Vol 3 Chapter 10 (1/2)
15th of May, Wednesday
Hope Wish Pure Desire
Two days until the birthday
When I turn sixteen, Mariko will be teer
Mariko said ”Froht?”, she poked fun at me
Back in eleh I was older Mariko treated er
By the way, it seems like Mariko is a Libra, born on 10th of October And so, she was seriously considering calling me 'onii-chan' until October—— or so
When I politely refused, Mariko said ”You're ently sh the foliage
After the school day ended, I separated from Mariko and came home
Once in front of Sayuri's room, I took a deep breath
I wonder, what does Sayuri think abouther older brother
To Sayuri, rather than being siblings being lovers or anyway, she wants a relationshi+p beyond siblings with ht not have much relation to it
If anything, having her say ”we are released from the yoke of the ethics” worried me more
I didn't prepare anything Even if I did a solid preparation, one unexpected event couldthe plan fails happens as well
Ehh, to hell with it It's inevitable Whatever happens, happe〜ens
When I rang the interphone, the door opened
Since Sayuri didn't jury after all?
When I headed to the living roo for me in seiza
There was a blackout applied on Kyuu-chan's cage The at around me
Sayuri raised her face and stared at me intently
”Sit down first, Onii-sama”
”S-sure”
Today, Sayuri's appearance was a cardigan and skirt with very bland colours, the iave me was similar to how she hen I first met her
”I have so to speak of with Onii-sama”
”W-what is it?”
Sed up by her tone of voice, I started speaking formally
”Please marry me”
”Ehh?!”
”Please marry me and let's become family For little sisters please select Mika-san”
”What are you bringing up all of a sudden!”
”I'm serious If you do so, everyone will become family”
This is what Sayuri had come up with, the answer for the relationshi+p with me
Ultiument's sake, if I married Sayuri, her sisters would become my sisters in law That's why, everyone will become family or so
If we pretend Sayuri and I aren't connected by blood, everything would settle peacefully
She continued, her voice tre
”That's why on Friday please don't go there”
With tears in her eyes, Sayuri appealed to me
”Don't go you mean to Mariko's home?”
”That's right! I won't acknowledge Mariko-san That's m-m-mmy place I love Onii-sama! I love Onii-sama a lot! I really, really love you dearly”
Her shoulders trembled, it seemed like she'd burst into tears any moment now
I want to protect her I want to fulfil Sayuri's wishes But
No matter how s
Sayuri was my little sister
”Sayuri and I are siblings, aren't we?”
”But hasn't Onii-sa older brother In that case, Onii-sama and I our relation is that of a man and a woman! Before a brother and sister, we're a man and woman!”
”Man and woman you”
”It's stamen and pistil!”
Tre, Sayuri continued to appeal to me
”I too like Sayuri Even though that kind of thing happened on Sunday, this doesn't change even now”
Her expression brightened
”Then, Onii-saht? I'll study a lot, do , as not to let anyone co Onii-sairl, I'll do put my utmost effort to meet all Onii-sama's wishes and desires If only Onii-sa else”
I stared back at Sayuri
”I like you, but not in ros, I love you as my little sister”
Doing anything and everything fortoanything but me, I want Sayuri to have various happy experiences is that really fine, Sayuri?
As she said she loves me so far, it felt as if Sayuri tried to become a sacrifice In the ”love” she said so far, I could feel the scent of the sense of duty to protect her sisters
That sense of duty, Sayuri's original personality and aspirations, it felt like that all was crushi+ng her
Hearing htly
”What should I do, that you love irl?”
”There's nothing, it's impossible!”
”If I wasn't Onii-sama's little sister, would Onii-sama fall in love with me? Even if Onii-saet little sisters if Onii-sah school I enter if I confessed that I love Onii-sama, would you love me?”
If that really was the case, the possibility I could have accepted Sayuri was undeniable If I didn't notice we're actually siblings
But, we s
What should I do toher
No, that's not enough I won't change anything if I continue as I was until now
Toht me, hasn't she?
Since we change, we can't be afraid of hurting each other
In order to understand each other, we need to let out true feelings collide
I need to respond to Sayuri's feelings, I need to tell her clearly
Current Sayuri tried to sacrifice herself, thinking of her sisters
It seems like Sayuri herself didn't realize herself Whatis there to happiness you trick yourself for?
I breathed in and confronted Sayuri
”Even if you weren't my little sister I think you would see hard for my sake, a cute junior who feels like a little sister”
From the corners of Sayuri's eyes, transparent drops have dripped along her cheek and fell down
”Can I only be a little sister to Onii-saive up my body Please satisfy your desires with me, Onii-sama!”