Part 4 (1/2)

Yours,

PHILIP. V FITHIAN.

[36] Fithian was studying theology in Deerfield under the supervision of the Reverend Enoch Green, at the same time he was being taught Hebrew by Andrew Hunter, Sr., in nearby Greenwich.

[JOURNAL]

_Monday August 30._

Rose by half after six--Wrote a Letter to Dr Witherspoon concerning my going to Virginia--I hear that many of my Friends in this Place are unwilling I should go--I am indeed in a Dilimma--But I have agreed--Well, I must away--And I hope in the Kindness of him who was my Fathers G.o.d, & has been the Guide of my Youth, that he will save me from being corrupted, or carried away with the Vices which prevail in that Country--Wrote a Letter to And: Hunter--In the Evening, rode with my Letters, to the Stage--Saw there by Chance, the famous Miss _Betsy Elmore_: famous for _Wit_, Extensive Knowledge, but especially for _Volubility of Tongue_--

[LETTER OF PHILIP V. FITHIAN TO DR. WITHERSPOON]

Greenwich august 30th 1773.

_Revd Sir._

I am sorry that I may inform you of the dissattisfaction which my friends in general since my return home seem to discover, with my intention of going this fall to _Virginia_. However willing I am myself to accept the proposal and go, it will not be easy to break through the entreaties of those who are my neares[t] relations, and who have all along, with the warmest friends.h.i.+p interested themselves to procure my welfare. I do not intend by any means, abruptly to decline the fulfilling my agreement, but only desire to know, if there are not some to be found among the late Seniors who would willingly discharge me by accepting the offer themselves. If not I have only further to beg, that you would be pleased, Revd Sir, to favour me with the proposal of the gentleman; and so soon as there is a return from him, I shall be glad to know the time when I must leave home;

I am Revd Sir, with great respect your humble Servt PHILIP V. FITHIAN

P. S. Letters come safe sent by the princeton stage, and directed to me at Greenwich.

[PHILIP V. FITHIAN TO ELIZABETH BEATTY]

Princeton. August 31. 1773.

TO LAURA.

As an old Sinner, who has been long accustomed to Mis.h.i.+ef, cannot bear to think of quitting his much-loved Practice; so I, from Time to Time, with few Returns, am intruding my Epistles upon you.

I have just been reading Yorrick's celebrated Letters to Eliza: They are familiar--They are plain--They are beautiful. I love Eliza, from the admirable Description he has given of her: But possibly he has been wholly romantic; & only painted the Woman he could love; or, if has given his own candid Sentiments, & described that Woman in Truth; There is in America an Eliza I would venture, from Yorricks own Picture, to set against it; & let Yorrick himself be Judge, should I venture never so largely, I am sure I should succeed--

I was, yesterday, at Deerfield, & heard News enough--I was told that a civil, good looking Gentleman; who had been lately from N--n, told them he saw me there with you--That I was wild, & noisy--He thinks I shall make a d.a.m.n'd droll Figure in a Pulpit, with Powdered-Hair; a long Cue; & deep Ruffles!--I fancy myself it would appear odd!--I was told there also every Circ.u.mstance of our Ride from Princeton to N--n.

Of my being with your Brother in Philadelphia as I went up, & returned--Of almost the whole of my Company & Conduct while in Town.

It is something curious, tho' by no Means troublesome, that every part of my Behaviour, is in whatever Place I go, so circ.u.mstantially inspected.--I shall suppress all I heard of you, only that you are soon to be married, & I should not have mentioned this, but that I might let you know it was told in Triumph to dash me!--Yet if it had wounded my Soul I would have sustained & concealed the Pain, to outbrave such Insolence! I cannot help, however, when I am alone in my Chamber, reflecting on the Danger of the Impropriety I may possibly be guilty of in thus continuing my Intimacy with you.

But I turn it all off with a Smile, &, if the Report be true, with a Wish, in the Language of the Poet Walter to a Lady of his Acquaintance ”That you may possess all your Wishes, as to earthly Happiness & Comfort, in the Society of him whom you have preferr'd to the rest of Men; & that you may feel as much for him, of that Anxiety which arises from Esteem, as others have felt for you”--I am going, next Month to Virginia, unless the Remonstrances of my Relations prevail with me to decline it.

But on I go little thinking how much I may incur your Censure by writing so freely, & so long--O Laura, I wish most ardently, that I could with Propriety, from the present Moment, spend all my hours near your Person.--They would then, with their purple Wings, fly along through the Sorrows, & Tumults of Life, wholly unnoticed.

Laura, yours

PHILIP. V. FITHIAN.

[ANDREW HUNTER TO PHILIP FITHIAN]