Part 13 (1/2)
Mr Beverley came in with an air and expression so different from that which he had borne in their intercourse no further gone than yesterday, that, notwithstanding the corresponding revolution in her own mind, Miss Marjoribanks could not but regard him with mingled admiration and surprise. She judged him as the general world so often judged herself, and gave him credit for skill and courage in a.s.suming such an att.i.tude, when the fact was he was only preoccupied and natural, and did not think of his att.i.tude at all. It did not occur to the Archdeacon that he had sinned towards Lucilla. He thought it right to explain to her his extreme surprise at the sight of Mrs Mortimer, and possibly to make her aware, at the same time, of his grievances, in so far as Mrs Mortimer was concerned; but perhaps Mr Beverley was, on the whole, innocent of those intentions which Mrs Chiley had attributed to him, and which even Lucilla, more clear-sighted, had seen dawning in their last interview; for, to be sure, this is one of the questions which the female intellect is apt to judge in a different light from that in which it is regarded by a man. The Archdeacon, accordingly, came in preoccupied, with a cloud on his brow, but without the smallest appearance of penitence or deprecation; by which demeanour he gained, without deserving it, the respect, and to a certain extent the admiration, of Lucilla. His expression was not that of a man repentant, but of a man aggrieved. He had a cloud upon his countenance, and a certain air of offence and temper; and when he sat down, he breathed a short impatient sigh.
”Thank you for receiving me so early,” he said. ”I called yesterday afternoon, but found you out. You must have had very particular business to take you out in that rain,” Mr Beverley continued, with subdued exasperation; for naturally, being a clergyman, he was a little impatient to find, when it was _he_ who wanted her, any of his female friends out of the way.
”Yes,” said Lucilla, who thought it was best to open her battery boldly and at once. ”I was spending the afternoon with poor Mrs Mortimer; poor dear, she is so solitary!” and to meet Mr Beverley's ill-temper, Miss Marjoribanks put on her most heavenly air of sympathy, and rounded her words with a soft sigh, as different from his as a flute is from a trumpet. It was with an exclamation of impatience that the Archdeacon replied.
”_Poor_ Mrs Mortimer!” he cried; ”I don't know whether you are aware how much her obstinacy has cost me; and herself, I suppose,” he added, in a parenthesis. ”Not to depreciate your kindness, or the truly human and Christian way in which you have conducted yourself--fancy what my feelings naturally must have been to find her an object of charity--actually of charity! I don't mean to say,” said Mr Beverley, controlling himself, ”that it is degrading to accept succour when given as from man to man--quite the contrary; but you will excuse me from entering into the general question. She knew perfectly well that if I had known where she was--if she had consented to yield to me on one point--solely on _one_ point----”
”And she such an obstinate woman!” said Miss Marjoribanks, with fine scorn. ”How could you ever think of such a thing? A woman that never gives in to anybody. If you knew her as well as I do----”
The Archdeacon glanced up with a momentary intense surprise, as if it was within the possibilities that such a change might have taken place in the widow's nature; and then he caught Lucilla's eye, and grew red and more aggrieved than ever.
”Mrs Mortimer happens to be a relative of mine,” he said, in his authoritative voice. ”I have known her from her youth. I am better instructed in all her affairs than she can possibly be. When I urge her to any step, however much it may be against her inclinations, she ought to know that it can only be for her good. I beg your pardon, Miss Marjoribanks. It will give me great grief to find that you, upon whose superior good sense I have so much calculated, should support her in her folly. I know how much she owes to you----”
”Oh, no, she does not owe me anything,” said Lucilla. ”It was just my luck, you know. I knew she would turn out to be a lady. I don't want to stand up for her if she is wrong; but I have only heard _her_ side. When you tell me about it, I shall be able to form an opinion,” Miss Marjoribanks added prudently; ”for of course everything has two sides.”
