Part 61 (2/2)
”Oh yes, I'm sure of that!” said Mary. ”So many really capable men get turned out of work because they are old----”
”Well, there's one advantage about my profession,” interrupted Angus.
”No one can turn _me_ out of literature either for young or old age, if I choose to make a name in it! Think of that, my Mary! The glorious independence of it! An author is a law unto himself, and if he succeeds, he is the master of his own fate. Publishers are his humble servants--waiting eagerly to s.n.a.t.c.h up his work that they may get all they can for themselves out of it,--and the public--the great public which, apart from all 'interested' critical bias, delivers its own verdict, is always ready to hearken and to applaud the writer of its choice. There is no more splendid and enviable life!--if I could only make a hundred pounds a year by it, I would rather be an author than a king! For if one has something in one's soul to say--something that is vital, true, and human as well as divine, the whole world will pause to listen. Yes, Mary! In all its toil and stress, its scheming for self-advantage, its political changes, its little temporary pa.s.sing shows of empires and monarchies, the world will stop to hear what the Thinker and the Writer tells it! The words of old Socrates still ring down the ages--the thoughts of Shakespeare are still the basis of English literature!--what a grand life it is to be among the least of one of the writing band! I tell you, Mary, that even if I fail, I shall be proud to have at any rate _tried_ to succeed!”
”You will not fail!” she said, her eyes glowing with enthusiasm. ”I shall see you win your triumph!”
”Well, if I cannot conquer everything with you by my side, I shall be but a poor and worthless devil!” he answered. ”And now I must be off and endeavour to make up for my lost time this morning, running after David!
Poor old chap! Don't worry about him, Mary. I think you may take his word for it that he means to be back before Sunday.”
He left her then, and all the day and all the evening too she spent the time alone. It would have been impossible to her to express in words how greatly she missed the companions.h.i.+p of the gentle old man who had so long been the object of her care. There was a sense of desolate emptiness in the little cottage such as had not so deeply affected her for years--not indeed since the first months following immediately on her own father's death. That Angus Reay kept away was, she knew, care for her on his part. Solitary woman as she was, the villagers, like all people who live in very small, mentally restricted country places, would have idly gossiped away her reputation had she received her lover into her house alone. So she pa.s.sed a very dismal time all by herself; and closing up the house early, took little Charlie in her arms and went to bed, where, much to her own abashment, she cried herself to sleep.
Meanwhile, David himself, for whom she fretted, had arrived in Exeter.
The journey had fatigued him considerably, though he had been able to get fairly good food and a gla.s.s of wine at one of the junctions where he had changed _en route_. On leaving the Exeter railway station, he made his way towards the Cathedral, and happening to chance on a very small and unpretending ”Temperance Hotel” in a side street, where a placard intimating that ”Good Accommodation for Travellers” might be had within, he entered and asked for a bedroom. He obtained it at once, for his appearance was by no means against him, being that of a respectable old working man who was prepared to pay his way in a humble, but perfectly honest fas.h.i.+on. As soon as he had secured his room, which was a curious little three-cornered apartment, partially obscured by the shadows of the many b.u.t.tresses of the Cathedral, his next care was to go out into the High Street and provide himself with a good stock of writing materials. These obtained, he returned to his temporary lodging, where, after supper, he went to bed early in order to rise early. With the morning light he was up and dressed, eager to be at work,--an inrush of his old business energy came back on him,--his brain was clear, his mental force keen and active. There happened to be an old-fas.h.i.+oned oak table in his room, and drawing this to the window, he sat down to write the doc.u.ment which his solicitor and friend, Sir Francis Vesey, had so often urged him to prepare--his Will. He knew what a number of legal technicalities might, or could be involved in this business, and was therefore careful to make it as short, clear, and concise as possible, leaving no chance anywhere open of doubt or discussion. And with a firm, unwavering pen, in his own particularly distinct and characteristic caligraphy, he disposed of everything of which he died possessed ”absolutely and without any conditions whatsoever” to Mary Deane, spinster, at present residing in Weircombe, Somerset, adding the hope that she would, if she saw fit to do so, carry out certain requests of his, the testator's, as conveyed privately to her in a letter accompanying the Will. All the morning long he sat thoughtfully considering and weighing each word he used--till at last, when the doc.u.ment was finished to his satisfaction, he folded it up, and putting it in his pocket, started out to get his midday meal and find a lawyer's office. He was somewhat surprised at his own alertness and vigour as he walked through the streets of Exeter on this quest;--excitement buoyed him up to such a degree that be was not conscious of the slightest fatigue or la.s.situde--he felt almost young. He took his lunch at a small restaurant where he saw city clerks and others of that type going in, and afterwards, strolling up a dull little street which ended in a _cul de sac_, he spied a dingy archway, offering itself as an approach to a flight of equally dingy stairs. Here a bra.s.s plate, winking at the pa.s.ser-by, stated that ”Rowden and Owlett, Solicitors,” would be found on the first floor. Helmsley paused, considering a moment--then, making up his mind that ”Rowden and Owlett” would suit his purpose as well as any other equally unknown firm, he slowly climbed the steep and unwashed stair. Opening the first door at the top of the flight, he saw a small boy leaning both arms across a large desk, and watching the gyrations of two white mice in a revolving cage.
