Chapter 1118: What is despair (1/2)

But she's a partial birth, but she can't bleed, she can't bleed, her blood can be transmitted to disease, her blood is evil, and her blood is also dirty.

She retracted her body, and here trembling trembling, the whole body was twitching constantly, the clothes on her body were soaked once more, and even the hair was sticking to her face.

A drop of water rolled down her cheek, but she didn't know if it was sweat or tears.

Until she woke up again, she didn't know what time it was. She was awakened by freezing and hungry.

She touched her head, but her head was so painful that her clothes were soaked again.

She lowered her head, looked at the blood on the floor, and then got up from the ground, then took a pot of water, knelt down on the ground, and started to wipe the blood at once, her blood was poisonous, yes Don't let others come across.

Her misty eyes were dim first, then clear, and she didn’t know how many times they repeated. A drop of water dropped from the air, and then she also fainted on the floor.

She thought that she must have committed a great sin in her last life, and it was an irretrievable sin, so she had to suffer so much in this life, and she lived to atone for her own life.

And ridiculously, the fortune teller also said that she would be happy with Sun Mantang.

Will it be? She wiped her tears with her sleeves, so that she can still be full of children and grandchildren, she can't even save her life, but also can have any happiness.

She has no happiness, and everyone who follows her will be misfortune because of her.

It was Lu Yi, it would be Yi Ling, and it would be her three children.

She picked up the basin, and the water in the basin was poured into the toilet, and the blood with blood was running down the sewer.

Will this still be infected?

she does not know.

She touched her sore forehead and couldn’t let it bleed again in the future, and she wanted to buy a rope to tie hers together, otherwise she wouldn’t know what she would do without realizing it. .

She again brought a pot of water, knelt on the ground, and wiped the floor again and again, just so dull, expressionless, and unfeeling. A pair of hands had frozen out, but she couldn't feel pain anymore.

Do you know what is despair?

You know, what is life better than death?

Do you know what it means to be alive, it is more painful than death?

She knew that it was like this. In fact, she might have been a little cleaner when she died, but she still lived with such a broken body, so alive and alive.

She went out and bought a sturdy rope and tied the rope to the window. The windows were made of steel rods. No matter what, she might have the strength to pull the steel rods down. She too I bought a cotton quilt on the wall, so even if she really lost her mind, she knew she would hit her head, she knew she would bite herself, but now no matter how, it is impossible It was biting herself, she couldn't bear any injuries, she couldn't afford any injuries.

In the middle of the night, she suddenly opened her eyes, and her body shivered involuntarily again.