”Most things,” said Mr Beverley, ”but this is precisely one of the things which have not two sides. Nothing except some sort of infatuation or other--but never mind, you shall hear the facts,” said the Archdeacon, once more making an effort upon himself. ”Her uncle, Mr Garrett, was above eighty. Why Providence should have let him live to such an age to do so much mischief, Heaven alone knows. Some different rule seems to exist up _there_ about those matters, from what we find to answer on earth,” the Broad-Churchman said, with a certain air of disapproval. ”He had this young fellow to see him and then to live with him, and took some sort of idiotic fancy to him; and when the will was made, it was found that, with the exception of a small sum to Helen, everything was left to this impostor. No, I can't say I have any patience with her folly. How could any man have two opinions on the subject? He was neither related to him, nor connected with him,” cried Mr Beverley, with a momentary inclination, as Lucilla thought, to get aground among the p.r.o.nouns, as Mrs Mortimer had done. ”I do not suspect my cousin,” the Archdeacon continued, with an air so severe and indignant that it was evident he was contradicting his own sentiments, ”of having any partiality for such a person; but certainly her obstinacy and determination are such----”
”Hush, please,” said Lucilla; ”you are only laughing when you use such words. Now, tell me one thing, and don't be angry if it is a stupid question--If there was any one that knew her and you, and perhaps him, and was to try--don't you think it might be arranged?”
”By money?” said the Archdeacon; and he smiled one of those disagreeable smiles which youthful writers describe by saying that his lip curled with scorn. ”You seem to take me for Mortimer, who could go into that sort of compromise. I suppose he did give them money before--before she was left a widow,” said Mr Beverley, grinding his teeth slightly with a savage expression. ”No, Miss Marjoribanks. Where everlasting truth and justice are concerned, I do not understand how things can be arranged.”
After such a truculent statement, what was the peacemaker to do? She left the fire to blaze out by itself for a minute or two, and then she came down upon the enemy on another wind.
”I am sure I am very sorry,” said Lucilla softly, ”to think you should be so fond of her and she so fond of you, and nothing but this standing in the way; and then she is too good for this world, and never thinks of herself. I often think, if anything was to happen to me--and my life is no safer than other people's lives,” said Miss Marjoribanks, with a sigh--”what would become of her, poor dear! I am sure, if I knew of any way----As for obstinate, you know it is not in her to be obstinate. She thinks she is right, and you think you are right; and I suppose neither of you will give in,” cried Lucilla. ”What is anybody to do?”
”If any one gives in, it should be she,” said the Archdeacon. ”For my part, I will never stand by and consent to such a robbery,--never. In these matters, at least, a man must be a better judge than a woman. If you are her friend you will persuade her of her duty,” Mr Beverley added; and he did not show so much as a symptom of yielding. To say that Miss Marjoribanks was not discouraged would be more than the truth; but she was still at the beginning of her forces, and no thought of giving in was in her courageous soul.
”I will tell you what occurs to me,” said Lucilla frankly. ”Let us find out something about him. Do you know anything about him? If she were to hear that he was, as you say, an impostor, you know, and a villain?--What is his name?--Where does he live?--Is he a very, very wicked man?” said Miss Marjoribanks, and she looked up with that ingenuous look of appeal, which was always so touching in her, to the Archdeacon's face.
As for Mr Beverley, in his haste and excitement, he gave vent to two very contradictory statements. ”She knows all about him. I don't know anything about him,” he said, with some heat. ”I mean, she knows as much as I do, though she draws such a different conclusion. I am sure I saw him in Carlingford the first day I was here. For anything I can tell, she knows _more_ of him than I do,” said the Broad Churchman, with a sudden flash of jealousy and anger. It occurred to Lucilla then for the first time that she had found the grand clue to the whole.
”That would be dreadful,” said Miss Marjoribanks, ”if she knew him, and was keeping him out of the way till you were gone. I did not think of that. If such a thing should be the case, fond as I am of Mrs Mortimer, I never could go near her any more,” said Lucilla sadly. ”Oh, don't say you think so, please. I should have to give her up, and that would be dreadful; for I owe it to papa, when he gives me so much liberty, to be very careful. Oh, Mr Beverley, don't say you think so,” cried Lucilla, deeply moved. She put her handkerchief to her eyes, and yet she kept watch upon the Archdeacon through one of the corners. He had got up by this time, and was walking about the room like any other man in trouble.
