Part 45 (1/2)

ON LEAVING AVIGNON

Backward at every weary step and slow These limbs I turn which with great pain I bear; Then take I comfort from the fragrant air That breathes from thee, and sighing onward go.

But when I think how joy is turned to woe, Remembering my short life and whence I fare, I stay my feet for anguish and despair, And cast my tearful eyes on earth below.

At times amid the storm of misery This doubt a.s.sails me: how frail limbs and poor Can severed from their spirit hope to live.

Then answers Love: Hast thou no memory How I to lovers this great guerdon give, Free from all human bondage to endure?

IN VITA DI MADONNA LAURA. XII

THOUGHTS IN ABSENCE

The wrinkled sire with hair like winter snow Leaves the beloved spot where he hath pa.s.sed his years, Leaves wife and children, dumb with bitter tears, To see their father's tottering steps and slow.

Dragging his aged limbs with weary woe, In these last days of life he nothing fears, But with stout heart his fainting spirit cheers, And spent and wayworn forward still doth go; Then comes to Rome, following his heart's desire, To gaze upon the portraiture of Him Whom yet he hopes in heaven above to see: Thus I, alas! my seeking spirit tire, Lady, to find in other features dim The longed for, loved, true lineaments of thee.

IN VITA DI MADONNA LAURA. LII

OH THAT I HAD WINGS LIKE A DOVE!

I am so tired beneath the ancient load Of my misdeeds and custom's tyranny, That much I fear to fail upon the road And yield my soul unto mine enemy.

'Tis true a friend from whom all splendour flowed, To save me came with matchless courtesy: Then flew far up from sight to heaven's abode, So that I strive in vain his face to see.

Yet still his voice reverberates here below: Oh ye who labour, lo! the path is here; Come unto me if none your going stay!

What grace, what love, what fate surpa.s.sing fear Shall give me wings like dove's wings soft as snow, That I may rest and raise me from the clay?

IN MORTE DI MADONNA LAURA. XXIV

The eyes whereof I sang my fervid song, The arms, the hands, the feet, the face benign, Which severed me from what was rightly mine, And made me sole and strange amid the throng, The crisped curls of pure gold beautiful, And those angelic smiles which once did s.h.i.+ne Imparadising earth with joy divine, Are now a little dust--dumb, deaf, and dull.

And yet I live! wherefore I weep and wail, Left alone without the light I loved so long, Storm-tossed upon a bark that hath no sail.

Then let me here give o'er my amorous song; The fountains of old inspiration fail, And nought but woe my dolorous chords prolong.

IN MORTE DI MADONNA LAURA. x.x.xIV

In thought I raised me to the place where she Whom still on earth I seek and find not, s.h.i.+nes; There 'mid the souls whom the third sphere confines, More fair I found her and less proud to me.

She took my hand and said: Here shalt thou be With me ensphered, unless desires mislead; Lo! I am she who made thy bosom bleed, Whose day ere eve was ended utterly: My bliss no mortal heart can understand; Thee only do I lack, and that which thou So loved, now left on earth, my beauteous veil.

Ah! wherefore did she cease and loose my hand?

For at the sound of that celestial tale I all but stayed in paradise till now.

IN MORTE DI MADONNA LAURA. LXXIV

The flower of angels and the spirits blest, Burghers of heaven, on that first day when she Who is my lady died, around her pressed Fulfilled with wonder and with piety.