”Hullo!” said the boy sharply, ”what d' ye want?”
”I want to see Mr. Rowden or Mr. Owlett,” he replied.
”Right y' are!” and the boy promptly seized the cage containing the white mice and hid it in a cupboard. ”You're our first caller to-day.
Mr. Rowden's gone to Dawlish,--but Mr. Owlett's in. Wait a minute.”
Helmsley obeyed, sitting down in a chair near the door, and smiling to himself at the evidences of slack business which the offices of Messrs.
Rowden and Owlett presented. In about five minutes the boy returned, and gave him a confidential nod.
”You can go in now,” he said; ”Mr. Owlett was taking his after-dinner snooze, but he's jumped up at once, and he's washed his hands and face, so he's quite ready for business. This way, please!”
He beckoned with a rather dirty finger, and Helmsley followed him into a small apartment where Mr. Owlett, a comfortably stout, middle-aged gentleman, sat at a large bureau covered with papers, pretending to read. He looked up as his hoped-for client entered, and flushed redly in the face with suppressed vexation as he saw that it was only a working man after all--”Some fellow wanting a debt collected,” he decided, pus.h.i.+ng away his papers with a rather irritated movement. However, in times when legal work was so scarce, it did not serve any good purpose to show anger, so, smoothing his ruffled brow, he forced a reluctantly condescending smile, as his office-boy, having ushered in the visitor, left the room.
”Good afternoon, my man!” he said, with a patronising air. ”What can I do for you?”
”Well, not so very much, sir,” and Helmsley took off his hat deferentially, standing in an att.i.tude of humility. ”It's only a matter of making my Will,--I've written it out myself, and if you would be so good as to see whether it is all in order, I'm prepared to pay you for your trouble.”
”Oh, certainly, certainly!” Here Mr. Owlett took off his spectacles and polished them. ”I suppose you know it's not always a wise thing to draw up your own Will yourself? You should always let a lawyer draw it up for you.”
”Yes, sir, I've heard that,” answered Helmsley, with an air of respectful attention--”And that's why I've brought the paper to you, for if there's anything wrong with it, you can put it right, or draw it up again if you think proper. Only I'd rather not be put to more expense than I can help.”
”Just so!” And the worthy solicitor sighed, as he realised that there were no ”pickings” to be made out of his present visitor--”Have you brought the doc.u.ment with you?”
”Yes, sir!” Helmsley fumbled in his pocket, and drew out the paper with a well-a.s.sumed air of hesitation; ”I'm leaving everything I've got to a woman who has been like a daughter to me in my old age--my wife and children are dead--and I've no one that has any blood claim on me--so I think the best thing I can do is to give everything I've got to the one that's been kind to me in my need.”
”Very right--very proper!” murmured Mr. Owlett, as he took the offered doc.u.ment from Helmsley's hand and opened it--”Um--um!--let me see!----”
Here he read aloud--”I, David Helmsley,--um--um!--Helmsley--Helmsley!--that's a name that I seem to have heard somewhere!--David Helmsley!--yes!--why that's the name of a multi-millionaire!--ha-ha-ha! A multi-millionaire! That's curious! Do you know, my man, that your name is the same as that of one of the richest men in the world?”
Helmsley permitted himself to smile.
”Really, sir? You don't say so!”
”Yes, yes!” And Mr. Owlett fixed his spectacles on his nose and beamed at his humble client through them condescendingly--”One of the richest men in the world!” And he smacked his lips as though he had just swallowed a savoury morsel--”Amazing! Now if you were he, your Will would be a world's affair--a positively world's affair!”
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