To throw suspicion on the widow, or separate her from so effectual a protector, was the very last thing he had any inclination to do: for, to tell the truth, he made that jealous suggestion only in order to receive an indignant denial, and to be a.s.sured that such a thing was impossible.
But then Mr Beverley did not know whom he had to deal with, nor that he was not the first man whom Miss Marjoribanks had reduced to his proper place.
”If that was the case,” said Lucilla, drying her eyes, ”dreadful as it is to think of it--oh, Mr Beverley, if such a thing were the case--it would be far better for her to marry him, and then she would have all the fortune without going to law. If things have gone so far, though it is miserable to think of it, and to believe that she could be so unkind,” said Miss Marjoribanks, with a sob, ”and so double-minded, and so deceitful to _me_----”
”In Heaven's name what are you thinking of?” said the Archdeacon. He had grown as pale as he was before red, and came to a dead stop in front of Lucilla, and stood lowering and menacing over her. His shadow was so big and strong, and stood so directly between her and the window, that Miss Marjoribanks's heart gave one bound of something like alarm.
”Dear Mr Beverley,” said Lucilla, ”try and compose yourself. It would be a dreadful trial to me, but I should endeavour to bear it. If we love her, we should, on the contrary, urge her to do it,” said the young moralist, with solemnity, ”however hard it may be to us. It would be better than--than dreadful concealment and misery--it would be better than knowing and not telling, as you say. Oh, Mr Beverley, if you are sure that is the case, let us both go to her, and beg her to marry him.
I could never, never, never see her again,” sobbed Lucilla, ”but she would be happy, and that would be the end of all.”
The Archdeacon, though he was not a weakling, was altogether stunned by this address. He sank into the nearest chair, and drew it closer to Lucilla, and looked perfectly flabby and ghastly in his white tie, with his alarmed countenance. ”For the sake of all that is sacred,” said Mr Beverley, bending forward towards her, ”tell me what foundation you have--tell me all you know.”
Now was the critical moment, and Lucilla felt it. If Mrs Chiley, for example, had only advised herself to come in then instead of interrupting people's proposals, and driving a likely suitor to desperation! But such happy chances do not occur at the real crises of life. What she wanted was, naturally, not to explain herself, but to let that arrow rankle in her opponent's heart until it should have served her purpose. All that she said in answer to Mr Beverley's appeal was to hide her face in her handkerchief, which was the only means that occurred to her for the moment of gaining a little time for reflection.
”It is so hard to have such thoughts put into one's head,” said Lucilla, ”of a person who has been one's friend. And she always looked so nice and so true! I never thought she would deceive any one. I thought she was so transparent, you know. Oh, Mr Beverley, it is so dreadful to be disappointed in one's friends! I wish I had never heard of it--I wish you had never told me. I almost wish, though it is dreadful to say such a thing, that you had never come to Carlingford and found it all out.”
”My dear Miss Marjoribanks,” said the Archdeacon solemnly, ”I implore you, as the greatest kindness you can do me, to tell me all you know.”
”Indeed, I don't know what I know,” said Lucilla, partially raising her face out of her handkerchief; ”I don't think I know anything, for my part. I always thought if one could rely upon any one, one could rely upon her--for truthfulness, and for yieldingness, and doing what any one asked her. I did think so; and it is perfectly bewildering to think, after all, that she should be obstinate and deceiving, and yet look so different!” said Lucilla. ”But if it has come to that, we must be firm, Mr Beverley. If you ask my opinion, I say she should be allowed to marry him. That would solve everything, you know,” Miss Marjoribanks added, with sad decision. ”She would get all the fortune without going to law, and she would be settled, and off one's mind. That would be my final advice, if everything has happened as you say.”