Part 9 (1/2)
...Is this the way that you see me?
Broken heart that won't lay down Is this the way you would be free?
To take your life without a sound Is this the way that it should be?
It's not the same without you around...oh no-o-o....
It gave me frigging goose b.u.mps. Seriously, I thought I might start crying, and pinched my arm hard enough to leave a bruise so I wouldn't. No sissy s.h.i.+t for me, man. Not that night, anyway. Hearing two extremely talented people-world cla.s.s musicians-perform my creation to such perfection...such inspired pa.s.sion. Well, it frankly made me much more grateful to be alive. Not to mention it obliterated any remaining doubts I had as far as holding our own against the very best talent the non-country music industry has to offer.
I'd have to say our rehearsal was one of the best we've ever had. High energy and inspired play...we better have a frigging shower in our dressing quarters at our upcoming gig if we perform anywhere near this level. We were sweating like pigs, man...ah that ain't right. Pigs don't sweat...at least not like us. It's more like the overzealous wrestlers on TV. Hair and leotards soaked, like the old rock n' roll shows from the early nineties-back when I was cutting my musical teeth to the likes of Van Halen and Skid Row.
”You want to join us tomorrow night, Jimmy?” asked Mongo, as we loaded the last of his drum cases into his van. ”Chris and RC are hitting the t.i.tty bars, and Max says he's coming along too. We're all planning to meet downtown at eight.”
”Sorry, man, but our ghost hunter group has a gig tomorrow evening,” I told him, not that I would've come anyway. It's just not my thing. Fiona wouldn't care one way or the other, since lookin' ain't the same as touchin'. But still, I can't get enough of her, and the last time I came along on a t.i.tty-bar run, I could hardly wait to leave. It p.i.s.sed Max off something fierce.
Ricky might be heading back to his wilder ways, though.... I prayed right then his c.o.ke habit wouldn't be next. It got him a month in detox a year ago and two years probation. It'd be worse next time. Then kiss our music dreams goodbye.
”You're so frigging whipped!”
Max stood behind me, snickering while lighting up another cancer stick. Ricky and Chris came out to the parking area behind him. Ricky locked the warehouse's main entrance.
”Well, besides...I'll be attending d.i.c.key Rollins' funeral service tomorrow afternoon,” I said. Direct hit there, since Max's ex wife used to work for d.i.c.key a few years back, and would likely be in attendance. ”Later this week, we'll have another one to attend for Mitch Dobbins.”
Another punch to the gut, and Max's sneer vanished from his face. I couldn't help but smile a little. p.u.s.s.y whip that, a.s.shole!
”Mitch is dead?” he asked, his tone incredulous.
”You didn't know?”
This time it was Ricky chiming in, even more surprised at Max's ignorance about a mutual friend's demise than Max was about the death itself.
”No...I didn't,” Max confessed. Stunned. It made me feel a tad guilty for digging at him a moment ago. ”When did it happen?”
”I think it happened Friday,” said Mongo. ”That's when I first heard about it.”
”And it's all related to Candi Starr and d.i.c.key's murders, too.”
They all turned toward me. Oh s.h.i.+t. I momentarily forgot this wasn't public knowledge. Fiona would kill me if she knew I just blabbed protected info.
”Where'd you hear that from?” asked Ricky, eyeing me suspiciously.
Chris stood by, apparently lost. He must've been living under the same rock as Max these past few days. Then again, he might not have known who Mitch was. It's not like one can easily identify the musicians who support the ”Nashville Sound” walking down a street. Some of the finest studio players in the world live in relative obscurity here. Only their expensive cars and big houses give them away.
”I thought it was on the news,” I lied, trying to remember if looking to the left or right would support my ruse. Hopefully to the right. ”But it could've been my own stupidity, since d.i.c.key and Candi were mentioned. Maybe the only link is their Nashville music connection.”
I hoped this worked. I'd still be in trouble if any of them approached my wife about it. Hopefully they wouldn't see or talk to her within the next week and a half. The case might be resolved by then, or better yet, my band mates would've forgotten all about it.
Ricky, Mongo, and Max nodded thoughtfully. The few security lights in the parking area are great for loading stuff up to leave...not so much for hanging around to chat after midnight, and it was going on one o'clock.
”We probably should get out of here,” Mongo advised, looking over his shoulder while locking up the back door to his van. He moved to the driver side. ”If you change your mind, we'll meet at the McDonald's off Broadway near the highway downtown.”
”All right,” I told him, and then nodded to the others. Ricky and Chris rode together in Chris's new Porsche and Max brought his vintage MG. ”We sounded awesome tonight!”
