Part 5 (2/2)

”'Do you play much now?' she asked.

”'I have not touched the violin since I became a widower,' I replied.

'Music is a pleasure only when one is cheerful and sociable. In solitude it revives all buried sorrows.'

”'Yes,' she said, 'it does, and one is grateful for it. There are people so poor that their only possessions consist of old griefs, without which they could not live. They remind one that there was once a time when the heart was living, for only a living heart can feel misery. You have the advantage of me in not feeling this truth.'

”I felt her hand trembling on my arm. 'Lucile!' I cried, pressing her arm to me. Who knows what might have happened then if, her pride being suddenly roused, she had not drawn away from me and hastened down the remaining steps alone. Before I could reach her she was seated in the carriage.

”'Farewell! Remember me to your daughter. And--no! I was about to say _Au revoir!_ But we shall probably never meet again.'

”She extended her hand to me from the carriage with a look that hurt me, for it seemed to ask whether I had either hope or desire to see her again. I bent over the small, white hand, and kissed it. Then the horses started, and I stood alone in the sunny street, until her veil, fluttering in the fresh mountain breeze, vanished from my sight.”

MINKA

MINKA.

It was a few years after the French war. The fall review had incidentally brought together again a number of young officers who had earned their iron crosses in the array of the Loire, and they had invited good comrades from other regiments to join them and celebrate the reunion from an inexhaustible bowl. Midnight was past. The talk, which for some time had concerned personal recollections and experiences, had taken a thoughtful turn and was becoming profound. It was impossible to realize how many were absent without touching on the everlasting riddle of human life. Besides, the horrible death of a popular young hero, who had fallen into the hands of the Franc-tireurs, and been killed in the most revolting manner, and the consequent destruction of a treasure of brilliant gifts and talents, hopes and promises--had brought again to the front the old problem, whether universal destiny and the fate of the individual will be according to our idea of justice; or whether the individual's weal or woe will be quietly subordinated to the vast, mysterious design of the universe.

All the well-known reasons for and against a providence ruling morally and judging righteously, as human beings conceive it, were discussed again and again; and at length the oldest and most distinguished of the young soldiers formulated, from the animated argument, this result:--that even the most enthusiastic optimist, in face of the crying horrors to which poor humanity is exposed, cannot prove the existence of a compensating justice on earth; indeed, can only save his belief in a righteous G.o.d by hoping for a world to come.

”But will donkeys go to heaven, too?” suddenly asked a calm, rich voice from a quiet corner.

For a moment all were silent. Then followed an outburst of gay laughter, agreeably enlivening to the majority, who were tired of the philosophical talk.

”Hear! hear!” cried some.

”One will not be able to understand his own speech at doomsday if all the resurrected donkeys bray to one another,” said a lively young captain. ”Although, Eugene, if the sainted Antonius's pig is in heaven--”

”And so many pious sheep!” another broke in.

”You forget that the question is long since decided,” said a third; ”one has only to read Voltaire's 'Pucelle' in so many cantos!”

”Were you merely joking, Eugene?” then asked the senior president, who had not joined in the laugh, ”or was the question seriously meant, because it is certainly not yet decided whether or no an immortal soul lives in animals also?”

The person thus addressed was a young man about thirty years of age, the only one at the banquet who wore civilian's dress. A severe wound had forced him to give up a military career. Since then he had lived on his small estate, more occupied with the study of military science than with the tilling of his fields. He had come to the city on the occasion of the review in order to see his old friends.

”The question,” he now said very earnestly, ”is really not my own, but is a quotation, whose brusque simplicity embarra.s.sed me myself not long ago. A strange little story, certainly not a cheerful one, depends on it. But since we have again soared into speculations which are beyond jesting, it may perhaps be fitting if I tell where the quotation originated. I can hardly maintain that the story is calculated to throw any light on the dark problem.”

”Only tell it,” cried one after another.

”Who knows whether the donkey that you will ride before us may not finally open his mouth, like Balaam's prophetic a.s.s, and teach us the system of the world.”

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