Part 20 (2/2)
'I should like it done,' she replied, turning away her face.
'Would you like to do it yourself, Jenny?'
'I am a woman. Women must not do violent things.'
'Jenny, there is more revenge than precaution in this.'
'There may be some revenge, but there is also a good deal of prudence.'
'I cannot do it, Jenny.'
'Are you afraid, Will? To be sure, a musician is not a sold--so--no--Will, forgive me. You are not afraid. Forgive me.'
'I shall leave them to work out their destruction in their own way, whatever way that may be.'
'But that way may be hurtful to you, my poor Will--even fatal to you,'
'I shall leave them alone: their punishment will surely fall upon them, they will dig a trap to their own undoing.'
'Will, I have heard that kind of talk before. I have used those words myself upon the stage.' She threw herself into an att.i.tude and declaimed with fire.
'Think not, Allora, that I dread their hate: Nor hate, nor vile conspiracy shall turn me-- Still on their own presumptuous heads shall fall The lightning they invoke for mine; for lower Hangs yon black thunder cloud; and even louder I hear the rumbling of the angry earth.
Wait but a moment: then the flash shall shoot; Then shall the thunder roar; the earth shall gape; And where they stood there shall be nothingness.'
'That is your position, Will. For my own part, if I were you, I should prefer safety, and I should not object to revenge.'
'It is true, Jenny.'
'Perhaps. For my own part, I have known a monstrous number of wicked people on whom no lightnings fell, and for whom the earth did never gape. Nothing has happened to them so long as they were gentlemen. With the baser sort, of course, there is Tyburn, and I dare say that feels at the end like the gaping of the earth and the flash of lightning and the roar of the thunder, all together. Even with them some escape.'
I would have quoted the Psalmist, but refrained, because by this time I had made the singular discovery that Jenny seemed to have no knowledge of religion at all. If one spoke in the common way of man's dependence she looked as if she understood nothing: or she said she had heard words to that effect on the stage: if one spoke indirectly of the Christian scheme she showed no response: had I mentioned the Psalmist she would have asked perhaps who the Psalmist was, or where his pieces were played. She never went to church: she never read any books except her own parts. She was sharp and clever in the conduct of affairs: she was not to be taken in by rogues: how could such a woman, considering our mode of education and the general acknowledgment of Christianity, even in an atheistical age, that prevails in our books, escape some knowledge, or tincture, of religion?
'Do not call it revenge,' she insisted. 'In your own safety you should strike: and without delay. I repeat it: I cannot put it too strongly before you. There is a great danger threatening. When Probus finds that the money is really gone, he will become desperate: he will stick at nothing.'
'Since he knows, now, that nothing will persuade me to sell that chance of succession, he will perhaps desist.'
'He will never desist. If you were dead! The thought lies in both their minds. If you were dead! Then that money would be Matthew's.'
'Do you think Mr. Probus will murder me?'
'Not with his own hands. Still--do you think, Will, that when two villains are continually brooding over the same thought, villainy will not follow? If I were you I would take this tale to the Alderman first, and to Probus next, and I should then keep out of the way for six months at least.'
'No.' I said. 'They shall be left to themselves.'
Perhaps I was wrong. Had I told my uncle all, the bankruptcy would have been precipitated and Probus's claim would have been treated with all the others, and even if that large sum had fallen it would have been added to the general estate and divided accordingly.
It was in the afternoon: the sun was sinking westward: it shone through the window upon Jenny as she restlessly moved about the room--disquieted by all she had to tell me. I remember how she was dressed: in a frock of light blue silk, with a petticoat to match: her hair hung in its natural curls, covered with a kerchief--the soft evening sunlight wrapped her in a blaze of light and colour. And oh! the pity of it! To think that this divine creature was thrown away upon my wretched cousin! The pity of it!
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