Part 6 (1/2)

”I was going to enter the steeplechase. If I won it, I would send Annabel the winnings. As her close family have abandoned her at least she could then make a home for herself rather than having to depend on her aunt, who I understand is a harsh and unforgiving woman.”

Geoffrey frowned in confusion.

”But you are already rich? Why can you not send her money now?”

The young Lord laughed bitterly again. He looked utterly miserable and defeated.

”Being the eldest son doesn't give me the key to the door of the vault. My father still hangs on tightly to the purse strings and only seldom loosens the ribbons enough to sprinkle around a thin layer of gold. My own allowance is such that I am forced to account for every penny. If I do not present the proper receipts, the exact same amount as the difference in accounting is deducted from my next quarter's draft, however, it is fortunate that I am generally lucky at the gaming tables and can supplement my income with a small amount each quarter. Though not necessarily the most n.o.ble way to carry on, I absolve myself by sending all of my winnings to Annabel. I've not spent a penny on anything frivolous such as clothes and the like for over a year.”

Eyebrows raised in surprise, Geoffrey glanced down at Latham's apparel. Sure enough, his coat was a little frayed at the cuff and not of the same cut as Geoffrey's own. The style must have been at least a year out of date and fitted the young Lord ill where the man had lost so much weight. It appeared that Charles Latham was telling the truth. He turned the subject back to the forthcoming horse race.

”But however lucky you are, you could not be a.s.sured of winning the steeplechase. From what I have heard, the course is of a most difficult nature. Only the best horses and riders ever complete it.”

Latham nodded.

”I know, but it was a chance I was willing to take until I heard that you will be riding the Prince's prize stallion. I had hoped that I would catch the Prince's eye, not necessarily riding Vanquish but maybe one of his other mounts. The course is long and the going unpredictable. Every horse stands as much chance as another so long as they stay on their feet and the riders remain in their saddles. My own horse is nowhere near the calibre to complete such an undertaking and I have no other recourse to the family stables. My father would never allow it, fearing some injury to one of his animals.”

Geoffrey snorted into the last of his wine.

”I am rather surprised that the Prince is so keen to have me race his favoured horse without having seen me ride so much as a donkey. I have a horrible feeling that if I lose the race, I might also lose my head.” He ran his finger between his cravat and his neck as the cloth felt as though it was about to strangle him.

It was Latham's turn to snort with stifled laughter.

”I believe his previous stable master was sent to Ireland after last year's debacle. I understand that the man now grows potatoes and lives in a straw hut, though I have no idea if the rumours are true.”

The music had stopped again and dancers began to leave the floor. A flushed cheeked and smiling Charlotte came towards Geoffrey, but she hesitated when she saw his companion. Latham immediately gave her a deep bow and reiterated the apology he had voiced to Geoffrey earlier. Charlotte glanced at Geoffrey who after taking another hard look at Latham, gave her a slight nod.

She dipped a quick curtsey as Latham took her hand and brushed his lips against the back of it.

”Thank you for your forgiveness. It is more than I deserve.”

Charlotte faced him.

”I am pleased that you have seen fit to make amends, however your treatment of me was depraved. I am not sure that we will ever be able to be friends.”

Latham looked down sorrowfully.

”That would be more than I can ever hope for, but I will strive to make sure that I will always be there for you should you ever need my a.s.sistance. Never hesitate to ask. If it is within my power to help you I am only too willing to aid you.” He gave her a deep bow, nodded to Geoffrey and walked with sagging shoulders, away from them.

Geoffrey watched the man as he made his way out of the ballroom. He never once looked up and spoke to no one as he traversed the wide hallway and began to mount the stairs.

”He appears to be genuine in his remorse. I don't think I have ever seen anyone more miserable.”

Charlotte nodded.

”I wonder what happened to make such a transformation. I don't think that Lord Rookwood has had the same epiphany.”

Geoffrey shook his head.

”No, probably not. Latham said that it stemmed from the realization that a man was hung due to his own lack of morals. Even though Giles survived, he knows that his actions contributed to the arrest of an innocent man and he cannot forgive himself. He's battling with his own reputation though. Rumours are rife about his misdemeanours. Even Coalport had heard some of them, though it now appears that they were much exaggerated. Latham says that he is trying to make reparations for his previous behaviour, but his lack of money isn't helping him salve his conscience. His father sounds as though he is a complete miser. The elder Lord Latham is keeping his heir on very short purse strings. If it hadn't been for what he did to you and Giles, I would almost feel sorry for the man.”

Charlotte shot Geoffrey an annoyed glance.

”d.a.m.nation! I am sorry if that is true too, I was going to ask him if he would be interested in the diamond.” She wafted her fan in front of her face in consternation.

