, and fatal rashness of his father! And now there was no help, either in law or equity, for the dishonored boy.
”This, Duke of Hereward, is the ruin you have wrought in his life, in mine, and in yours.
”Do you wonder that when I realized it all I fell into a state of despair deeper than any I had ever yet known?--a despair that was characterized by all who saw it as melancholy madness.
”My dear boy, who was at first such a comfort to me, was now only a beloved sorrow! When I held him to my bosom, I thought of nothing but his bitter, irreparable wrongs.
”I do not know how long I had continued to live in this despairing and heathenish condition, when one day, in harvest time, Madelena brought good Father Antonio to see me. This Father Antonio was the priest of the chapel of Santa Maria, who had performed the marriage ceremony between Waldemar de Volaski and myself.
”The father also naturally supposed that all my grief was for the death of my child's father. He began in a gentle, admonitory way to rebuke me for inordinate affection and sinful repining, and to remind me of the comfort and strength to be found in the spirit of religion and the ordinances of the Church.
”My heart opened to the good old priest as it had never opened to a living man or even woman before.
”Then and there I told him the whole secret history of my life, including every detail of my two unhappy marriages, and the fatal divorce preceding the birth of my son. I concealed nothing from him. I told him all, and felt infinitely relieved when I had done so.
”The gentle old man dropped tears of pity over me, and sat in silent sympathy some time before he ventured to give me any words.
”At length he arose and said:
”'Child, I must go home and pray for wisdom before I can venture to counsel you.'
”'Bless me, then, holy father.'
”He laid his venerable hands upon my bowed head, raised his eyes to Heaven, and invoked upon me the divine benediction, of which I stood so much in need.
”Then he silently pa.s.sed from the room.
”That night I slept in peace.
”The next day the good old man came to me again.
”He told me that my first marriage with Waldemar de Volaski was my only true marriage, indissoluble by anything but death, however invalid in law it might be p.r.o.nounced by those who were interested in breaking it.
”That my second marriage contracted with the Duke of Hereward during the life of my first husband, was sacrilegious in the eyes of religion and the church, however legal it might be considered by the laws of England or of France, and pardonable in me only on account of my ignorance at the time of the continued existence of my first husband.
”That the desperate step I had taken of leaving the Duke of Hereward, upon the discovery of the existence of Waldemar de Volaski, was the right and proper course for me to pursue; but that he regretted I had not possessed the moral courage to tell the duke the whole story, for he had that much right to my confidence.
”As for the divorce I so much lamented, it was to be regretted only for the sake of the son whom it had outlawed, for he was the son of a lawful marriage in the eyes of the world, if not a sacred one in the eyes of the church.
”For the boy thus cruelly wronged there seemed no opening on earth. He was disowned, disinherited, delegalized, deprived even of a name in this world. All earth was closed against him.