Volume I Part 7 (2/2)

”Yes, but you did not stay. I want you in the drawing-room this evening. You can bear it now.”

”I am in no hurry, mamma.”

”Other people are, however. If you wear a white dress, do put a rose or some pink ribbands somewhere, to give yourself a little colour.”

”Have you invited any one for this evening?”

”No, but people have promised themselves without being asked. Dr.

Cairnes wants to see you; he said he would bring Mrs. Wycherly. Miss Broadus will be here of course; she declared she would; both of them.

And Mr. Carlisle desired my permission to present himself.”

”Mr. Rhys is coming,” said Julia.

”I dare say. Mr. Powle wants him here all the time. It is a mercy the man has a little consideration--or some business to keep him at home--or he would be the sauce to every dish. As it is, he really is not obtrusive.”

”Are all these people coming with the hope and intent of seeing me, mamma?”

”I can only guess at people's hopes, Eleanor. I am guiltless of anything but confessing that you were to make your appearance.”

”Mr. Rhys is not coming to see you,” said Julia. ”He wants to see the books--that is what he wants.”

There was some promise for Eleanor in the company announced for the evening. If anybody could be useful to her in the matter of her late doubts and wishes, it ought to be Dr. Cairnes, the rector. He at least was the only one she knew whom she could talk to about them; the only friend. Mr. Rhys was a stranger and her brother's tutor; that was all; a chance of speaking to him again was possible, but not to be depended on. Dr. Cairnes was her pastor and old friend; it is true, she knew him best, out of the pulpit, as an antiquarian; then she had never tried him on religious questions. Nor he her, she remembered; it was a doubtful hope altogether; nevertheless the evening offered what another evening might not in many a day. So Eleanor dressed, and with her slow languid step made her way down stairs to the scene of the social gayeties which had been so long interrupted for her.

Ivy Lodge was a respectable, comfortable, old house; pretty by the combination of those advantages; and pleasant by the fact of making no pretensions beyond what it was worth. It was not disturbed by the rage after new fas.h.i.+ons, nor the race after distant greatness. Quiet respectability was the characteristic of the family; Mrs. Powle alone being burdened with the consciousness of higher birth than belonged to the name of Powle generally. She fell into her husband's ways, however, outwardly, well enough; did not dislodge the old furniture, nor introduce new extravagances; and the Lodge was a pleasant place. ”A most enjoyable house, my dear,”--as Miss Broadus expressed it. So the gentry of the neighbourhood found it universally.

The drawing-room was a pretty, s.p.a.cious apartment; light and bright; opening upon the lawn directly without intervention of piazza or terrace. Windows, or rather gla.s.s doors, in deep recesses, stood open; the company seemed to be half in and half out. Dr. Cairnes was there, talking with the squire. In another place Mrs. Powle was engaged with Mr. Carlisle. Further than those two groups, Eleanor's eye had no chance to go; those who composed the latter greeted her instantly. Mrs.

Powle's exclamation was of doubtful pleasure at Eleanor's appearance; there was no question of her companion's gratification. He came forward to Eleanor, gave her his chair; brought her a cup of tea, and then sat down to see her drink it; with a manner which bespoke pleasure in every step of the proceedings. A manner which had rather the effect of a barrier to Eleanor's vision. It was gratifying certainly; Eleanor felt it; only she felt it a little too gratifying. Mr. Carlisle was getting on somewhat too fast for her. She drank her tea and kept very quiet; while Mrs. Powle sat by and fanned herself, as contentedly as a mother duck swims that sees all her young ones taking to the water kindly.

Now and then Eleanor's eyes went out of the window. On the lawn at a little distance was a group of people, sitting close together and seeming very busy. They were Mr. Rhys, Miss Broadus, Alfred and Julia.

Something interesting was going forward; they were talking and listening, and looking at something they seemed to be turning over.

Eleanor would have liked to join them; but here was Mr. Carlisle; and remembering the expression which had once crossed his face at the mention of Mr. Rhys's name, she would not draw attention to the group even by her eyes; though they wandered that way stealthily whenever they could. What a good time those people were having there on the gra.s.s; and she sitting fenced in by Mr. Carlisle. Other members of the party who had not seen Eleanor, came up one after another to congratulate and welcome her; but Mr. Carlisle kept his place. Dr.

Cairnes came, and Eleanor wanted a chance to talk to him. None was given her. Mr. Carlisle left his place for a moment to carry Eleanor's cup away, and Dr. Cairnes thoughtlessly took the vacated chair; but Mr.

Carlisle stationed himself on the other side in the window; and she was as far from her opportunity as ever.

”Well my dear,” said the doctor, ”you have had a hard time, eh? We are glad to have you amongst us again.”

”Hardly,” put in Mrs. Powle. ”She looks like a ghost.”

”Rather a substantial kind of a ghost,” said the doctor, pinching Eleanor's cheek; ”some flesh and blood here yet--flesh at least;--and now the blood speaks for itself! That's right, my dear--you are better so.”

Mr. Carlisle's smile said so too, as the doctor glanced at him. But the momentary colour faded again. Eleanor remembered how near she had come to being a ghost actually. Just then Mr. Carlisle's attention was forcibly claimed, and Mrs. Powle moved away. Eleanor seized her chance.

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