That got a much better response, as Chris and Ricky paused to give me a high-five. Max offered an approving nod, his cigarette clinched between his teeth. I don't think Mongo heard me, as he'd already climbed into the driver's seat of his van and slammed the door shut. I heard the door locks latch...a sure sign he's more creeped out than the rest of us. He should come on a ghost hunt sometime.
Max followed Mongo down the drive to the main road, and Chris nearly rammed Max's a.s.s. I guess Chris wanted the h.e.l.l out of there, too...or maybe he's still trying to figure out the s.h.i.+fting sensitivity of his new sports car.
In any case, that left me alone. I lingered for another moment...just to see if I heard or sensed anyone keeping an eye on me from some hidden vantage point.
There was nothing...only crickets and some unseen barn owl calling from a nearby train yard.
The temperature was in the low sixties by the time I hit the highway, and the wind hitting me seemed much chillier after the heated sweat generated from our rehearsal. Like the other night, traffic was spa.r.s.e. Unlike the last time I drove home, there was no sign of the mysterious van.
Maybe it was just some kids messing with me after all. Or, if it was someone stalking Fiona and me, they only did it when we drove the Camaro. That idea especially alarmed me, since what would happen if the dark van showed up when Fiona drove alone?
I hardly noticed the exit signs while racing down I-65, thinking about this s.h.i.+t. There was hardly anyone around by the time I exited onto 840-just a convertible heading west, while I veered east.
I love my bike, man, and driving in the middle of the night alone is amazing. It's the best way to relax and unwind, I think. Just me, the road, and the steady drone from the Harley's powerful engine.
I'm not sure what happened first. Maybe the powerful halogens and the engine roaring up behind me from out of nowhere took place at the exact same moment. It scared the holy s.h.i.+t out of me.
Surprised, my fear escalated once I recognized the emblem on the grill.
The wicked Buick was back...back on my a.s.s big time!
I sped up to over one hundred miles an hour, hoping to reach my exit at Arno Road before this psychopathic jerk could follow me. Like that'd matter after the sucker found my home last night. The van kept pace, moving up dangerously close to my rear wheel. A little push and I'd be a greased mess for the highway patrol to worry about, forced to call in a large forensic crew to pick my scattered remains off of the asphalt sometime after daybreak What if the driver really did have something to do with the Mafia? I'd be an easy target for a gun with this dude running up my a.s.s...the same weapon that killed Brenda, Johnny, and Mitch? Images of my broken body and chopped up bike lying a dozen feet under some construction site suddenly flashed before my tired eyes, and I grimaced at the thought of becoming added ingredients to some concrete bas.e.m.e.nt floor. Like Jimmy Hoffa.
Then again, maybe this a.s.shole waited for me to do something really stupid or careless, like spill the bike, and then run over what's left of my road-pizza carca.s.s.
I sped up even faster. Nearing one-twenty.
Taking no chances, I pushed on to the next exit. One-forty and really tensing up. The bugs. .h.i.tting my neck underneath my helmet stung from the impact at this speed. But then the dude abruptly slowed down, and the bright halogens disappeared. There was nothing but pitch darkness behind me.
Was my a.s.sailant getting ready to pick me off using a high powered rifle with an infrared scope? d.a.m.n, it really sucks having a very vivid imagination! The mental picture of my head exploding like a watermelon with an M-80 in it was especially tough. But I kept moving...focused on getting home in one piece.
To be more covert and maximize my chances of eluding the crazed menace, I cut the beams on my bike to low. Thankfully, I know the back roads-even those beyond our neck of the woods.
When I reached the street next to the one we live on, I cut the lights completely, and by the time I reached our deserted road I shut the engine down and coasted home.
Just the noisy cicadas and me, and a lonesome dove sitting on the Tanner's porch. I got off the bike and pushed it up the hill past their home. No one stirred, despite a light inside their draped living room. Even their German Shepherd named Spaggs was nowhere in sight. No growls, no doors creaking open, and best of all no engine sounds from anywhere around me. Only my labored breaths and racing heart.
I got back on my Harley and coasted the rest of the way home, parking quietly in back of my house. No lights were on inside, just the security lamps surrounding the cabin. I didn't even turn a nightlight on once I was safely inside my home. I checked on Fiona and the boys, and then peered outside through a slight crease between our living room curtains.
No one. No van and no Mafia a.s.sa.s.sins out there. At least not any that I could detect. Wish I could tell you this made me feel relieved. Far from it.
After climbing into bed with my wife, who seemed lovelier than ever as she slept soundly, I ran everything since last Wednesday through my head.