Chapter 1046: Afraid (7) (1/2)
Chapter 1046: Afraid (7)
Translator: PaperplaneEditor: Caron_
Cheng Weiwan softly replied, ”Alright.”
Han Zhifan didn't say anything but turned around and walked towards the door.
He walked really slowly. After just a few steps, his body swayed for a moment and he almost fell to the floor. Thankfully, he reached his hand out just in time and supported himself up with the wall. After a while, he thought he could stabilize himself and walk again, but after walking not too far from where he stopped, he bumped into a cabinet beside him.
The bedroom was several dozen square feet large, but he trudged for a really long time before he made it out of the bedroom.
After he shut the door, he slumped to the floor like a deflated balloon.
How could this be?
How could everything have turned out like this?
She clearly should've hated me. The things I did were for Lili, but in the end, it was a big joke.
She loved me, she truly loved me, but when I love her and want to be with her, she no longer wants to be with me.
But who can I blame? I tore up my happiness with my bare hands...
She said she only hopes to leave me as soon as possible. I gave her so many reasons to leave, so now, what... what should I do? Should I really let her go? But what am I going to do if I let her go? If I don't let her go, what right do I have to make her stay? As I am now, I'm afraid I don't even have the right to pester her, let alone tell her to stay.
If I knew things would turn out like this, I definitely wouldn't have treated her like that back then. Nor would I have dumped her after chasing her. Moreover, I wouldn't have forced her to abort our child... I wouldn't have. Now, I'm able to think of many things I wouldn't have done, but what use is that? Time can't turn back and life can't start again. I lost her, so I lost her. No matter how painful the consequences are, I have to endure the pain of the sins I committed.
Han Zhifan slowly shut his eyes and tears poured from the corners his eyes.