Part 31 (2/2)
After another minute of silence had pa.s.sed, Myron decided to rev up the conversation with a casual starter: ”So I hear you play a mean game of hoops.”
Mean game of hoops? Oy.
”Myron?”
”Yes?”
”We're not bonding here.”
Mickey put the headphones back in his ears, cranked the volume to an undoubtedly unhealthy level, and stared back out the pa.s.senger window. They made the rest of the way in silence. When they pulled up to the old house in Livingston, Mickey turned off his iPod and stared out.
”See that window up there?” Myron said. ”The one with the decal on it?”
Mickey looked out, said nothing.
”When we were kids, that's where your dad and I shared a bedroom. We used to play Nerf basketball and trade baseball cards and we invented this hockey game with a tennis ball and the closet door.”
Mickey waited a beat. Then he turned toward his uncle and said, ”You guys must have been the b.a.l.l.s.”
Everyone's a wisea.s.s.
Despite all the horrors of the past twenty-four hours-or maybe because of them-Myron couldn't help but chuckle. Mickey got out and headed up the same path where last night he'd jumped Myron. Myron followed and for a moment he was tempted to fun-tackle his nephew. Funny what flies through the brain at the strangest times.
Mom was at the door. She hugged Mickey first, the way only Mom could. When Mom hugged, she gave it her all-holding nothing back. Mickey closed his eyes and soaked it in. Myron waited for the kid to cry, but Mickey wasn't one for waterworks. Mom finally released him and threw the hug at her son. Then she stepped back, blocked their entrance, and fixed them both with a killer glare.
”What's going on with you two?” Mom asked.
Myron said, ”What do you mean?”
”Don't hand me 'what do you mean.' Your father just tells me Mickey is staying here for a while. Nothing else. Don't get me wrong. Mickey, I'm thrilled you're staying with us. Too long in coming, you ask me, all this overseas nonsense. You belong here. With us. With your family.”
Mickey said nothing.
Myron asked, ”Where's Dad?”
”He's in the bas.e.m.e.nt getting your old bedroom ready for Mickey. So what's going on?”
”Why don't we get Dad and we can talk about it?”
”Fine with me,” Mom said, wagging her finger at him like, uh, a mother, ”but no funny stuff.”
Funny stuff?
”Al? The kids are here.”
They entered the house. Mom closed the door behind them.
”Al?”
No reply.
They all shared a look, no one moving. Then Myron headed for the bas.e.m.e.nt. The door down to Myron's old bedroom-soon to be Mickey's-was wide open. He called down to his father. ”Dad?”
Still no answer.
Myron looked back at his mother. She looked more puzzled than anything else. Panic snaked its way into Myron's chest. He fought it off and half jumped, half ran down the bas.e.m.e.nt stairs. Mickey followed close behind.
Myron pulled up short when he got to the bottom of the stairs. Mickey crashed into him, knocking him a little forward. But Myron didn't feel a thing. He stared in front of him and felt his entire world begin to crumble.
26.
When Myron was ten years old and Brad was five, Dad took them to Yankee Stadium for a game against the Red Sox. Most boys have a memory like this-that major-league baseball game with your dad, the perfect July weather, that jaw-dropping moment you come out of whatever tunnel and see the ballpark for the very first time, the almost-painted green of the gra.s.s, the sun s.h.i.+ning as though it were the first day, your heroes in uniform warming up with the ease of the gifted.
But this particular game would be different.
Dad had secured tickets in the nosebleed upper deck, but at the last minute, a business a.s.sociate gave him two tickets three rows behind the Red Sox bench. For some odd reason-and to the horror of the rest of his family-Brad was a Red Sox fan. Actually, the reason wasn't all that odd. Carl ”Yaz” Yastrzemski was Brad's first baseball card. That might not seem like a big deal, but Brad was one of those little kids who became fiercely loyal to his firsts.
Once they sat, Dad produced the great seats with a magician's flourish and showed them to Brad. ”Surprise!”
He handed the tickets to Myron. Dad would stay in the upper deck, sending his two sons down to the box seats. Myron held an excited Brad's hand and made his way down. When they arrived, Myron couldn't believe how close to the field they were. The box seats were, in a word, awesome.
When Brad spotted Yaz scant yards away, his face broke into a smile that even now, if Myron closed his eyes, he could still see and feel. Brad started cheering like mad. When Yaz got into the batter's box, Brad truly lost it. ”Yaz! Yaz! Yaz!”
The guy sitting in front of them whirled around, frowning. He was maybe twenty-five and had a scruffy beard. That was another thing Myron would never forget. That beard.
”That's enough,” the bearded guy said to Brad. ”Quiet down.”
The bearded guy turned back to the field. Brad looked as though someone had slapped him in the face.
”Don't listen to him,” Myron said. ”You're allowed to yell.”
That was when everything went wrong. The bearded man spun back around and grabbed Myron-Myron who was ten years old at the time, a tall ten-year-old, but ten nonetheless-by the s.h.i.+rt. The man bunched the Yankee emblem tee in his adult fist and pulled Myron close enough for him to smell the stale beer on the man's breath.
”He's giving my girlfriend a headache,” the bearded man said. ”He shuts up now.”
Myron was stunned. Tears pushed their way into his eyes, but he wouldn't let them out. He felt his chest hitch in fear and, strangely, shame. The man held on to Myron's s.h.i.+rt for another moment or two, then he pushed him back into his seat. The man turned back to the game and put his arm around his girlfriend. Afraid that he'd cry, Myron grabbed Brad's hand and hurried back to the upper deck. He didn't say anything, not at first, but Dad was perceptive and ten-year-old boys are not the world's best actors.
”What's wrong?” Dad asked.
His chest hitching with that combination of fear and shame, Myron managed to tell his father about the bearded man. Al Bolitar tried to stay calm as he listened. He put his hand on his son's shoulder and nodded along with him, but Dad's body was actually shaking. His face reddened. When Myron got to the point in the story where the man grabbed his s.h.i.+rt, Al Bolitar's eyes seemed to explode and go black.
In a too-controlled monotone, Dad said, ”I'll be right back.”
Myron watched the rest through the binoculars.
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