Part 31 (1/2)

And the next conscious record of her memory was that of Neal Ward bursting into the room, crying, ”Aunt Molly--Aunt Molly--do you know Mr. Hendricks has committed suicide? They've found him dead with a pistol by his side. I want some whiskey for Miss Hendricks. And they need you right away.”

But Molly Brownwell, with what composure she could, said, ”Adrian is sick, Neal--I can't--I can't leave him now.” And she called after Neal as he ran toward the door, ”Tell them, Neal, tell them--why I can't come.” There was a hum of voices in the air, and the sound of a gathering crowd. Soon the shuffle and clatter of a thousand feet made it evident that the meeting at Barclay Hall had heard the news and was hurrying up the hill. The crowd buzzed for an hour, and Molly and Adrian Brownwell waited speechless together--he face downward on the sofa, she huddled in a chair by the window. And then the crowd broke, slowly, first into small groups that moved away together and then turned in a steady stream and tramped, tramped, tramped down the hill.

When the silence had been unbroken a long time, save by the rumble of a buggy on the asphalt or by the footsteps of some stray pa.s.serby, the man on the sofa lifted his head, looked at his wife and spoke, ”Well, Molly?”

”Well, Adrian,” she answered, ”this is the end, I suppose?”

He did not reply for a time, and when he did speak, it was in a dead, pa.s.sionless voice: ”Yes--I suppose so. I can't stay here now.”

”No--no,” she returned. ”No, you should not stay here.”

He sat up and stared vacantly at her for a while and then said, ”Though I don't see why I didn't leave years and years ago; I knew all this then, as well as I do now.” The wife looked away from him as she replied: ”Yes, I should have known you would know. I knew your secret and you--”

”My secret,” said Adrian, ”my secret?”

”Yes--that you came North with your inherited money because when you were in the Confederate army you were a coward in some action and could not live among your own people.”

”Who told you,” he asked, ”who told you?”

”The one who told you I have always loved Bob; life has told me that, Adrian. Just as life has told you my story.” They sat without speaking for a time, and then the woman sighed and rose. ”Two people who have lived together twenty-five years can have no secrets from each other.

In a thousand, ways the truth comes out.”

”I should have gone away a long time ago,” he repeated, ”a long time ago; I knew it, but I didn't trust my instincts.”

”Here comes father,” she said, as the gate clicked.

They stood together, listening to the slow shuffle of the colonel coming up the walk, and the heavy fall of his cane. The wife put out her hand and said gently, ”I think I have wronged you, Adrian, more than any one else.”

He did not take her hand but sighed, and turned and went up the wide stairway. He was an old man then, and she remembered the years when he tripped up gayly, and then she looked at her own gray hair in the mirror and saw that her life was spent too.

As the colonel came in gasping asthmatically, he found his daughter waiting for him. ”Is Adrian better?” he asked excitedly. ”Neal said Adrian was sick.”

”Yes, father, he's upstairs packing. He is going out on the four o'clock train.”

”Oh,” said the colonel, and then panted a moment before asking, ”Has any one told you how it happened?”

”Yes,” she replied, ”I know everything. I think I'll run over there now, father.” As she stood in the doorway, she said, ”Don't bother Adrian--he'll need no help.”

And so Molly Brownwell pa.s.sed the last night with her dead lover.

About midnight the bell rang and she went to the door.

”Ah, madam,” said Jacob Dolan, as he fumbled in his pockets, and tried to breathe away from her to hide the surcease of his sorrow, ”Ah, madam,” he repeated, as he suddenly thought to pull off his hat, ”I did not come for you--'twas Miss Hendricks I called for; but I have one for you, too. He gave the bundle to me the last thing--poor lad, poor lad.” He handed her the letter addressed to Mrs. Brownwell, and then asked, ”Is the sister about?”

And when he found she could not be seen he went away, and Molly Brownwell sat by the dead man's body and read:--

”My darling--my darling--they will let a dead man say that to you--won't they? And yet, so far as any thought of mine could sin against you, I have been dead these twenty years. Yet I know that I have loved you all that time, and as I sit alone here in the bank, and take the bridle off my heart, the old throb of joy that we both knew as children comes back again. It is such a strange thing--this life--such a strange thing.” Then there followed a burst of pa.s.sionate regret from the man's very heart, and it is so sacred to a manly love that curbed itself for a score of years, that it must not be set down here.

Over and over Molly Brownwell read the letter and then crept out to her lilac thicket and wept till dawn. She heard Adrian Brownwell go, but she could not face him, and listened as his footsteps died away, and he pa.s.sed from her life.

And John Barclay kept vigil for the dead with her. As he tossed in his bed through the night, he seemed to see glowing out of the darkness before him the words Hendricks had written, in the letter that Dolan gave Barclay at midnight. Sometimes the farewell came to him:--