Part 54 (1/2)

Lapham himself had letters from his brother at frequent intervals. His brother was watching the G. L. & P., which as yet had made no offer for the mills. Once, when one of these letters came, he submitted to his wife whether, in the absence of any positive information that the road wanted the property, he might not, with a good conscience, dispose of it to the best advantage to anybody who came along.

She looked wistfully at him; it was on the rise from a season of deep depression with him. ”No, Si,” she said; ”I don't see how you could do that.”

He did not a.s.sent and submit, as he had done at first, but began to rail at the unpracticality of women; and then he shut some papers he had been looking over into his desk, and flung out of the room.

One of the papers had slipped through the crevice of the lid, and lay upon the floor. Mrs. Lapham kept on at her sewing, but after a while she picked the paper up to lay it on the desk. Then she glanced at it, and saw that it was a long column of dates and figures, recording successive sums, never large ones, paid regularly to ”Wm. M.” The dates covered a year, and the sum amounted at least to several hundreds.

Mrs. Lapham laid the paper down on the desk, and then she took it up again and put it into her work-basket, meaning to give it to him. When he came in she saw him looking absent-mindedly about for something, and then going to work upon his papers, apparently without it. She thought she would wait till he missed it definitely, and then give him the sc.r.a.p she had picked up. It lay in her basket, and after some days it found its way under the work in it, and she forgot it.

XXIII.

SINCE New Year's there had scarcely been a mild day, and the streets were full of snow, growing foul under the city feet and hoofs, and renewing its purity from the skies with repeated falls, which in turn lost their whiteness, beaten down, and beaten black and hard into a solid bed like iron. The sleighing was incomparable, and the air was full of the din of bells; but Lapham's turnout was not of those that thronged the Brighton road every afternoon; the man at the livery-stable sent him word that the mare's legs were swelling.

He and Corey had little to do with each other. He did not know how Penelope had arranged it with Corey; his wife said she knew no more than he did, and he did not like to ask the girl herself, especially as Corey no longer came to the house. He saw that she was cheerfuller than she had been, and helpfuller with him and her mother. Now and then Lapham opened his troubled soul to her a little, letting his thought break into speech without preamble or conclusion. Once he said--

”Pen, I presume you know I'm in trouble.”

”We all seem to be there,” said the girl.

”Yes, but there's a difference between being there by your own fault and being there by somebody else's.”

”I don't call it his fault,” she said.

”I call it mine,” said the Colonel.

The girl laughed. Her thought was of her own care, and her father's wholly of his. She must come to his ground. ”What have you been doing wrong?”

”I don't know as you'd call it wrong. It's what people do all the time. But I wish I'd let stocks alone. It's what I always promised your mother I would do. But there's no use cryin' over spilt milk; or watered stock, either.”

”I don't think there's much use crying about anything. If it could have been cried straight, it would have been all right from the start,”

said the girl, going back to her own affair; and if Lapham had not been so deeply engrossed in his, he might have seen how little she cared for all that money could do or undo. He did not observe her enough to see how variable her moods were in those days, and how often she sank from some wild gaiety into abject melancholy; how at times she was fiercely defiant of nothing at all, and at others inexplicably humble and patient. But no doubt none of these signs had pa.s.sed unnoticed by his wife, to whom Lapham said one day, when he came home, ”Persis, what's the reason Pen don't marry Corey?”

”You know as well as I do, Silas,” said Mrs. Lapham, with an inquiring look at him for what lay behind his words.

”Well, I think it's all tomfoolery, the way she's going on. There ain't any rhyme nor reason to it.” He stopped, and his wife waited.

”If she said the word, I could have some help from them.” He hung his head, and would not meet his wife's eye.

”I guess you're in a pretty bad way, Si,” she said pityingly, ”or you wouldn't have come to that.”

”I'm in a hole,” said Lapham, ”and I don't know where to turn. You won't let me do anything about those mills----”

”Yes, I'll let you,” said his wife sadly.

He gave a miserable cry. ”You know I can't do anything, if you do. O my Lord!”

She had not seen him so low as that before. She did not know what to say. She was frightened, and could only ask, ”Has it come to the worst?”

”The new house has got to go,” he answered evasively.