Chapter 184 (1/2)

Chapter 184

Chapter 184: His Feelings

Betrayed and wounded hih when she heard thisAnd yet, when she saw his lonely eyes and his bloodstained, gri man somehow felt cold and lonesome despite the warm sun above themHis was the desolation of someone who lived in an eternal wasteland, never understood nor acco as she stared at himShe tilted her head to let the wind dry her eyes… Perhaps she had never known this ht he wasHe was always alone in both lives, his soul alandering and searching for wars he had

In their last life, she had used the wrong way to capture his attentionDespite trying her best, she couldn’t get hio of him and of her own obsessionYet this unintentional and subconscious rejection hatabout it, Chen Rong felt that she did really hurt himJust like how he had hurt her in the past, she noalked right into his heart and then disest wound

Her lips twitched, but different fro did not feel happy this ti in the windAs she was about to speak, Ran Min’s deep voice continued: “Ah Rong, if…”

“If you find yourself with child and have nowhere to go, then co’s head whipped up to look at hi Ke really didn’t touch azeShe sounded rather powerlessShe, too, knew that any woman who fell into the hands of the Hu would at best sleep with their general alone orfor their captains and soldiers… It was the norm which no wo didn’t think it would be different for her

“You’re too strong-willed,” Ran Min went on“If you couldn’t tolerate Chen Wei, you could’ve foundover such a trivial thingYou had forsaken”

There was a sadness in his voice, and he had sounded even more powerless when he said she had forsaken hi’s lips movedShe knew that if she had sincerely wanted to marry him, she could have looked for him when she heard about Chen WeiHe may not have listened, but she should have tried

Ran Min stared at herSeeing her head bowed and the , he said, “I did not want to dwell on your loss of chastity, I still wanted to , your heart is made of iron and stone”

At this juncture, he looked up to the sky, his handso plaintively“I was born to the Hu and took the ene countless clansmen, what I receive is always disdainBut none of that had iven me the kind of happiness that made me think life could be co, how I hated you then, hoanted to kill you”

Chen Rong bit her lips, her head hanging even lower

Ran Min’s throat undulatedHe closed his eyes to hide the pain and loneliness in themHis lips o this ti held captive by the Hu like the thousands of Jin wo under those da took a step back, bowed, and accorded him ceremonyHer emotions were too co this, she didn’t knohat else to do

Ran Min’s hoarse voice continued to sound in her ears: “I’m relieved to see you return safe and sound”

Upon these words, he regarded her and added, “Woo, you can come to meAs a man of honor, I will not ridicule youYour child will also be treated assaid this, he stared deeply at herHe stared so earnestly and so persistently that it seerain her in his memory, but also as if he wanted to take one last look at her before coh was carried away by the windBy the ti through her sleeves

Ran Min walked to his horse, turned andback, he yelled in a clear and ruthless voice: “Go!” His riders left with hi squint her eyes

wang Hong caht, he stared after the cri farther and farther awayWith his hands behind his back, he lightly reo? He’s needlessly worried”

His dissatisfied voice flowed into Chen Rong’s earsShe quickly blinked her tears away before turning to face hi’s silent eyes as soon as she turned aroundHe o” Before Chen Rong could follow he had strode away

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She lowered her head and stared hts froh

Absently, she raised her head to watch the scenery go byWhen she finally re, she turned to look at him

He had closed his eyes like a statue

Chen Rong moved to him, and just as she neared, his cold voice sounded: “Not thinking about your old lover anyhter and answered, “Why would I think aboutopened his eyes

The look in his eyes was still distant and out of reach, but Chen Rong knew hihed, raised her head, and placed a resounding kiss on the continued to look at her with the sahedShe quietlyzither froe wall and, with a wave of her hand, let spill a quiet and distant longing

With her head lowered against her red outfit, her face was as beautiful as a lake in the setting sunA lock of hair ept back as her hands ant as jade

Unconsciously, the indifference in wang Hong’s eyes was replaced by e, a whisper, and the sand that permeated the yellow road froze into an eternal picture in this timeworn music

“Oh scholar with the blue collar,