Chapter 12 (2/2)

Jiang Wenxu had been cheating for a long time. At first he pretended to be a bachelor. After all he was a handsome man and unmarried. Even if he didn't go looking for others, others would find him. Later he discovered that wildflowers love the scent of wildflowers. An unorthodox lover had perks and advantages that an orthodox lover cannot provide. He Zhishu is good, but he wasn't experimental in bed. Jiang Wenxu has some nasty fetishes in bed that He Zhishu doesn't want or cannot fulfill. Sometimes Jiang Wenxu is very violent in bed and He Zhishu could not put up with it. But others can. They are more willing to put up with it, no matter how hard it gets.

Cheating is a vice. At first when you try it once or twice, you are uneasy and scared, Later, it becomes a habit. When you go home after doing something bad you treat your lover as Buddha to cover up your fears and deal with your conscience. After some time, the burden of guilt gets less and less and eventually disappear completely. In the beginning Jiang Wenxu would still bother trying to cover it up with excuses when He Zhishu found out. They would have an argument but would end up with He Zhishu held him firmly. He knew that He Zhus.h.i.+ would be obedient to him no matter what he did. But later, Jiang Wenxu noticed that He Zhishu no longer reacted regarding his outside affairs. This made him uncomfortable, but like a bad vice, he kept on doing it still. However, now he felt the tension again, the fear of being found out. But He Zhishu's behavior confused him and he could not figure out what was in his mind. It is as if He Zhishu had grown stronger emotionally, yet physically he looked more fragile, as if he will disappear one of these days.

Jiang Wenxu doesn't like strangers coming to his own home, so he has been doing some snooping. That morning he was very uncomfortable. The bedsheets from last night was thrown in the laundry and left unwashed. Jiang Wenxu saw that was a spot of blood on the blanket and he couldn't help but panic. He knows that He Zhishu is sensitive to pain. He Zhishu didn't used to be so fragile, though he has a special condition. It's easy for him to get scars and can't stand simple b.u.mps. He remembers clearly the first time he was on top He Zhishu, he was in pain and had been shaking, though he did not resist. He Zhishu opened his eyes and there seemed to be a fountain of light emanating from them. He Zhishu gasped, choked and spoke gently.

“Brother Jiang, you should be good to me in the future…”

Jiang Wenxu felt pain in his heart.

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