He bent his head and spoke close to her ear.

”I would have thought you could have set your sights a little higher now that you have been introduced to the Prince. Maybe he will empty the country's coffers to own such a prize jewel. He could add it to the collection that he already wears on his fat fingers.”

Charlotte let out a giggle before she whispered back.

”I already asked him and he says that his purse is somewhat depleted at the moment, well depleted for buying jewels, that is. I tried to persuade him that his mistress would love it so much that she would do just about anything to lay her hands on it, but he says that she'll do just about anything anyway, so it wasn't so much of a temptation.”

Geoffrey's eyebrows shot up as he stood up and roared with laughter. Several people turned to stare at him and it was some moments before he could speak.

”You never did! Dear G.o.d, Charlotte, you never fail to amaze me. You are the most forward girl I ever met.”

Charlotte dimpled up at him, taking his words as a compliment, and pressed on while she was ahead.

”Well, you are going to think me even more forward now. You do realize that the waltz has just been announced and as your name is on my card, I believe you are to be my partner.” She held out the crook of her arm invitingly.

Geoffrey shook his head.

”You know that was Olivia's idea so that you could keep your waltzes for the Prince. You should go and find him. Maybe you can use some of that forwardness to think of another reason he should buy the stone.”

She rolled her eyes and grabbed hold of his hand.

”You really should try and keep up, you know. The Prince left ages ago, not long after the first dance and as your name is on my card, you are not getting out of it. It would be the height of rudeness especially as you have danced with half the ladies of the ton already this week. Come on. It's only three steps and a bit of a twirl. You'll get it in no time.”

Chapter Six.

Pa.s.sion and Pokers He twisted and turned in the sheets for the umpteenth time before he gave up trying to sleep. Every time he closed his eyes she was back in his arms, her slender waist under one hand, fingers entwined in the other. His thigh had touched hers with every twirl and when he had nearly stumbled at the startling sensation that had ripped though him she had pressed herself even closer, keeping them in time with the music rather than the unsteady beat of his heart.

Sweat beaded on his brow as he sat on the edge of the bed and ran his fingers through his hair. The two dances that she had insisted he honour had completely undone him. The scent of her hair, the creamy skin of her shoulders, the slightness of her waist...and when she smiled so radiantly up at him his heart suddenly burst into flame as he realized that he loved her. G.o.d, he loved, loved, loved her.

And he wanted her.

His manhood throbbed painfully. It had been a constant ache for what felt like months; since the night Starlight had been born. After dancing with her tonight it had become almost impossible to bear. He wanted to be buried in her, taking her with such pa.s.sion that neither of them would be able to move for days...He wanted her so badly that he wasn't sure that he should be anywhere near her.

He huffed out a frustrated breath and walked to the dressing table where he poured himself a measure of brandy, relis.h.i.+ng the burn as he flung it down his throat. Coalport had not drawn his drapes for the night and Geoffrey hadn't bothered when he had arrived in his room two hours earlier. Now he walked to the window and threw it open. The cool evening air s.n.a.t.c.hed his breath but he was glad that it cleared his head. He stared down into the formal garden for a long moment before his eyes slowly wandered back up the building, towards Charlotte's bedroom window. There wasn't even a c.h.i.n.k of light showing between her closed drapes and he let out a deep sigh as he realized that she probably slept soundly, unworried by dreams of dances and heated glances, of his love and his breaking heart.

His knuckles whitened as he gripped the window frame. It was all so impossible. He could never have her, should never have let himself get in this deep. What had started out nearly two years previously as a mild infatuation with the pretty, vivacious girl, had morphed into something wild and heady, something he was in no condition to control. He needed to leave London now, go back north, and marry one of the girls from Oakley. He could take his pick as there were many who would consider him a catch. They would raise a dozen babies and he would be so busy keeping a roof over their heads that he would never have time to think of Charlotte ever again.

He let out a grim laugh as his rampaging pa.s.sion suddenly wilted at the thought of bedding any other woman. Children were something he would never have with another woman. It clearly wasn't going to be possible.

But what of children with Charlotte? His body surged again at the very thought. In his mind he could see her belly swollen with his child. Something in the middle of his chest tightened and he couldn't fill his lungs with enough air. He staggered back from the window and closed his eyes, whirling towards the bed as his heart broke with the thought of never seeing her again. That seemed almost more impossible. He couldn't imagine his life without her in it, didn't even want to consider that as a possibility, but if she married someone here in London it would become a reality. There was no way that he could see her if she was the wife of another man...And if she bore his child too? G.o.d! He couldn't bear to think on the possiblility. It would tear his heart in two.